I was a young gay man hopg universy athletics would help me f . Then the oil wrtlg began
Contents:
- LIFE WAS HELL FOR A GAY TEEN JOCK
- THIS ELE ILLOIS HIGH SCHOOL WRTLER IS PROUDLY GAY
- SETTLG THE SRE -- PART 4: COACH'S BOY (A JOCK'S GAY SLAVE TRAG)
LIFE WAS HELL FOR A GAY TEEN JOCK
Summer mp my sophomore year, after ach left, Varsy guys held wrtlg match to terme who got the remag lockers the big varsy room. I was a young gay man hopg universy athletics would help me f . I had no ia llege was gog to be so much like a gay porn movie.
After two weeks of tryouts, we had fally ma the gra, and this was our reward: An afternoon of embarrassg hazg activi, followed by a homoerotic climax that seemed to have e straight out of my 17-year-old gay subnsc.
THIS ELE ILLOIS HIGH SCHOOL WRTLER IS PROUDLY GAY
On top of that, I'd known I was gay sce I was 8.
Not only did beg a jock boost my self-nfince, was an antidote to my anxieti about my burgeong homosexualy, about the girlish lilt that uld emerge my voice or my ocsnal extravagant hand motns.
SETTLG THE SRE -- PART 4: COACH'S BOY (A JOCK'S GAY SLAVE TRAG)
I had always been pretty fortable wh the ia that I was gay, but I was still stgglg wh the implitn that meant beg ls manly than the other boys. When I stepped onto that oil-vered tarp to face off agast my opponent, I wasn't preoccupied by the sane homoeroticism of the moment.
Instead, I was thkg about how this entire display was predited on the fact that gay sexualy was lghable and gross. If this was the kd of macho, homophobic stuff I had to tolerate to be on a sports team, there was no pot even tryg. I had to e to terms wh the fact that my gayns ma me ls butch than Ice, and that was better than beg a douchebag.