Joyner Lus and Emem Song "What If I Was Gay?" Surfac Onle | Complex

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• "WHAT IF I WAS GAY" LYRICS
• WHAT IF I WAS GAY? (ALTERNATE VERSN)JOYNER LUSON STRAIGHT FROM THE LAB PART 2 FEATURGEMEMPRODUCED BYBOI-1DAJUL. 19, 20221 VIEWER5 CONTRIBUTORSWHAT IF I WAS GAY? (ALTERNATE VERSN) LYRICS[VERSE 1: JOYNER LUS]UHWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS DIFFERENT?WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT SOMETHG'S MISS'?AND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU WE'RE NOT ALIKEAND THE WAY THAT I FEEL SI IS DIFFERENT THAN WHAT YOU PICTUREWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I FEEL DIVID?KEEP TO MYSELF AND I'M AWFULLY QUIETAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I BEEN NFLICTED BY MY OWN THOUGHTSTRAPPED THE DARK, AND I TRIED TO HI NO, I'M NOT A SLAVE TO NO FUCK' FAIRY TALEI BET YOU THK THAT YOU KNOW ME VERY WELLMAKE NO MISTAKE, THIS IS NOT A CRY FOR HELP'CSE I DON'T OWE NO ONE NO EXPLANATN ON HOW I FEEL[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]BUT ON THE REAL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS BRAVE?I GREW UP DIFFERENT THAN I WAS RAISEDBUT STILL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M OUT OF PLACE? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GAY?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHYOU MIGHT ALSO LIKE[VERSE 2: JOYNER LUS]YEAHWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M NOT ALRIGHT?I MEAN, I DON'T FEEL DеAD, BUT I'M NOT ALIVEAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, "I'M NOT LIKE YOU"AND THE SH I'Vе BEEN GO' THROUGH, 'LL PROLLY MAKE YOU CRYAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, "I'M NOT THIS"AND THE PERSON YOU THK YOU KNOW DON'T EXISTLOOK, I'M NOT WHO YOU KNOW, I'M NOT WHO YOU WISHI'M NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE, WHAT YOU WANT OM ME ISN'T THISI GREW UP CHURCH WHERE I ULDN'T BE MYSELFI FELT LIKE A PRISONER, ULDN'T LEAVE MY CELLTHEY TOLD ME, "GOD DON'T LIKE UGLY," AND THIS AN UGLY WORLDAND IF I EVER SEEN THGS DIFFERENT, THEN I WOULD BURN HELL[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]AND ON THE REAL, THIS IS NOT NEW, THIS IS NOT A PHASEI GREW UP DIFFERENT THAN I WAS RAISEDBUT STILL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M OUT OF PLACE? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GAY?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH[VERSE 3: EMEM]WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M HOMOPHOBIC?AND YOU HAVE ZERO NTROL OVER YOUR IMPULSAND THE GEIC FLAW YOUR CHROMOSOM IS THE CULPRIT'S SOMETH' I N'T SUGARAT, 'S REPULSIVEWE WERE HOMI, SCE CHILDREN, I THOUGHT BUT THOUGHT I WAS BUGG', THOUGH'CSE WE'D S, CHILL AND JT TALK CHICKSNOW HOW N WE BE IENDS STILL ON THE BLOCKWHEN SK PIGMENT IS NOT OUR BIGGT DIFFERENCE, 'S AWKWARDDON'T THK 'S SOMETH' I N'T AL WHTHK I'M 'ONNA VOM, I'M GETT' THIS SICK FEEL', I'M NSEOPART OF ME WISH YOU'D KEPT THIS SH, STILL THE CLOSETI'M WHE, BUT THIS IS GIV' ME MIXED FEELGS, LIKE LOGICI REMEMBER KIDS STEAL' YOUR BIG WHEEL AND LL' YOU SISSY'CSE YOU WOULDN'T DO SH REALLY TO STOP AND NOW ALL MAK SENSEIS THIS THE END OF OUR IENDSHIP?IT'S START' TO SEND CHILLS THROUGH MY BODYYEAH, I'M PISSED OFF A LTLE, THIS