Erik Rhos, a gay pornographic-film star who died last week, had tailed his rtg, rampant steroid e and crystal meth bg on a harrowg Tumblr feed.
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GAY PORN STAR IS FOUND AD, AGED 21
"I have been gay my entire life, sce I was a child.
Though some of that live big ci n feel like half of the world is gay, 's a stark difference om many livg small towns. "I was takg my mom somewhere one day and she jt asked 'are you gay?
"I was so sred of what actually meant to ll yourself gay so even the first man I dated, I still thought that afterwards I was gog to eventually meet a girl and get married bee that's what men did, " he said.