I'm Aaid That I'm Gay | Psychology Today

Contents:

• I'M AAID THAT I'M GAY
• "I HATE FAGS!" = "I HATE MYSELF (CSE I'M AAID I'M GAY.)"
• I DON'T WANT TO BE GAY, BUT I'M SRED I WILL BE.
• AM I NVCG MYSELF THAT I'M GAY!??
• HOW TO ACCEPT THAT YOU ARE GAY
• ‘I’M AAID FOR MY FUTURE’: PROPOSED LAWS THREATEN GAY LIFE RSIA

I'M AAID THAT I'M GAY

I'm love wh my sophomore chemistry teacher. It started the send week of my sophomore year.

Gay was never even an optn my md. Do this whole suatn mean I'm gay? That do not mean that you are necsarily gay.

You may eventually intify as gay. I'm aaid to bee gay, is normal? Ok, maybe not ALL the time, but sure seems like many of the most proment voic makg strintly judgmental claratns about the evils of homosexualy soon turn up a wi stance a bathroom stall somewhere.

"I HATE FAGS!" = "I HATE MYSELF (CSE I'M AAID I'M GAY.)"

At an emotnal and spirual and psychologil level, the sheer cripplg pa this nial of gay humany has ed to so many for so long is lculable. I’m Mlim and Gay and I’m aaid I’m gog to hell. I don't want to be gay, but I'm sred I will be.

I DON'T WANT TO BE GAY, BUT I'M SRED I WILL BE.

So I'm sred of beg gay or anythg basilly other than beg straight. I'm so sred that I'm gay.

But after hearg those thgs about people beg gay, my md has lerally been forcg so many thoughts of gay thgs and I've been nstantly "ttg" myself. I'm always turned on by her, but I don't even know what's gog on and mak me thk "Am I actually gay?

AM I NVCG MYSELF THAT I'M GAY!??

It feels like my md is tryg to make me gay, so I nstantly need to fight and if I don't then I'll be gay.

HOW TO ACCEPT THAT YOU ARE GAY

And like most people I've talked to say thgs like "So, what's wrong wh beg gay?

‘I’M AAID FOR MY FUTURE’: PROPOSED LAWS THREATEN GAY LIFE RSIA

" and I hate when people say that e like I don't have a problem wh gay people, 's jt I don't want to be homosexual. Re: I don't want to be gay, but I'm sred I will be. There is nothg your post that dit a sire to be gay, or you turng gay, or any way lovg your girliend ls.

Now along wh this fear of beg homosexual, I have a strong fear of suici or mtg suici. What's happeng now is that I'm aaid of beg gay, but also on top of that, I'm aaid that if I thk I'm gay then I might kill myself.

Sounds like typil characteristics of homosexual OCD/HOCD. Which is irratnal bee I wouldn't feel those feelgs towards men the first place if I was gay/lbian. Am I nvcg myself that I'm gay!??