IS A CHOICEWE WERE S'POSED TO BE BOYSYOU'RE ACT' LIKE THIS A'T OPTNALWHAT IF I SAID YOU WAS WEAK?'CSE YOU DON'T GOT THE STRENGTH TO NQUER SOME BLOGIL MONSTER THAT'S PART OF YOUTHAT'S RPONSIBLE FOR THEM HOMOSEXUAL THOUGHTSIF YOU DON'T WANT A LECTURE, PARTLIKE A SOFA SECTN OR LONG AS YOUMAKE YOUR CISN AND STAND BY , BUT I N'T BE BI 'CSE FOR ME, THAT'D BE NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLEOR YOU LEARN TO NTROL YOUR URGYOU SAY, "IT'S LIKE PULL' TEETH AND MORALS ARE ORAL SURGEONS"BUT HOW WOULD YOU EVEN KNOW ANYWAYS IF YOU'RE A VIRGWHY N'T YOU BE A NORMAL PERSON?WHAT IF I TRIED STEER' YOU TOWARDS A GIRLIEND?WOULDN'T WORK, WOULD ? YOU SEEM PRETTY SUREFOOTEDI'M SURE GOOD AT JUDG', BUT I HAVE NO RIGHTI KNOW GOODBYE SEEMS LD, RIGHT?NOT EVEN A FLICKER OF HOPE LIKE A STROBE LIGHTAS I LEAVE AND I SWEAR I STAYED UP THAT WHOLE NIGHTAND NO, I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WOULD GO RIGHT HOME AND GO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFEI A'T MEAN FOR THAT SH TO HAPPEN, I SAID I WON'T CRY (SH)FAST-FORWARD, SOME YEARS GO BYMY GIRL'S PREGNANT WH TWS, BOY AND GIRLFAST-FORWARD AGA, THEY JT TURNED SEVENI WISH I HAD A CRYSTAL BALL 'E NOW I S AWEJT UGHT MY SON A BRA PLAY' WH HIS SISTER'S DOLLS WH LIPSTICK ON[CHOS: JOYNER LUS & EMEM]DUH NUH, (FUCK) DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, (I THOUGHT WAS A CHOICE) DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHEMBEDCANCELHOW TO FORMAT LYRICS:TYPE OUT ALL LYRICS, EVEN REPEATG SONG PARTS LIKE THE CHOSLYRICS SHOULD BE BROKEN DOWN TO DIVIDUAL LUSE SECTN HEARS ABOVE DIFFERENT SONG PARTS LIKE [VERSE], [CHOS], ETC.USE ALICS (<I>LYRIC</I>) AND BOLD (<B>LYRIC</B>) TO DISTGUISH BETWEEN DIFFERENT VOLISTS THE SAME SONG PARTIF YOU DON’T UNRSTAND A LYRIC, E [?]TO LEARN MORE, CHECK OUT OUR TRANSCRIPTN GUI OR VIS OUR TRANSCRIBERS FOMABOUT
• IF I TOLD YOUJOYNER LUSFEATURGEMEMPRODUCED BYBOI-1DA“IF I TOLD YOU” FOC ON A SUPPRSED HOMOSEXUAL G OUT TO HIS IEND—JOYNER TAK THE PERSPECTIVE OF THE GAY MAN G OUT WHILE EMEM TAK THE PERSPECTIVE OF HIS… READ MORE OCT. 31, 20191 VIEWER146.6K VIEWS99 CONTRIBUTORSTRANSLATNSPORTUGUêSفارسیENGLISHDTSCHIF I TOLD YOU LYRICS[VERSE 1: JOYNER LUS]UHWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS DIFFERENT?WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT SOMETHG'S MISS'?AND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU WE'RE NOT ALIKEAND THE WAY THAT I FEEL SI IS DIFFERENT THAN WHAT YOU PICTUREWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I FEEL DIVID?KEEP TO MYSELF AND I'M AWFULLY QUIETAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I BEEN NFLICTED BY MY OWN THOUGHTSTRAPPED THE DARK, AND I TRIED TO HI NO, I'M NOT A SLAVE TO NO FUCK' FAIRY TALEI BET YOU THK THAT YOU KNOW ME VERY WELLMAKE NO MISTAKE, THIS IS NOT A CRY FOR HELP'CSE I DON'T OWE NO ONE NO EXPLANATN ON HOW I FEEL[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]BUT ON THE REAL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS BRAVE?I GREW UP DIFFERENT THAN I WAS RAISEDBUT STILL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M OUT OF PLACE? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GAY?