My Month of Hell a Gay CrossF Cult

Contents:

• GAY FNS TRAER VISED 100 CROSSF GYMS AND FOUND EXCELLENCE LED TO QUICK ACCEPTANCE
• CROSSF IS THE NEW NTENR FOR GAYT SPORT ON THE PLA
• DOCUMENTARY EXPLOR LIFE OF GAY CROSSF ATHLETE
• CROSSF, THE GAY FNS HELL THAT DTROYED MY BODY BEFORE I HEALED MY MD"I WAS FDG DIFFICULT TO WALK, BUT WHEN I STOOD STILL, I REALLY WAS QUE SOMETHG TO BEHOLD."{FONT:NORMAL 800 1.2REM/1.2 "D BOLD",SANS-SERIF;TEXT-TRANSFORM:NORMAL;LOR:HER;DISPLAY:LE-BLOCK;PADDG-BOTTOM:6PX;POSN:RELATIVE;TEXT-TRANSFORM:UPPERSE;}{BACKGROUND:#89308A;BOTTOM:0;NTENT:'';DISPLAY:BLOCK;HEIGHT:2PX;LEFT:0;POSN:ABSOLUTE;RIGHT:0;-WEBK-TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;WIDTH:100%;}{LEFT:51%;RIGHT:51%;WIDTH:0;}{FONT:NORMAL 800 1.2REM/1.2 "D BOLD",SANS-SERIF;TEXT-TRANSFORM:NORMAL;LOR:HER;DISPLAY:LE-BLOCK;PADDG-BOTTOM:6PX;POSN:RELATIVE;TEXT-TRANSFORM:UPPERSE;}{BACKGROUND:#89308A;BOTTOM:0;NTENT:'';DISPLAY:BLOCK;HEIGHT:2PX;LEFT:0;POSN:ABSOLUTE;RIGHT:0;-WEBK-TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;WIDTH:100%;}{LEFT:51%;RIGHT:51%;WIDTH:0;}LIFEBY BEN KAWALLERSEPTEMBER 5, 2019/12:33 {HEIGHT:HER;DISPLAY:-WEBK-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-FLEX;DISPLAY:-MS-FLEXBOX;DISPLAY:FLEX;POSN:RELATIVE;-WEBK-FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;-MS-FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;-WEBK-ALIGN-EMS:CENTER;-WEBK-BOX-ALIGN:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-ALIGN:CENTER;ALIGN-EMS:CENTER;-WEBK-BOX-PACK:CENTER;-WEBK-JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-PACK:CENTER;JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-WEBK-TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;-MS-TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;} IMG{HEIGHT:100%;WIDTH:100%;OBJECT-F:VER;}{HEIGHT:4912PX;WIDTH:5482PX;}GETTYMAN PHG THE TCK TIRE FOR THE CROSS TRAGBY BEN KAWALLERSEPTEMBER 5, 2019 / 12:33 PM{"@NTEXT":","@TYPE":"NEWSARTICLE","HEADLE":"CROSSF, THE GAY FNS HELL THAT DTROYED MY BODY BEFORE I HEALED MY MD","THUMBNAILURL":","DATEPUBLISHED":"2019-09-05T16:33:25.000+0000","DATEMODIFIED":"2019-09-05T16:33:25.000+0000","IMAGE":{"@NTEXT":","@TYPE":"IMAGEOBJECT","URL":","WIDTH":1920,"HEIGHT":1080},"URL":","THOR":{"@TYPE":"ORGANIZATN","NAME":"LOGO TV"},"MAENTYOFPAGE":{"@TYPE":"WEBPAGE","@ID":"},"PUBLISHER":{"@TYPE":"ORGANIZATN","@ID":","NAME":"LOGO TV","URL":","LOGO":{"@TYPE":"IMAGEOBJECT"}},"CREATOR":"BEN KAWALLER","ARTICLESECTN":"LIFE"}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}I AM AN UNMARRIED GAY MAN WHO LIV A NSTANT STATE OF TRYG TO FIX MYSELF. I DON’T MEAN ANY EP OR MEANGFUL WAY—I LIVE LOS ANGEL!—RATHER, I’M ALWAYS TRYG TO GET BETTER LOOKG. OF URSE, THIS IS ALL THE SERVICE OF MEETG SOMEONE WHO MIGHT FALLY PUT AN END TO THE ENDLS MARKETG MPAIGN THAT IS BEG A SGLE GAY MAN {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ONE OF MY MORE SUCCSFUL, IF ILL-FATED, ATTEMPTS AT BETIFITN OCCURRED DURG A TWO-YEAR STT OF NEAR-NSTANT DG E, WHEN I JOED A CROSSF STUD. CROSSF, IF YOU’RE LIVG UNR A TREADL, B A VARIETY OF EXERCISE APPROACH, FEW OF WHICH I N FE: PLYOMETRICS, LISTHENICS, OLYMPIC WEIGHTLIFTG, AND “STRONGMAN,” TO NAME A FEW. EACH CLASS IS LED BY A GOD-LIKE STCTOR, WHO MIX TOGETHER A BUNCH OF ADVISABLE MOVEMENTS TO BE PERFORMED BY A GROUP OF PEOPLE LACKG ANY BASIC SENSE OF SELF-PRERVATN. AT THE END OF EVERY CLASS, YOU’RE SRED, MORE OR LS, ON HOW QUICKLY YOU’VE DONE THE ROUT, WHICH TYPILLY VOLVE THROWG A 100- OR 200-POUND BARBELL THE AIR AND TCHG ONE WAY OR ANOTHER—YOU KNOW, THE KD OF THG YOU OUGHT TO BE DOG AS FAST AS POSSIBLE.GETTY""{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THE PLACE I JOED WAS A WT HOLLYWOOD OUTF I’LL LL ENDURE. THE OVERWHELMG VIBE AT ENDURE WAS ONE OF TENSE GAY MASCULY: LOTS OF BEARDS, MCL, AND TATTOOS—THK SEXUALLY FLUID PRISON YARD. I, NTRAST, AM A JEW WH A SPRAY