The Curse of an Attractn to Olr Gay Men | Psychology Today

Contents:

• I'M A GAY DAD. MY SON LOV SPORTS. HERE'S HOW THAT UNEXPECTEDLY CHANGED MY LIFE
• AGE DIFFERENC GAY COUPL
• THE CURSE OF AN ATTRACTN TO OLR GAY MEN
• GAY MEN AND THEIR FATHERS: HURT AND HEALG
• THE GAY MEN BEME ‘FATHER AND SON.’ NOW THEY WANT TO GET MARRIED BUT N’T.
• MOVG PORTRAS OF GAY FATHERS WH THEIR FAI ACROSS AMERI
• DAD AND DAD: A JOURNEY TO GAY FATHERHOOD – PICTUR
• ‘A FAY LIKE OURS’: PORTRAS OF GAY FATHERHOOD

I'M A GAY DAD. MY SON LOV SPORTS. HERE'S HOW THAT UNEXPECTEDLY CHANGED MY LIFE

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AGE DIFFERENC GAY COUPL

When I do somethg right, like help him bag the groceri or tell him I'm game to let his gay neighbor be "our third" tonight, he tells me I'm a good a few weeks, 's zy and surreal to play the son of a man who's not my real father, pecially when my real one liv across the untry. Other guys make me feel like sh, tellg me I'm cute enough but nothg like the geo whe gay Adonis on Tim. ” As a sports-averse gay man terted books, Broadway, and the big screen, ’s been challengg to accept that my weekends now overflow wh basketballs, baseball diamonds — and bros.

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THE CURSE OF AN ATTRACTN TO OLR GAY MEN

Daddy-son relatnships are mon the gay muny bee many gay men are rejected by their natural #1: Have you met Jeff's new boyiend? Stt Takacs, a 46-year-old and father of three, penned a personal say about his experience g out as a gay man to his sons. There wasn't much of a plan, no guibook hand, only goals that I hoped my boys would start the procs of unrstandg and acceptg their dad for whom I tly was: a gay Stt TakacsIt had been a long 15 months sce g out to my wife, an experience I unfortunately wouldn't scribe as posive, fun or somethg I ever want to repeat.

Wh many emotns and strs, I accepted her requt to keep the reason for our divorce -- due to me beg gay -- a secret for at least another year.

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GAY MEN AND THEIR FATHERS: HURT AND HEALG

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THE GAY MEN BEME ‘FATHER AND SON.’ NOW THEY WANT TO GET MARRIED BUT N’T.

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We were reful to avoid referenc to "gay" discsns and plac, although I lived the Gayborhood of Chigo, an upsle, predomantly gay area on Chigo's North Si.

He was a few years ahead of his brothers beg doctrated by his school agast homosexualy. Eventually, though, that started to four years, my olst son's iends knew he had a gay dad, and, to put teenage terms, wasn't so bad. I thk he unrstands beg gay isn't a choice anymore, and I believe that will ex-wife certaly bore the bnt of the day-to-day wh the kids.

MOVG PORTRAS OF GAY FATHERS WH THEIR FAI ACROSS AMERI

I helped start a group for gay fathers Chigo and has shown me that there are other gay fathers ahead of me their g-out journey wh posive experienc to share. Many quiri I have received over and over aga through the years beg somethg like this: “I've always liked olr men, but many gay iends close to my age are cril of me and spic of my motiv.

” One young man said to me, “If I see a handsome gay man my age, he might jt as well have a vaga. Var labels have been ascribed to tergeneratnal upl, whether straight, gay or bisexual: tergeneratnal, age-gap, age-discrepant, or, more often than not, “May-December” relatnships. Inially, I was unnvced the relatnships were ser, but that was bee I held stereotypil views: an olr gay man who was lookg for a trophy-mate and has the money to take re of his boy toy and a younger man who was lookg for a sugar daddy.

Based on the number of tim this qutn drops to my mailbox, the reasons for the age-discrepant attractns nsum a great al of bandwidth the thoughts of a lot of young gay and bisexual men. Was pletg his doctoral dissertatn, “May-December: Navigatg Life as an Intergeneratnal Gay Couple, ” he thoroughly rearched what proved to be the limed available lerature on tergeneratnal upl.

DAD AND DAD: A JOURNEY TO GAY FATHERHOOD – PICTUR

Their work will fort men the double jeopardy of beg both gay and lovg someone much olr or younger.

Gass is a gay man whose only sexual attractn is to men signifintly olr than he is. The younger men have more tert sports than their partners and their gay peers who are attracted to men their own age.

The younger men tend to be more mascule than their gay peers who are attracted to men their own age.

‘A FAY LIKE OURS’: PORTRAS OF GAY FATHERHOOD

He wrote, “I stggle more to expla my attractn to olr gay men to my gay iends than I do to my straight iends. ” No one has llected reliable statistics, but age dispary seems to occur more equently gay relatnships than heterosexual on. But the se of a celebry, the tabloid headl the labels may be ed sensatnalistic ways, or even clu more vilently homophobic nam like pedophile and predatory pervert.

It has been suggted that satisfyg sex nnot occur whout wet kiss and swellg ans, which rc gay sexualy to nothg more than sex, and impli that olr men are pable of havg erectns. One recurrg qutn remas: “How n a man have a mutually satisfyg sex life wh a wife and then have a sudn revelatn that he’s gay? I don’t believe we have a choice about our sexual attractns, but gay men and women—jt as any heterosexual person—have a choice about how they rpond to sexual sire.

Sayg “I am gay” is a statement that our attractns, our behavr, and our self-inty are unison, and when that happens—if ever do— suggts a willgns to proclaim our sexualy regardls of the nsequenc.