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHYOU MIGHT ALSO LIKE[VERSE 2: JOYNER LUS]YEAHWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M NOT ALRIGHT?I MEAN, I DON'T FEEL AD, BUT I'M NOT ALIVEAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, "I'M NOT LIKE YOU"AND THE SH I'VE BEEN GO' THROUGH, 'LL PROLLY MAKE YOU CRYAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, "I'M NOT THIS"AND THE PERSON YOU THK YOU KNOW DON'T EXISTLOOK, I'M NOT WHO YOU KNOW, I'M NOT WHO YOU WISHI'M NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE, WHAT YOU WANT OM ME ISN'T THISI GREW UP CHURCH WHERE I ULDN'T BE MYSELFI FELT LIKE A PRISONER, ULDN'T LEAVE MY CELLTHEY TOLD ME, "GOD DON'T LIKE UGLY," AND THIS AN UGLY WORLDAND IF I EVER SEEN THGS DIFFERENT, THEN I WOULD BURN HELL[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]AND ON THE REAL, THIS IS NOT NEW, THIS IS NOT A PHASEI GREW UP DIFFERENT THAN I WAS RAISEDBUT STILL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M OUT OF PLACE? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GAY?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH[VERSE 3: EMEM]WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M HOMOPHOBIC?AND YOU HAVE ZERO NTROL OVER YOUR IMPULSAND THE GEIC FLAW YOUR CHROMOSOM IS THE CULPRIT'S SOMETHG I N'T SUGARAT, 'S REPULSIVEWE WERE HOMI, SCE CHILDREN, I THOUGHT BUT THOUGHT I WAS BUGG', THOUGH'CSE WE'D S, CHILL AND JT TALK CHICKSNOW HOW N WE BE IENDS STILL AFTER ALL THISUNLS, I N NVCE YOU TO REPENTASK GOD TO FIVE YOU FOR YOUR SSAND BEG HEAL' YOUR NSCIENCEAND RID YOU OF THIS SICK ILLNS THAT PART OF ME WISH YOU'D KEPT THIS SH, STILL THE CLOSETI'M WHE BUT I'M GETT' MIXED FEELGS LIKE LOGICYEAH, I'M PISSED OFF A LTLE, THIS IS A CHOICEWE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE BOYSYOU'RE ACT' LIKE THIS A'T OPTNALWHAT IF I SAID YOU WAS WEAK?'CSE YOU DON'T GOT THE STRENGTH TO NQUER SOME BLOGIL MONSTER THAT'S PART OF YOUTHAT'S RPONSIBLE FOR THEM HOMOSEXUAL THOUGHTSIF YOU DON'T WANT A LECTURE, PARTLIKE A SOFA SECTN OR LONG AS YOUMAKE YOUR CISN AND STAND BY , BUT I N'T BE BI 'CSE FOR ME, THAT'D BE NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLEOR YOU LEARN TO NTROL YOUR URGYOU SAY, "IT'S LIKE PULL' TEETH AND MORALS ARE ORAL SURGEONS"BUT HOW WOULD YOU EVEN KNOW ANYWAYS IF YOU'RE A VIRGWHY N'T YOU BE A NORMAL PERSON?WHAT IF I TRIED STEER' YOU TOWARDS A GIRLIEND?WOULDN'T WORK, WOULD ? YOU SEEM PRETTY SUREFOOTEDI'M SURE GOOD AT JUDG', BUT I HAVE NO RIGHTI KNOW GOODBYE SEEMS LD, RIGHT?NOT EVEN A FLICKER OF HOPE LIKE A STROBE LIGHTAS I LEAVE AND I SWEAR I STAYED UP THAT WHOLE NIGHTAND NO, I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WOULD GO RIGHT HOME AND GO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFEI A'T MEAN FOR THAT SH TO HAPPEN, I SAID I WON'T CRYI LET THE BT IEND THAT I'VE EVER KNOWN DIEALONE, WAS GONNA TELL YOU THE NEXT DAYI'M SO SORRY, I'M FIGHT' MY OWN MONS, I WON'T LIETHEY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE, EATG AT MY SOUL, THIS WHOLE TIMEI'VE BEEN TORTURED, IMPRISONED MY OWN MDA BORN AGA CHRISTIAN BUT LORD IF YOU'RE LISTEN'WE MIGHT BE HEAD FOR A LLISN'CSE WHEN I TOLD MY BOY I ULDN'T SUPPORT HIS CISNI WAS TRYNA MAKE SEEM LIKE A CHOICE, WHEN ISN'TCAN'T BE CURED WH A PRAYER TO SAT JUWHAT IF I TOLD YOU MY WISH NEVER ME TE?WHAT IF I'M A HYPOCRE WHO'S AAID TO JT FACE TTH? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M GAY TOO?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH19EMBEDCANCELHOW TO FORMAT LYRICS:TYPE OUT ALL LYRICS, EVEN REPEATG SONG PARTS LIKE THE CHOSLYRICS SHOULD BE BROKEN DOWN TO DIVIDUAL LUSE SECTN HEARS ABOVE DIFFERENT SONG PARTS LIKE [VERSE], [CHOS], ETC.USE ALICS (<I>LYRIC</I>) AND BOLD (<B>LYRIC</B>) TO DISTGUISH BETWEEN DIFFERENT VOLISTS THE SAME SONG PARTIF YOU DON’T UNRSTAND A LYRIC, E [?]TO LEARN MORE, CHECK OUT OUR TRANSCRIPTN GUI OR VIS OUR TRANSCRIBERS FOMABOUT
• JOYNER LUS’ X EMEM’S “WHAT IF I WAS GAY” TRACK’ LYRICS
• JOYNER LUS & EMEM ASK “WHAT IF I WAS GAY?” ON LEAKED SONG SNIPPET
• JOYNER LUS - WHAT IF I WAS GAY
• JOYNER LUS WHAT IF I WAS GAY LYRICS
• RELEASG JOYNER LUS AND EMEM’S ‘WHAT IF I WAS GAY?’ WOULD HAVE BEEN A HUGE MISTAKE
• JOYNER LUS FT. EMEM - WHAT IF I WAS GAY (ترجمه فارسی)GENI FARSI TRANSLATNS (ترجمه‌ی فارسی)این آهنگ از آلبوم به تاخیر‌خورده‌ی “ای.دی.اچ.دی” جوینر لوکاس هست که در روز هالووین لو… READ MORE NOV. 22, 20191 VIEWER4 CONTRIBUTORSTRANSLATNSENGLISHPORTUGUêSENGLISHDTSCHJOYNER LUS FT. EMEM - WHAT IF I WAS GAY (ترجمه فارسی) LYRICS[VERSE 1: JOYNER LUS]اگه بهت میگفتم که من متفاوت بودم چی؟اگه بهت میگفتم که یه چیزی کم هست، چی؟اگه بهت میگفتم که ما شبیه هم نیستیم و احساسی که در درون دارم با اون چیزی که از من تصور میکنی، فرق داره چی؟اگه بهت میگفتم که احساس انزوا میکنم، چی؟این حس هارو واسه خودم نگه میدارم و به شدت ساکت هستمو اگه بهت میگفتم که با افکار خودم در تضاد و تقابل هستم، چی؟توی تاریکی گیر افتادم و سعی کردم مخفیش کنمنه، من برده‌ی یه داستان خیالی نیستمشرط میبندم فکر میکنی منو خیلی خوب میشناسیاشتباه برداشت نکن، این گریه و التماس واسه کمک نیستچونکه در مورد حسی که دارم، هیچ توضیحی به کسی بدهکار نیستم[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]اما جداً ، اگه بهت میگفتم که شجاع بودم چی؟من اون جوری که خانوادم میخواست، بزرگ نشدماما بازم، اگه بهت میگفتم که اینجا جای من نیست، چی؟ صبر کناگه بهت میگفتم که من گی (همجنس‌گرا) هستم، چی؟[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUH[VERSE 2: JOYNER LUS]آره، اگه بهت میگفتم که روبراه نیستم چی؟آخه، احساس مُرده بودن ندارم ولی زنده هم نیستمو اگه بهت میگفتم که "من شبیه تو نیستم" ، چی؟و سختی هایی که میکشم ، احتمالا شنیدنش تو رو به گریه بندازهو اگه بهت میگفتم که "این من نیستم" ، چی؟و آدمی که تو فکر میکنی میشناسی، وجود ندارهببین، من اونی که میشناسی نیستم... من اونی که میخوای نیستممن اونی که میخوای باشم، نیستم... چیزی که تو از من میخوای این نیستمن در کلیسا تعلیم دیدم و نمیتونستم اونجا خودم باشماحساس میکردم که یک زندانیم و نمیتونم سلولم رو ترک کنماونا بهم گفتن : "خداوند، زشتی‌ها را دوست ندارد" ولی این یک دنیای زشته"و میگفتن: "اگه من چیز (زشتی) رو متفاوت (زیبا) ببینم، در آتش جهنم میسوزمYOU MIGHT ALSO LIKE[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]و جدی بگم، این چیز جدیدی نیست... این یک فاز نیست که برداشته باشممن اونجوری که خانوادم میخواستن، بزرگ نشدماما بازم، اگه بهت میگفتم که جام اینجا نیست چی؟صبر کن...اگه بهت میگفتم که من گی (همجنس گرا) هستم، چی؟[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUH[VERSE 3: EMEM]اگه بهت میگفتم که من همجنس‌گراستیز هستم، چی؟و تو هم هیچ کنترلی روی هوس هات نداری چی؟و مشکل، اون نقص ژنتیکی توی کروموزوم هات هستاین یه چیزی هست که نمیتونم نادیده اش بگیرم و نگم : واقعاً منزجرکننده هستمن فکر میکردم ما از بچگی رفیق بودیماما فکر میکردم واقعا دارم اذیتت میکنمچونکه ما مینشستیم، لم میدادیم و در مورد دخترها حرف میزدیمحالا چطور میتونیم بعد همه این قضایا باهم دوست باشیم؟