TAN. THE PROSPECT OF EVEN LOOSELY REMBLG THE PEOPLE, HOWEVER, WAS TANTALIZG. (IT SHOULD BE SAID THAT ABOUT A THIRD OF THE CLIENTELE WAS FEMALE, BUT GYMS ARE A PLACE WHERE I AM PARTICULARLY OBLIV TO ANYONE WHO DON’T FILL ME WH LONGG.){BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ENDURE PULSED WH THE PROSPECT OF ROMANCE. FOR THE FIRST HALF OF EVERY CLASS WE’D PAIR UP TO SHARE A BARBELL, ON WHICH WE’D PRACTICE VAR “SKILLS,” LIKE SQUATS, OR “CLEANS”—A CLASSIC CROSSF MOVE WHICH YOU HL A BARBELL UP OM THE FLOOR AND RT ON YOUR SHOULRS, OVER AND OVER, UNTIL YOU DIE. THE MOMENTS LEADG UP TO THE PARTNERGS, WHEN WE’D STAND AROUND LISTENG TO THE STCTOR, WERE ALWAYS A REFUL DANCE: I HAD TO PLACE MYSELF CLOSE ENOUGH TO THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN (WHOEVER HE MIGHT BE THAT DAY) THAT WHEN THE TIME ME TO BREAK OFF I ULD PRENT MYSELF TO HIM AS SIMPLY THE MOST EVABLE SUOR. SOMETIM HE’D SAY HE WAS ALREADY SHARG A BARBELL WH SOMEONE ELSE, AND I’D MARVEL AT THE CHUTZPAH WOULD TAKE TO HAVE ASKED FOR SUCH AN ARRANGEMENT AHEAD OF TIME.GETTYAIN AMERIN MAN WORKG OUT WH ROPE {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THE MOST MADNG OF MY CSH WAS A TALL BLOND ADONIS NAMED JONATHAN. HE WAS EVERYTHG I LOOK FOR AN FATUATN: PHYSILLY FLAWLS, TERMTENTLY IENDLY, AND OVERALL UNTERTED. WE ONCE PARTNERED UP FOR A WORKOUT, WHICH HE BLAZED THROUGH AND I ATTACKED WH AN ENERGY LEVEL BORRG ON THE FUNEREAL. AT ONE POT HE BARKED AT ME, “THIS IS CROSSF, NOT ART CLASS!” DERISN BEG THE KEY TO MY HEART, I TOOK THIS AS A CLEAR SIGN THAT HE WAS LOVE WH ME. I LATER STROLLED UP TO HIM WHILE HE WAS PACG THE ROOM HOLDG A GIANT KETTLEBELL ABOVE HIS HEAD AND SAID, “REMEMBER, JONATHAN, YOU HAVE NOTHG TO PROVE.” HE KEPT WALKG, GIVG NO DITN HE’D HEARD ME. THE BOY DROVE ME ABSOLUTELY {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THE TORMENT OF BEG SURROUND BY ELIGIBLE BACHELORS WAS SEND ONLY TO THE AGONY OF THE WORKOUTS. YOU ALWAYS KNEW THGS WERE GOG TO BE PARTICULARLY AWFUL AT ENDURE WHEN THE WORKOUT HAD A FIRST NAME. IF THEY TOLD YOU TO DO A "CDY," YOU WERE FOR 20 MUT OF PULL-UPS, PH-UPS, AND SQUATS, SUPPOSEDLY WHOUT STOPPG. IF YOU WERE DOG A "MARY," YOU DID EVERYTHG A CDY, BUT UPSI DOWN AND ON ONE LEG. IF YOU WERE DOG A "GRACE"—OH CHRIST, WHO R? WHO WERE THE WOMEN? WHAT HAD THEY DONE TO SERVE BEG ASSOCIATED WH ANY OF THIS NONSENSE? I HOPED ONE DAY THEY’D NAME A CROSSF ROUTE AFTER ME: THE "BEN," WHICH WOULD BE FOUR PH-UPS, SIX CNCH, AND A SANDWICH. I’D BE EVERYONE’S FAVORE WORKOUT.GETTYMCULAR BODY BUILR, YOUNG MAN EXERCISG GYM, POSG WH SLEDGEHAMMER AND TIRE. ABOUT 25 YEARS OLD, CSIAN {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THERE WAS ALSO AN AVERSN TO IRONY AT ENDURE THAT PREVENTED ME OM EVER QUE FEELG AT HOME: I QU ONCE THE MIDDLE OF A PARTICULARLY AWFUL WORKOUT, PROMPTG THE STCTOR, CLIFF, A SWEET BOY OM OKLAHOMA WHO LOOKED LIKE AN ARYAN SUPERHERO, TO ASK HOW HE SHOULD RERD MY SRE. FEELG THAT MOMENT VASTLY, NATELY FERR TO CLIFF, I LIGHTLY SUGGTED HE “JT PUT A SWASTIKA.” WHEN I LOOKED BACK AT THE BOARD, I FOUND THAT CLIFF HAD ED DRAWN A SMALL ORANGE SWASTIKA NEXT TO MY NAME. I SHED TO ERASE , WARNG CLIFF THAT HE ULD HAVE REALLY GOTTEN HIMSELF {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}“NO WAY, REALLY?” HE ASKED, WH AN NOCENCE THAT MA MY HEART {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}“YEAH,” THE GIRL BEHD THE UNTER ASSURED HIM, NODDG SAGELY. “ESPECIALLY LOS ANGEL.”