I was a young gay man hopg universy athletics would help me f . Then the oil wrtlg began
Contents:
- LIFE WAS HELL FOR A GAY TEEN JOCK
- THIS ELE ILLOIS HIGH SCHOOL WRTLER IS PROUDLY GAY
- SETTLG THE SRE -- PART 4: COACH'S BOY (A JOCK'S GAY SLAVE TRAG)
LIFE WAS HELL FOR A GAY TEEN JOCK
Summer mp my sophomore year, after ach left, Varsy guys held wrtlg match to terme who got the remag lockers the big varsy room. I was a young gay man hopg universy athletics would help me f .
I had no ia llege was gog to be so much like a gay porn movie.
After two weeks of tryouts, we had fally ma the gra, and this was our reward: An afternoon of embarrassg hazg activi, followed by a homoerotic climax that seemed to have e straight out of my 17-year-old gay subnsc. On top of that, I'd known I was gay sce I was 8. Not only did beg a jock boost my self-nfince, was an antidote to my anxieti about my burgeong homosexualy, about the girlish lilt that uld emerge my voice or my ocsnal extravagant hand motns.
THIS ELE ILLOIS HIGH SCHOOL WRTLER IS PROUDLY GAY
I had always been pretty fortable wh the ia that I was gay, but I was still stgglg wh the implitn that meant beg ls manly than the other boys. When I stepped onto that oil-vered tarp to face off agast my opponent, I wasn't preoccupied by the sane homoeroticism of the moment. Instead, I was thkg about how this entire display was predited on the fact that gay sexualy was lghable and gross.
SETTLG THE SRE -- PART 4: COACH'S BOY (A JOCK'S GAY SLAVE TRAG)
If this was the kd of macho, homophobic stuff I had to tolerate to be on a sports team, there was no pot even tryg. I had to e to terms wh the fact that my gayns ma me ls butch than Ice, and that was better than beg a douchebag. On the b home after a victory the players serenad him wh "YMCA" and "It's Rag Men"; when he attend gay youth nferenc and pri march, they asked for souvenir T-shirts.