مگه اینکه متقاعدت کنم تا توبه کنیو از خدا بخوای تا تو رو به خاطر گناهانت ببخشهو شروع به التیام دادن وجدانت کنیو خودت رو از شر این بیماری که باعثش شده، خلاص کنیقسمتی از وجود من میگه که ای کاش این ماجرا (همجنس‌گرا بودن) رو واسه خودت نگه میداشتیمن سفیدپوستم ولی مثل "لاجیک" احساسات مختلفی نسبت به این قضیه دارمآره، من یک خرده اعصابم خُرده، این یک انتخابهما قرار بود مرد باشیمیه جوری رفتار میکنی که انگار این کار (همجنسگرا شدن) انتخابی نبودهاگه بگم که تو ضعیف بودی چی؟چونکه قدرت شکست دادن یک هیولای بیولوژیکی که جزوی از درونت هست رو نداریهیولایی که مسئول داشتن این افکار همجنس‌گرایانه ات هستاگه نمیخوای بهت پند و موعظه بدم، پاشو بروتصمیمت رو بگیر و پای تصمیمت بایست، ولی من نمیتونم کنارت باشم و ازت حمایت کنمچونکه واسه من انجام دادن این کار تقریباً غیرممکنهو یا یاد بگیر تمایلاتت رو کنترل کنیتو میگی که "این کار مثل کشیدن دندون سخت و دردناکه و اخلاقیات مثل جراح دندان میمونه"اما تو که باکره ای این رو از کجا میخوای بدونی؟چرا نمیتونی مثل یک آدم عادی باشی؟اگه سعی میکردم یک دوست دختری برات جور کنم چی؟جواب نمیداد. مگه نه؟ به نظر خیلی مطمئن و ثابت قدم هستیمن توی قضاوت کردن خیلی خوبم اما حقی (واسه اینکار) ندارممیدونم که خداحافظی کردن به نظر دردناکه . نه؟هیچ بارقه ی امیدی وجود نداره وقتی دارم میرمو قسم میخورم که تمام شب رو بیدار موندمو نه ! نمیدونستم که مستقیم میری خونه و جون خودت رو میگیریمن نمیخواستم این اتفاق بیفته، گفتم که گریه نمیکنمگذاشتم بهترین دوستی که تا به حال داشتم، تنها بمیرهمیخواستم روز بعدش بهت بگم که چقدر معذرت میخوامو اینکه من با شیاطین درون خودم در حال جنگ و کشمکش هستم، دروغ نمیگماونا منو تنها نمیذارن ... روحم رو از درون دارن میخورنتمام این مدت در ذهن خودم محبوس بودم و شکنجه شدممثل یک مسیحی از نو متولد شدم اما خدایا، اگه گوش میدی ، بدون کهاحتمالاً در مسیر قراره یک تصادف داشته باشیمچونکه وقتی به رفیقم گفتم که نمیتونم از تصمیمش حمایت کنم، انگار میخواستمیه جوری نشون بدم که این کارش (همجنسگرا شدن) مثل یک انتخاب میمونه، در حالیکه نیستبا دعا کردن به درگاه یهودای مقدس درمان نمیشهاگه بهت بگم که دعام هرگز تبدیل به واقعیت نشد چی؟اگه من یک منافق باشم که میترسه با حقیقت روبرو بشه، چی؟صبر کن! اگه بهت میگفتم که منم گی (همجنسگرا) هستم، چی؟[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHEMBEDCANCELHOW TO FORMAT LYRICS:TYPE OUT ALL LYRICS, EVEN REPEATG SONG PARTS LIKE THE CHOSLYRICS SHOULD BE BROKEN DOWN TO DIVIDUAL LUSE SECTN HEARS ABOVE DIFFERENT SONG PARTS LIKE [VERSE], [CHOS], ETC.USE ALICS (<I>LYRIC</I>) AND BOLD (<B>LYRIC</B>) TO DISTGUISH BETWEEN DIFFERENT VOLISTS THE SAME SONG PARTIF YOU DON’T UNRSTAND A LYRIC, E [?]TO LEARN MORE, CHECK OUT OUR TRANSCRIPTN GUI OR VIS OUR TRANSCRIBERS FOMABOUT
• EMEM & JOYNER LUS TACKLE HOMOPHOBIA ON THEIR LEAKED COLLABORATN “WHAT IF I WAS GAY?”
• JOYNER LUS AND EMEM SONG "WHAT IF I WAS GAY?" SURFAC ONLE
• FULL VERSN OF EMEM & JOYNER LUS SONG ‘WHAT IF I WAS GAY’ IS HERE
• WHAT IF I WAS GAY? (ALTERNATE VERSN)JOYNER LUSON STRAIGHT FROM THE LAB PART 2FEATURGEMEMPRODUCED BYBOI-1DAREAD THE LYRICSWHAT IF I WAS GAY? (ALTERNATE VERSN) SAMPLALL SONG RELATNSHIPSWHAT IF I WAS GAY? (ALTERNATE VERSN) SAMPLGOOD MORNGKANYE WT (2007)READ THE LYRICSSONGS THAT SAMPLE WHAT IF I WAS GAY? (ALTERNATE VERSN)IF I TOLD YOUJOYNER LUS, EMEM (2019)READ THE LYRICSGENI IS THE WORLD’S BIGGT LLECTN OF SONG LYRICS AND MIL KNOWLEDGE