{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THIS REMAS MY FAVORE THG TO HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}BEFORE LONG, I STARTED NOTICG FE IMPROVEMENTS TO MY BODY. I WAS TURNG TO A TRAPEZOID BETWEEN MY NECK AND MY SHOULRS—FANTASTIC! AND I WAS VELOPG THAT PHENOMENAL HIP-ADJACENT V THAT SIGNIFI A TE PREOCCUPATN WH ONE’S LOOKS. IN ONLY A FEW SHORT MONTHS, I’D GONE OM A WT HOLLYWOOD 5 TO EASILY A WT HOLLYWOOD 7, WHICH IS A HETEROSEXUAL 8, WHICH IS A FRNO {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}AROUND TOWN I STARTED GETTG NOTICED BY PEOPLE WHO’D PREVLY NEVER GIVEN ME A SEND GLANCE. DID I FALL LOVE? NO. BUT SOMEONE OM A KICKBALL TEAM I WAS ON ONCE LLED ME “CROSSF,” AND FOR A MOMENT, SPE MY BEG AT THE TIME DNK, STONED, AND HOPPED UP ON AMPHETAM, I FELT LIKE I DIDN’T NEED TO CHANGE ANYTHG ABOUT {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THIS WAS SHORTLY AFTER I’D NEARLY DISLOTED MY SHOULR DOG A CROSSF MOVEMENT LLED, FOR SOME REASON, A “SNATCH,” WHICH IS WHEN YOU HOLD A BARBELL WH YOUR ARMS WI APART AND HOIST ABOVE YOUR HEAD. IT IS A PLALY RECKLS MANVER, BUT REALLY, WHO NEEDS A SHOULR? GET ENOUGH BETIFUL PEOPLE SUDNLY GIVG YOU THE TIME OF DAY AND YOU QUICKLY DISVER WHAT REALLY MATTERS LIFE.GETTYA GROUP OF MEN AND WOMEN ARE DOORS A GYM. THEY ARE LIFTG KETTLE WEIGHTS THEIR SHOT, DISPLAYG ONLY FOREARMS AND THE {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}BUT WAS MY KNEE THAT FALLY TOOK ME OUT. I DON’T QUE KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, BUT I WAS FDG DIFFICULT TO WALK MORE THAN A FEW FEET AT A TIME, WHICH GAVE ME A PRETTY GERIATRIC RA. WHEN I STOOD STILL, HOWEVER, I REALLY WAS QUE SOMETHG TO BEHOLD. I WASN’T GETTG OUT MUCH, UNFORTUNATELY, AS THERE WAS SOMETHG ABOUT THE MOTN OF STEPPG ON THE GAS PEDAL THAT WAS SENDG SHOOTG PAS UP MY LEG. BUT ANYONE WHO ME TO VIS ME WOULD REMARK, OM MY BEDSI, THAT I LOOKED {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THE END OF MY ASSOCIATN WH ENDURE HAPPENED TO CI WH THE BEGNG OF MY SOBRIETY. IT WAS AT A SOBER NVENTN, FACT, THAT I ENTERED A FUNDRAISG RAFFLE AND WON A EE GYM MEMBERSHIP, WHICH I TOOK AS A SIGN THAT WAS TIME TO TONE DOWN A B. NOW I GO TO GOLD’S, WHERE I AM EE TO LANGUIDLY ROAM THE PREMIS, OCSNALLY PICKG UP AN OBJECT OR {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}SEVERAL MONTHS AGO JONATHAN SPOTTED ME A MOVIE THEATER LOBBY. I’D BEEN RECENTLY PATED AT THE TANNG SALON, HAD DONE EIGHT BENCH PRS THAT AFTERNOON, AND WAS WEARG MY GOOD SHIRT. PERHAPS THAT WAS WHY HE LLED OUT MY NAME AND GAVE ME A HUG—A BEWILRG GTURE, AND ONE THAT MIGHT HAVE VED LATER TERACTN. I MIGHT HAVE SAID, “WHAT ARE YOU DOG AFTER THE MOVIE?” OR “WANT TO GET FFEE THIS WEEK?” OR EVEN THE TRANSPARENTLY Y, “WE SHOULD HANG OUT SOMETIME.” I SAID NONE OF THE THGS, STEAD OPTG FOR A QUIP ABOUT HOW CROSSF HAD STROYED ME. WHEN DOUBT, I SAY PLAY UP YOUR PHYSIL WEAKNS.GETTYA F YOUNG MAN LEANG OVER A WOON BOX A GYM WH ONE ARM G HIS OTHER ARM TO WIPE THE SWEAT OM HIS {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}MAYBE WHEN I NEXT N TO HIM I’LL BE A LTLE MORE DARG. I’VE E TO WONR IF THE THG STANDG BETWEEN ME AND JONATHAN—BETWEEN ME AND ANY OF THEM, REALLY—HAS MUCH AT ALL TO DO WH EXERCISE. SOME PEOPLE I’VE MET MY NEW DG-EE EXISTENCE HAVE GIVEN ME THE IA THAT SELF-CULTIVATN N ALSO TAKE PLACE OUTSI OF A GYM. I HAVE MY DOUBTS, BUT ULD BE AN IA WORTH {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}AT ANY RATE, THERE’S A NEW MAN MY LIFE. THE FOLKS AT GOLD’S RECENTLY SOLD ME ON A PERSONAL-TRAG PACKAGE BY SHOWG ME A PHOTO OF MY TRAER. NOW EVERY WEEK I WORK OUT WH AN ASPIRG INSTAGRAM MOL I PAY $50 AN HOUR TO FLIRT WH ME. HE’S ALSO GOT ALL SORTS OF LOONY IAS ABOUT HAVG THE NFINCE TO GO FOR THE THGS YOU WANT {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}HE MIGHT JT FIX {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;CLEAR:BOTH;}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;MARG:0 TO;WIDTH:90%;M-WIDTH:288PX;MAX-WIDTH:1440PX;M-HEIGHT:194PX;}LATT NEWS
• CROSSF ATHLETE ALEC SMH OUT AS GAY
• FORMER CROSSF EMPLOYEE TALKS BEG GAY AND CROSSF’S INNATE ABILY TO UNE
• GAY CROSSF ATHLETE IS A NEW DAD
• TOP-LEVEL CROSSF ATHLETE ALEC SMH COM OUT AS GAY
• THE CROSSF GAM, BUT MAKE GAY

