The gay versn of SI's Swimsu Issue - Outsports

Contents:

• HOT ‘N’ NASTY GAY SEX 8 SHORT STORI OF MAN AND BOY SEX: FIRST TIMERS, COCK TEASERS, GAME PLAYERS AND ROUGH-ASSED COCK JOCKEYS
• THE GAY VERSN OF SI'S SWIMSU ISSUE

HOT ‘N’ NASTY GAY SEX 8 SHORT STORI OF MAN AND BOY SEX: FIRST TIMERS, COCK TEASERS, GAME PLAYERS AND ROUGH-ASSED COCK JOCKEYS

At my school, the very place that I first observed queer cursy, I was sred to e out, fearg my own physil and emotnal wasn’t jt the school locker room where I heard homophobic remarks. Gay people are an abomatn and are gog to Hell if they don’t get right wh God. ” Years later he warned: “If you turn out gay, I’ll fuck you up.

Image me, a young black gay Christian male, tryg to rencile my sexualy wh school, home, and church life. What happens to a black gay Christian who liv a hoehold that hat him; who really believed that he was gog to Hell.

THE GAY VERSN OF SI'S SWIMSU ISSUE

Perhaps was the support of iends, nts, and those around me that ma me not want to feel ashamed about myself anymore, even if that meant God damng me to the begng of senr year, I went om “I’m gay” to whoever asked, to “Can you stop sayg faggot please? A month later, I cid to no longer participate the mentorship program, and every time I was asked why, I ma exc about beg too time, I retreated to my fantasy world, where I was not sixteen and gay a homophobic environment, but a world where I was olr, the future, when I would arrive to a betiful home om a long day at work, and be weled by a hband who lov me and bears my burns on his shoulrs. I was thrilled to be leavg and movg on, but I uld see that many of my fellow graduat were facg siar hurdl, on that I had enuntered, and had only masked their tth wh homophobia.