"WHAT IF I WAS GAY" LYRICS

"What If I Was Gay". What if I told you that I was gay?

WHAT IF I WAS GAY? (ALTERNATE VERSN)JOYNER LUSON STRAIGHT FROM THE LAB PART 2 FEATURGEMEMPRODUCED BYBOI-1DAJUL. 19, 20221 VIEWER5 CONTRIBUTORSWHAT IF I WAS GAY? (ALTERNATE VERSN) LYRICS[VERSE 1: JOYNER LUS]UHWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS DIFFERENT?WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT SOMETHG'S MISS'?AND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU WE'RE NOT ALIKEAND THE WAY THAT I FEEL SI IS DIFFERENT THAN WHAT YOU PICTUREWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I FEEL DIVID?KEEP TO MYSELF AND I'M AWFULLY QUIETAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I BEEN NFLICTED BY MY OWN THOUGHTSTRAPPED THE DARK, AND I TRIED TO HI NO, I'M NOT A SLAVE TO NO FUCK' FAIRY TALEI BET YOU THK THAT YOU KNOW ME VERY WELLMAKE NO MISTAKE, THIS IS NOT A CRY FOR HELP'CSE I DON'T OWE NO ONE NO EXPLANATN ON HOW I FEEL[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]BUT ON THE REAL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS BRAVE?I GREW UP DIFFERENT THAN I WAS RAISEDBUT STILL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M OUT OF PLACE? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GAY?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHYOU MIGHT ALSO LIKE[VERSE 2: JOYNER LUS]YEAHWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M NOT ALRIGHT?I MEAN, I DON'T FEEL DеAD, BUT I'M NOT ALIVEAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, "I'M NOT LIKE YOU"AND THE SH I'Vе BEEN GO' THROUGH, 'LL PROLLY MAKE YOU CRYAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, "I'M NOT THIS"AND THE PERSON YOU THK YOU KNOW DON'T EXISTLOOK, I'M NOT WHO YOU KNOW, I'M NOT WHO YOU WISHI'M NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE, WHAT YOU WANT OM ME ISN'T THISI GREW UP CHURCH WHERE I ULDN'T BE MYSELFI FELT LIKE A PRISONER, ULDN'T LEAVE MY CELLTHEY TOLD ME, "GOD DON'T LIKE UGLY," AND THIS AN UGLY WORLDAND IF I EVER SEEN THGS DIFFERENT, THEN I WOULD BURN HELL[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]AND ON THE REAL, THIS IS NOT NEW, THIS IS NOT A PHASEI GREW UP DIFFERENT THAN I WAS RAISEDBUT STILL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M OUT OF PLACE? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GAY?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH[VERSE 3: EMEM]WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M HOMOPHOBIC?AND YOU HAVE ZERO NTROL OVER YOUR IMPULSAND THE GEIC FLAW YOUR CHROMOSOM IS THE CULPRIT'S SOMETH' I N'T SUGARAT, 'S REPULSIVEWE WERE HOMI, SCE CHILDREN, I THOUGHT BUT THOUGHT I WAS BUGG', THOUGH'CSE WE'D S, CHILL AND JT TALK CHICKSNOW HOW N WE BE IENDS STILL ON THE BLOCKWHEN SK PIGMENT IS NOT OUR BIGGT DIFFERENCE, 'S AWKWARDDON'T THK 'S SOMETH' I N'T AL WHTHK I'M 'ONNA VOM, I'M GETT' THIS SICK FEEL', I'M NSEOPART OF ME WISH YOU'D KEPT THIS SH, STILL THE CLOSETI'M WHE, BUT THIS IS GIV' ME MIXED FEELGS, LIKE LOGICI REMEMBER KIDS STEAL' YOUR BIG WHEEL AND LL' YOU SISSY'CSE YOU WOULDN'T DO SH REALLY TO STOP AND NOW ALL MAK SENSEIS THIS THE END OF OUR IENDSHIP?IT'S START' TO SEND CHILLS THROUGH MY BODYYEAH, I'M PISSED OFF A LTLE, THIS IS A CHOICEWE WERE S'POSED TO BE BOYSYOU'RE ACT' LIKE THIS A'T OPTNALWHAT IF I SAID YOU WAS WEAK?'CSE YOU DON'T GOT THE STRENGTH TO NQUER SOME BLOGIL MONSTER THAT'S PART OF YOUTHAT'S RPONSIBLE FOR THEM HOMOSEXUAL THOUGHTSIF YOU DON'T WANT A LECTURE, PARTLIKE A SOFA SECTN OR LONG AS YOUMAKE YOUR CISN AND STAND BY , BUT I N'T BE BI 'CSE FOR ME, THAT'D BE NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLEOR YOU LEARN TO NTROL YOUR URGYOU SAY, "IT'S LIKE PULL' TEETH AND MORALS ARE ORAL SURGEONS"BUT HOW WOULD YOU EVEN KNOW ANYWAYS IF YOU'RE A VIRGWHY N'T YOU BE A NORMAL PERSON?WHAT IF I TRIED STEER' YOU TOWARDS A GIRLIEND?WOULDN'T WORK, WOULD ? YOU SEEM PRETTY SUREFOOTEDI'M SURE GOOD AT JUDG', BUT I HAVE NO RIGHTI KNOW GOODBYE SEEMS LD, RIGHT?NOT EVEN A FLICKER OF HOPE LIKE A STROBE LIGHTAS I LEAVE AND I SWEAR I STAYED UP THAT WHOLE NIGHTAND NO, I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WOULD GO RIGHT HOME AND GO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFEI A'T MEAN FOR THAT SH TO HAPPEN, I SAID I WON'T CRY (SH)FAST-FORWARD, SOME YEARS GO BYMY GIRL'S PREGNANT WH TWS, BOY AND GIRLFAST-FORWARD AGA, THEY JT TURNED SEVENI WISH I HAD A CRYSTAL BALL 'E NOW I S AWEJT UGHT MY SON A BRA PLAY' WH HIS SISTER'S DOLLS WH LIPSTICK ON[CHOS: JOYNER LUS & EMEM]DUH NUH, (FUCK) DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, (I THOUGHT WAS A CHOICE) DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHEMBEDCANCELHOW TO FORMAT LYRICS:TYPE OUT ALL LYRICS, EVEN REPEATG SONG PARTS LIKE THE CHOSLYRICS SHOULD BE BROKEN DOWN TO DIVIDUAL LUSE SECTN HEARS ABOVE DIFFERENT SONG PARTS LIKE [VERSE], [CHOS], ETC.USE ALICS (<I>LYRIC</I>) AND BOLD (<B>LYRIC</B>) TO DISTGUISH BETWEEN DIFFERENT VOLISTS THE SAME SONG PARTIF YOU DON’T UNRSTAND A LYRIC, E [?]TO LEARN MORE, CHECK OUT OUR TRANSCRIPTN GUI OR VIS OUR TRANSCRIBERS FOMABOUT

What if I told you I'm homophobic?

That's rponsible for them homosexual thoughts. What if I told you I'm gay too?

A snippet of "What If I Was Gay" was leaked on the 28th of October 2019. WaWhat if I told you that I was gay?