GAY FNS TRAER VISED 100 CROSSF GYMS AND FOUND EXCELLENCE LED TO QUICK ACCEPTANCE

Nuno Costa is the only out gay man to have ever qualified for the CrossF Gam. Costa overme a lot to get to where is now, cludg addictn and g out as gay. “A lot of didn’t feel fortable high school athletics bee they weren’t the most gay-iendly plac to be, ” Costa said.

CROSSF IS THE NEW NTENR FOR GAYT SPORT ON THE PLA

CrossF Gam athlete and member of PRVN Fns, Alec me out at gay an emotnal Instagram vio 2019. "There I was, this anx gay guy liftg heavy weights, gettg better each week, alongsi some of the strongt people I'd ever met, " he said.

DOCUMENTARY EXPLOR LIFE OF GAY CROSSF ATHLETE

In addn to beg the only out gay kid his high school, Stephen Wang, a 38-year-old IT worker based Chigo, Illois, has a ndn lled Poland Syndrome, meang he was born whout one of his pectoral mcl. The ia of approachg sports as a young gay man wh a disabily, he said, "was not somethg that was very fortable for me. "It's sort of the ultimate exprsn of 'we really don't re who you are, or if you're gay bee we don't re if anyone thks we are eher.

Nuno Costa, petive CrossF athlete, and the only out gay man to qualify for the CrossF Gam. "A lot of didn't feel fortable high school athletics bee they weren't the most gay-iendly plac to be, " said Nuno Costa, a 40-year-old CrossF ach at CrossF Invict San Diego.

CROSSF, THE GAY FNS HELL THAT DTROYED MY BODY BEFORE I HEALED MY MD"I WAS FDG DIFFICULT TO WALK, BUT WHEN I STOOD STILL, I REALLY WAS QUE SOMETHG TO BEHOLD."{FONT:NORMAL 800 1.2REM/1.2 "D BOLD",SANS-SERIF;TEXT-TRANSFORM:NORMAL;LOR:HER;DISPLAY:LE-BLOCK;PADDG-BOTTOM:6PX;POSN:RELATIVE;TEXT-TRANSFORM:UPPERSE;}{BACKGROUND:#89308A;BOTTOM:0;NTENT:'';DISPLAY:BLOCK;HEIGHT:2PX;LEFT:0;POSN:ABSOLUTE;RIGHT:0;-WEBK-TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;WIDTH:100%;}{LEFT:51%;RIGHT:51%;WIDTH:0;}{FONT:NORMAL 800 1.2REM/1.2 "D BOLD",SANS-SERIF;TEXT-TRANSFORM:NORMAL;LOR:HER;DISPLAY:LE-BLOCK;PADDG-BOTTOM:6PX;POSN:RELATIVE;TEXT-TRANSFORM:UPPERSE;}{BACKGROUND:#89308A;BOTTOM:0;NTENT:'';DISPLAY:BLOCK;HEIGHT:2PX;LEFT:0;POSN:ABSOLUTE;RIGHT:0;-WEBK-TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;WIDTH:100%;}{LEFT:51%;RIGHT:51%;WIDTH:0;}LIFEBY BEN KAWALLERSEPTEMBER 5, 2019/12:33 {HEIGHT:HER;DISPLAY:-WEBK-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-FLEX;DISPLAY:-MS-FLEXBOX;DISPLAY:FLEX;POSN:RELATIVE;-WEBK-FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;-MS-FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;-WEBK-ALIGN-EMS:CENTER;-WEBK-BOX-ALIGN:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-ALIGN:CENTER;ALIGN-EMS:CENTER;-WEBK-BOX-PACK:CENTER;-WEBK-JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-PACK:CENTER;JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-WEBK-TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;-MS-TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;} IMG{HEIGHT:100%;WIDTH:100%;OBJECT-F:VER;}{HEIGHT:4912PX;WIDTH:5482PX;}GETTYMAN PHG THE TCK TIRE FOR THE CROSS TRAGBY BEN KAWALLERSEPTEMBER 5, 2019 / 12:33 PM{"@NTEXT":","@TYPE":"NEWSARTICLE","HEADLE":"CROSSF, THE GAY FNS HELL THAT DTROYED MY BODY BEFORE I HEALED MY MD","THUMBNAILURL":","DATEPUBLISHED":"2019-09-05T16:33:25.000+0000","DATEMODIFIED":"2019-09-05T16:33:25.000+0000","IMAGE":{"@NTEXT":","@TYPE":"IMAGEOBJECT","URL":","WIDTH":1920,"HEIGHT":1080},"URL":","THOR":{"@TYPE":"ORGANIZATN","NAME":"LOGO TV"},"MAENTYOFPAGE":{"@TYPE":"WEBPAGE","@ID":"},"PUBLISHER":{"@TYPE":"ORGANIZATN","@ID":","NAME":"LOGO TV","URL":","LOGO":{"@TYPE":"IMAGEOBJECT"}},"CREATOR":"BEN KAWALLER","ARTICLESECTN":"LIFE"}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}I AM AN UNMARRIED GAY MAN WHO LIV A NSTANT STATE OF TRYG TO FIX MYSELF. I DON’T MEAN ANY EP OR MEANGFUL WAY—I LIVE LOS ANGEL!—RATHER, I’M ALWAYS TRYG TO GET BETTER LOOKG. OF URSE, THIS IS ALL THE SERVICE OF MEETG SOMEONE WHO MIGHT FALLY PUT AN END TO THE ENDLS MARKETG MPAIGN THAT IS BEG A SGLE GAY MAN {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ONE OF MY MORE SUCCSFUL, IF ILL-FATED, ATTEMPTS AT BETIFITN OCCURRED DURG A TWO-YEAR STT OF NEAR-NSTANT DG E, WHEN I JOED A CROSSF STUD. CROSSF, IF YOU’RE LIVG UNR A TREADL, B A VARIETY OF EXERCISE APPROACH, FEW OF WHICH I N FE: PLYOMETRICS, LISTHENICS, OLYMPIC WEIGHTLIFTG, AND “STRONGMAN,” TO NAME A FEW. EACH CLASS IS LED BY A GOD-LIKE STCTOR, WHO MIX TOGETHER A BUNCH OF ADVISABLE MOVEMENTS TO BE PERFORMED BY A GROUP OF PEOPLE LACKG ANY BASIC SENSE OF SELF-PRERVATN. AT THE END OF EVERY CLASS, YOU’RE SRED, MORE OR LS, ON HOW QUICKLY YOU’VE DONE THE ROUT, WHICH TYPILLY VOLVE THROWG A 100- OR 200-POUND BARBELL THE AIR AND TCHG ONE WAY OR ANOTHER—YOU KNOW, THE KD OF THG YOU OUGHT TO BE DOG AS FAST AS POSSIBLE.GETTY""{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THE PLACE I JOED WAS A WT HOLLYWOOD OUTF I’LL LL ENDURE. THE OVERWHELMG VIBE AT ENDURE WAS ONE OF TENSE GAY MASCULY: LOTS OF BEARDS, MCL, AND TATTOOS—THK SEXUALLY FLUID PRISON YARD. I, NTRAST, AM A JEW WH A SPRAY TAN. THE PROSPECT OF EVEN LOOSELY REMBLG THE PEOPLE, HOWEVER, WAS TANTALIZG. (IT