IF I TOLD YOUJOYNER LUSFEATURGEMEMPRODUCED BYBOI-1DA“IF I TOLD YOU” FOC ON A SUPPRSED HOMOSEXUAL G OUT TO HIS IEND—JOYNER TAK THE PERSPECTIVE OF THE GAY MAN G OUT WHILE EMEM TAK THE PERSPECTIVE OF HIS… READ MORE OCT. 31, 20191 VIEWER146.6K VIEWS99 CONTRIBUTORSTRANSLATNSPORTUGUêSفارسیENGLISHDTSCHIF I TOLD YOU LYRICS[VERSE 1: JOYNER LUS]UHWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS DIFFERENT?WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT SOMETHG'S MISS'?AND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU WE'RE NOT ALIKEAND THE WAY THAT I FEEL SI IS DIFFERENT THAN WHAT YOU PICTUREWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I FEEL DIVID?KEEP TO MYSELF AND I'M AWFULLY QUIETAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I BEEN NFLICTED BY MY OWN THOUGHTSTRAPPED THE DARK, AND I TRIED TO HI NO, I'M NOT A SLAVE TO NO FUCK' FAIRY TALEI BET YOU THK THAT YOU KNOW ME VERY WELLMAKE NO MISTAKE, THIS IS NOT A CRY FOR HELP'CSE I DON'T OWE NO ONE NO EXPLANATN ON HOW I FEEL[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]BUT ON THE REAL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS BRAVE?I GREW UP DIFFERENT THAN I WAS RAISEDBUT STILL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M OUT OF PLACE? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GAY?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHYOU MIGHT ALSO LIKE[VERSE 2: JOYNER LUS]YEAHWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M NOT ALRIGHT?I MEAN, I DON'T FEEL AD, BUT I'M NOT ALIVEAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, "I'M NOT LIKE YOU"AND THE SH I'VE BEEN GO' THROUGH, 'LL PROLLY MAKE YOU CRYAND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU, "I'M NOT THIS"AND THE PERSON YOU THK YOU KNOW DON'T EXISTLOOK, I'M NOT WHO YOU KNOW, I'M NOT WHO YOU WISHI'M NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE, WHAT YOU WANT OM ME ISN'T THISI GREW UP CHURCH WHERE I ULDN'T BE MYSELFI FELT LIKE A PRISONER, ULDN'T LEAVE MY CELLTHEY TOLD ME, "GOD DON'T LIKE UGLY," AND THIS AN UGLY WORLDAND IF I EVER SEEN THGS DIFFERENT, THEN I WOULD BURN HELL[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]AND ON THE REAL, THIS IS NOT NEW, THIS IS NOT A PHASEI GREW UP DIFFERENT THAN I WAS RAISEDBUT STILL, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M OUT OF PLACE? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GAY?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH[VERSE 3: EMEM]WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M HOMOPHOBIC?AND YOU HAVE ZERO NTROL OVER YOUR IMPULSAND THE GEIC FLAW YOUR CHROMOSOM IS THE CULPRIT'S SOMETHG I N'T SUGARAT, 'S REPULSIVEWE WERE HOMI, SCE CHILDREN, I THOUGHT BUT THOUGHT I WAS BUGG', THOUGH'CSE WE'D S, CHILL AND JT TALK CHICKSNOW HOW N WE BE IENDS STILL AFTER ALL THISUNLS, I N NVCE YOU TO REPENTASK GOD TO FIVE YOU FOR YOUR SSAND BEG HEAL' YOUR NSCIENCEAND RID YOU OF THIS SICK ILLNS THAT PART OF ME WISH YOU'D KEPT THIS SH, STILL THE CLOSETI'M WHE BUT I'M GETT' MIXED FEELGS LIKE LOGICYEAH, I'M PISSED OFF A LTLE, THIS IS A CHOICEWE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE BOYSYOU'RE ACT' LIKE THIS A'T OPTNALWHAT IF I SAID YOU WAS WEAK?'CSE YOU DON'T GOT THE STRENGTH TO NQUER SOME BLOGIL MONSTER THAT'S PART OF YOUTHAT'S RPONSIBLE FOR THEM HOMOSEXUAL THOUGHTSIF YOU DON'T WANT A LECTURE, PARTLIKE A SOFA SECTN OR LONG AS YOUMAKE YOUR CISN AND STAND BY , BUT I N'T BE BI 'CSE FOR ME, THAT'D BE NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLEOR YOU LEARN TO NTROL YOUR URGYOU SAY, "IT'S LIKE PULL' TEETH AND MORALS ARE ORAL SURGEONS"BUT HOW WOULD YOU EVEN KNOW ANYWAYS IF YOU'RE A VIRGWHY N'T YOU BE A NORMAL PERSON?WHAT IF I TRIED STEER' YOU TOWARDS A GIRLIEND?WOULDN'T WORK, WOULD ? YOU SEEM PRETTY SUREFOOTEDI'M SURE GOOD AT JUDG', BUT I HAVE NO RIGHTI KNOW GOODBYE SEEMS LD, RIGHT?NOT EVEN A FLICKER OF HOPE LIKE A STROBE LIGHTAS I LEAVE AND I SWEAR I STAYED UP THAT WHOLE NIGHTAND NO, I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WOULD GO RIGHT HOME AND GO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFEI A'T MEAN FOR THAT SH TO HAPPEN, I SAID I WON'T CRYI LET THE BT IEND THAT I'VE EVER KNOWN DIEALONE, WAS GONNA TELL YOU THE NEXT DAYI'M SO SORRY, I'M FIGHT' MY OWN MONS, I WON'T LIETHEY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE, EATG AT MY SOUL, THIS WHOLE TIMEI'VE BEEN TORTURED, IMPRISONED MY OWN MDA BORN AGA CHRISTIAN BUT LORD IF YOU'RE LISTEN'WE MIGHT BE HEAD FOR A LLISN'CSE WHEN I TOLD MY BOY I ULDN'T SUPPORT HIS CISNI WAS TRYNA MAKE SEEM LIKE A CHOICE, WHEN ISN'TCAN'T BE CURED WH A PRAYER TO SAT JUWHAT IF I TOLD YOU MY WISH NEVER ME TE?WHAT IF I'M A HYPOCRE WHO'S AAID TO JT FACE TTH? WAWHAT IF I TOLD YOU I'M GAY TOO?[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHDUH NUH19EMBEDCANCELHOW TO FORMAT LYRICS:TYPE OUT ALL LYRICS, EVEN REPEATG SONG PARTS LIKE THE CHOSLYRICS SHOULD BE BROKEN DOWN TO DIVIDUAL LUSE SECTN HEARS ABOVE DIFFERENT SONG PARTS LIKE [VERSE], [CHOS], ETC.USE ALICS (<I>LYRIC</I>) AND BOLD (<B>LYRIC</B>) TO DISTGUISH BETWEEN DIFFERENT VOLISTS THE SAME SONG PARTIF YOU DON’T UNRSTAND A LYRIC, E [?]TO LEARN MORE, CHECK OUT OUR TRANSCRIPTN GUI OR VIS OUR TRANSCRIBERS FOMABOUT