SHOULD BE SAID THAT ABOUT A THIRD OF THE CLIENTELE WAS FEMALE, BUT GYMS ARE A PLACE WHERE I AM PARTICULARLY OBLIV TO ANYONE WHO DON’T FILL ME WH LONGG.){BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ENDURE PULSED WH THE PROSPECT OF ROMANCE. FOR THE FIRST HALF OF EVERY CLASS WE’D PAIR UP TO SHARE A BARBELL, ON WHICH WE’D PRACTICE VAR “SKILLS,” LIKE SQUATS, OR “CLEANS”—A CLASSIC CROSSF MOVE WHICH YOU HL A BARBELL UP OM THE FLOOR AND RT ON YOUR SHOULRS, OVER AND OVER, UNTIL YOU DIE. THE MOMENTS LEADG UP TO THE PARTNERGS, WHEN WE’D STAND AROUND LISTENG TO THE STCTOR, WERE ALWAYS A REFUL DANCE: I HAD TO PLACE MYSELF CLOSE ENOUGH TO THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN (WHOEVER HE MIGHT BE THAT DAY) THAT WHEN THE TIME ME TO BREAK OFF I ULD PRENT MYSELF TO HIM AS SIMPLY THE MOST EVABLE SUOR. SOMETIM HE’D SAY HE WAS ALREADY SHARG A BARBELL WH SOMEONE ELSE, AND I’D MARVEL AT THE CHUTZPAH WOULD TAKE TO HAVE ASKED FOR SUCH AN ARRANGEMENT AHEAD OF TIME.GETTYAIN AMERIN MAN WORKG OUT WH ROPE {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THE MOST MADNG OF MY CSH WAS A TALL BLOND ADONIS NAMED JONATHAN. HE WAS EVERYTHG I LOOK FOR AN FATUATN: PHYSILLY FLAWLS, TERMTENTLY IENDLY, AND OVERALL UNTERTED. WE ONCE PARTNERED UP FOR A WORKOUT, WHICH HE BLAZED THROUGH AND I ATTACKED WH AN ENERGY LEVEL BORRG ON THE FUNEREAL. AT ONE POT HE BARKED AT ME, “THIS IS CROSSF, NOT ART CLASS!” DERISN BEG THE KEY TO MY HEART, I TOOK THIS AS A CLEAR SIGN THAT HE WAS LOVE WH ME. I LATER STROLLED UP TO HIM WHILE HE WAS PACG THE ROOM HOLDG A GIANT KETTLEBELL ABOVE HIS HEAD AND SAID, “REMEMBER, JONATHAN, YOU HAVE NOTHG TO PROVE.” HE KEPT WALKG, GIVG NO DITN HE’D HEARD ME. THE BOY DROVE ME ABSOLUTELY {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THE TORMENT OF BEG SURROUND BY ELIGIBLE BACHELORS WAS SEND ONLY TO THE AGONY OF THE WORKOUTS. YOU ALWAYS KNEW THGS WERE GOG TO BE PARTICULARLY AWFUL AT ENDURE WHEN THE WORKOUT HAD A FIRST NAME. IF THEY TOLD YOU TO DO A "CDY," YOU WERE FOR 20 MUT OF PULL-UPS, PH-UPS, AND SQUATS, SUPPOSEDLY WHOUT STOPPG. IF YOU WERE DOG A "MARY," YOU DID EVERYTHG A CDY, BUT UPSI DOWN AND ON ONE LEG. IF YOU WERE DOG A "GRACE"—OH CHRIST, WHO R? WHO WERE THE WOMEN? WHAT HAD THEY DONE TO SERVE BEG ASSOCIATED WH ANY OF THIS NONSENSE? I HOPED ONE DAY THEY’D NAME A CROSSF ROUTE AFTER ME: THE "BEN," WHICH WOULD BE FOUR PH-UPS, SIX CNCH, AND A SANDWICH. I’D BE EVERYONE’S FAVORE WORKOUT.GETTYMCULAR BODY BUILR, YOUNG MAN EXERCISG GYM, POSG WH SLEDGEHAMMER AND TIRE. ABOUT 25 YEARS OLD, CSIAN {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THERE WAS ALSO AN AVERSN TO IRONY AT ENDURE THAT PREVENTED ME OM EVER QUE FEELG AT HOME: I QU ONCE THE MIDDLE OF A PARTICULARLY AWFUL WORKOUT, PROMPTG THE STCTOR, CLIFF, A SWEET BOY OM OKLAHOMA WHO LOOKED LIKE AN ARYAN SUPERHERO, TO ASK HOW HE SHOULD RERD MY SRE. FEELG THAT MOMENT VASTLY, NATELY FERR TO CLIFF, I LIGHTLY SUGGTED HE “JT PUT A SWASTIKA.” WHEN I LOOKED BACK AT THE BOARD, I FOUND THAT CLIFF HAD ED DRAWN A SMALL ORANGE SWASTIKA NEXT TO MY NAME. I SHED TO ERASE , WARNG CLIFF THAT HE ULD HAVE REALLY GOTTEN HIMSELF {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}“NO WAY, REALLY?” HE ASKED, WH AN NOCENCE THAT MA MY HEART {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}“YEAH,” THE GIRL BEHD THE UNTER ASSURED HIM, NODDG SAGELY. “ESPECIALLY LOS ANGEL.”{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THIS REMAS MY FAVORE THG TO HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}BEFORE LONG, I STARTED NOTICG FE IMPROVEMENTS TO MY BODY. I WAS TURNG TO A TRAPEZOID BETWEEN MY NECK AND MY SHOULRS—FANTASTIC! AND I WAS VELOPG THAT PHENOMENAL HIP-ADJACENT V THAT SIGNIFI A TE PREOCCUPATN WH ONE’S LOOKS. IN ONLY A FEW SHORT MONTHS, I’D GONE OM A WT HOLLYWOOD 5 TO EASILY A WT HOLLYWOOD 7, WHICH IS A HETEROSEXUAL 8, WHICH IS A FRNO {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}AROUND TOWN I STARTED GETTG NOTICED BY PEOPLE WHO’D PREVLY NEVER GIVEN ME A SEND GLANCE. DID I FALL LOVE? NO. BUT SOMEONE OM A KICKBALL TEAM I WAS ON ONCE LLED ME “CROSSF,” AND FOR A MOMENT, SPE MY BEG AT THE TIME DNK, STONED, AND HOPPED UP ON AMPHETAM, I FELT LIKE I DIDN’T NEED TO CHANGE ANYTHG ABOUT {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THIS WAS SHORTLY AFTER I’D NEARLY DISLOTED MY SHOULR DOG A CROSSF MOVEMENT LLED, FOR SOME REASON, A “SNATCH,” WHICH IS WHEN YOU HOLD A BARBELL WH YOUR ARMS WI APART AND HOIST ABOVE YOUR HEAD. IT IS A PLALY RECKLS MANVER, BUT REALLY, WHO NEEDS A SHOULR? GET ENOUGH BETIFUL PEOPLE SUDNLY GIVG YOU THE TIME OF DAY AND YOU QUICKLY DISVER WHAT REALLY MATTERS LIFE.GETTYA GROUP OF MEN AND WOMEN ARE DOORS A GYM. THEY ARE LIFTG KETTLE WEIGHTS THEIR SHOT, DISPLAYG ONLY FOREARMS AND THE {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}BUT WAS MY KNEE THAT FALLY TOOK ME OUT. I DON’T QUE KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, BUT I WAS FDG DIFFICULT TO WALK MORE THAN A FEW FEET AT A TIME, WHICH GAVE ME A PRETTY GERIATRIC RA. WHEN I STOOD STILL, HOWEVER, I REALLY WAS QUE SOMETHG TO BEHOLD. I WASN’T GETTG OUT MUCH, UNFORTUNATELY, AS THERE WAS SOMETHG ABOUT THE MOTN OF STEPPG ON THE GAS PEDAL THAT WAS SENDG SHOOTG PAS UP MY LEG. BUT ANYONE WHO ME TO VIS ME WOULD REMARK, OM MY BEDSI, THAT I LOOKED {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}THE END OF MY ASSOCIATN WH ENDURE HAPPENED TO CI WH THE BEGNG OF MY SOBRIETY. IT WAS AT A SOBER NVENTN, FACT, THAT I ENTERED A FUNDRAISG RAFFLE AND WON A EE GYM MEMBERSHIP, WHICH I TOOK AS A SIGN THAT WAS TIME TO TONE DOWN A B. NOW I GO TO GOLD’S, WHERE I AM EE TO LANGUIDLY ROAM THE PREMIS, OCSNALLY PICKG UP AN OBJECT OR {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}SEVERAL MONTHS AGO JONATHAN SPOTTED ME A MOVIE THEATER LOBBY. I’D BEEN RECENTLY PATED AT THE TANNG SALON, HAD DONE EIGHT BENCH PRS THAT AFTERNOON, AND WAS WEARG MY GOOD SHIRT. PERHAPS THAT WAS WHY HE LLED OUT MY NAME AND GAVE ME A HUG—A BEWILRG GTURE, AND ONE THAT MIGHT HAVE VED LATER TERACTN. I MIGHT HAVE SAID, “WHAT ARE YOU DOG AFTER THE MOVIE?” OR “WANT TO GET FFEE THIS WEEK?” OR EVEN THE TRANSPARENTLY Y, “WE SHOULD HANG OUT SOMETIME.” I SAID NONE OF THE THGS, STEAD OPTG FOR A QUIP ABOUT HOW CROSSF HAD STROYED ME. WHEN DOUBT, I SAY PLAY UP YOUR PHYSIL WEAKNS.GETTYA F YOUNG MAN LEANG OVER A WOON BOX A GYM WH ONE ARM G HIS OTHER ARM TO WIPE THE SWEAT OM HIS {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}MAYBE WHEN I NEXT N TO HIM I’LL BE A LTLE MORE DARG. I’VE E TO WONR IF THE THG STANDG BETWEEN ME AND JONATHAN—BETWEEN ME AND ANY OF THEM, REALLY—HAS MUCH AT ALL TO DO WH EXERCISE. SOME PEOPLE I’VE MET MY NEW DG-EE EXISTENCE HAVE GIVEN ME THE IA THAT SELF-CULTIVATN N ALSO TAKE PLACE OUTSI OF A GYM. I HAVE MY DOUBTS, BUT ULD BE AN IA WORTH {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}AT ANY RATE, THERE’S A NEW MAN MY LIFE. THE FOLKS AT GOLD’S RECENTLY SOLD ME ON A PERSONAL-TRAG PACKAGE BY SHOWG ME A PHOTO OF MY TRAER. NOW EVERY WEEK I WORK OUT WH AN ASPIRG INSTAGRAM MOL I PAY $50 AN HOUR TO FLIRT WH ME. HE’S ALSO GOT ALL SORTS OF LOONY IAS ABOUT HAVG THE NFINCE TO GO FOR THE THGS YOU WANT {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}HE MIGHT JT FIX {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;CLEAR:BOTH;}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;MARG:0 TO;WIDTH:90%;M-WIDTH:288PX;MAX-WIDTH:1440PX;M-HEIGHT:194PX;}LATT NEWS

"Costa is the only out gay man to qualy for the CrossF Gam, a feat he's acplished every year sce the petn began 2009.

He mentned a recent suatn which a fellow gym member thanked him for "openg his ey" to the experience of gay athlet. But helped, she said, that her box is about a quarter gay.

CROSSF ATHLETE ALEC SMH OUT AS GAY

Dpe the large LGBTQ prence her box, she says the culture n, at tim, still venture to "bro-ft" terrory that n "borr on homophobia. " Evans add that while he was never the target of any physil acts of anti-LGBTQ aggrsn growg up the sports world, he did experience "emotnal bullyg" and homophobia.

But he is still one of jt a few openly gay male athlet at the higher level of the sport, havg qualified for the CrossF Regnals -- the step before advancg to the CrossF Gam -- each year om what uld be done to help improve the sport for LGBTQ people, Evans said "'s easy -- jt show support like hangg an LGBT flag. "Still, CrossF's wir circle, she notic a "weird unrlyg sense of homophobia at tim when guys start to 'bro up.

'" She wish more CrossF ach and affiliate owners would disurage anti-gay and trans jok, for stance, though she spects most won't out of a fear of losg clients.

FORMER CROSSF EMPLOYEE TALKS BEG GAY AND CROSSF’S INNATE ABILY TO UNE

In an Instagram post, a high profile Crossfter has e out as gay.

GAY CROSSF ATHLETE IS A NEW DAD

"There's been somethg on my md that I've been wantg to talk to you guys a while about now, " Alec Smh said a vio that he ptned "Took a DNA tt, turns out I'm gay. "So I'm gay, " he said. In the vio, Smh went on to say that he ially began playg sports orr to distract himself om his inty as a gay man, but beme too much.

TOP-LEVEL CROSSF ATHLETE ALEC SMH COM OUT AS GAY

RELATED | Canadian Mayor Says "I'm Gay" Heartfelt Essay. Sam Leicht hasn’t been very good at hidg that he’s gay for much of his life. Even as a teenager, before g out, Leicht told Outsports he wasn’t very good at hidg that he was gay.

How did they know he was gay whout Leicht tellg them? In middle school, he got disved om trick-or-treatg wh a group of iends bee one of them spected he was gay. I’d walk to gyms a tanktop and short shorts and I’d get kd of a ld shoulr [bee they intified him Leicht as gay].

They’d fet about the gay thg bee I was a good athlete. CrossF is the new ntenr for gayt sport on the pla Fance Watchlists My Portfol Markets Optns: Hight Open Intert Optns: Hight Implied Volatily News Vios Yahoo Fance Pl Screeners Personal Fance High-yield savgs acunt rat Crypto Indtri Contact Us U.

THE CROSSF GAM, BUT MAKE GAY

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