[Chos: Joyner Lus]Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh[Verse 3: Emem]What if I told you I'm homophobic? 'Cse you don't got the strength to nquer some blogil monster that's part of youThat's rponsible for them homosexual thoughtsIf you don't want a lecture, partLike a sofa sectn or long as youMake your cisn and stand by , but I n't be bi 'Cse for me, that'd be next to impossibleOr you learn to ntrol your urgYou say, "It's like pull' teeth and morals are oral surgeons"But how would you even know anyways if you're a virgWhy n't you be a normal person? WaWhat if I told you I'm gay too?

Read the lyrics of new Joyner Lus’ x Emem’s track “What If I Was Gay”.

JOYNER LUS’ X EMEM’S “WHAT IF I WAS GAY” TRACK’ LYRICS

Joyner Lus – What If I Was Gay (ft. What if I told you I’m homophobic?

That’s rponsible for them homosexual thoughts. What if I told you I’m gay too?

JOYNER LUS & EMEM ASK “WHAT IF I WAS GAY?” ON LEAKED SONG SNIPPET

Em has faced ntroversy and prott over homophobic lyrics for s. A short d cut of a jot song tled “What If I Was Gay? Wa, what if I told you that I was gay?

The ntext of the l remas unclear, but the song feels likely to brg scty due to Em’s long history of facg accatns of homophobia.

JOYNER LUS - WHAT IF I WAS GAY

However, he has yet to clarify the fate of “What If I Was Gay?

Whatever happens, “What If I Was Gay? That’s rponsible for them homose**** thoughts.

Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh, duh nuh nuh duhDuh nuh{Emem:}What if I told you I'm homophobic? Joyner Lus - Comprehensive Evaluatn (Sk) LyricsJOYNER LUCAS Song Lyrics | MetroLyrics - LyricsJoyner Lus - What If I Was Gay LyricsJoyner Lus - Fally LyricsJoyner Lus - Screeng Evaluatn (Sk) LyricsJoyner Lus - The War LyricsJoyner Lus - Frozen Lyrics[Verse 1: Joyner Lus]. Is A Unirn - I'm Gay LyricsThere's somethg I wanna tell you guys.

JOYNER LUS WHAT IF I WAS GAY LYRICS

I'm gay.

That I'm gay.. Lus - Will (Remix) LyricsJoyner Lus - Kev (Sk) LyricsView More LyricsGRLwood - Gay 4 U Lyrics[Chos]. So gay for you.

So gay for Brown & Joyner Lus - I Don't Die Lyrics[Intro: Joyner Lus].

RELEASG JOYNER LUS AND EMEM’S ‘WHAT IF I WAS GAY?’ WOULD HAVE BEEN A HUGE MISTAKE

Bondage Fairi - Gay Weddg LyricsMale on male you really got me nfed. At the gay weddg.

Gay baby, male on male. And the lbians and that awful dog of yours Sobolczyk - Gay Melancholy LyricsPlay wh me.

Gay melancholy.

JOYNER LUS FT. EMEM - WHAT IF I WAS GAY (ترجمه فارسی)GENI FARSI TRANSLATNS (ترجمه‌ی فارسی)این آهنگ از آلبوم به تاخیر‌خورده‌ی “ای.دی.اچ.دی” جوینر لوکاس هست که در روز هالووین لو… READ MORE NOV. 22, 20191 VIEWER4 CONTRIBUTORSTRANSLATNSENGLISHPORTUGUêSENGLISHDTSCHJOYNER LUS FT. EMEM - WHAT IF I WAS GAY (ترجمه فارسی) LYRICS[VERSE 1: JOYNER LUS]اگه بهت میگفتم که من متفاوت بودم چی؟اگه بهت میگفتم که یه چیزی کم هست، چی؟اگه بهت میگفتم که ما شبیه هم نیستیم و احساسی که در درون دارم با اون چیزی که از من تصور میکنی، فرق داره چی؟اگه بهت میگفتم که احساس انزوا میکنم، چی؟این حس هارو واسه خودم نگه میدارم و به شدت ساکت هستمو اگه بهت میگفتم که با افکار خودم در تضاد و تقابل هستم، چی؟توی تاریکی گیر افتادم و سعی کردم مخفیش کنمنه، من برده‌ی یه داستان خیالی نیستمشرط میبندم فکر میکنی منو خیلی خوب میشناسیاشتباه برداشت نکن، این گریه و التماس واسه کمک نیستچونکه در مورد حسی که دارم، هیچ توضیحی به کسی بدهکار نیستم[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]اما جداً ، اگه بهت میگفتم که شجاع بودم چی؟من اون جوری که خانوادم میخواست، بزرگ نشدماما بازم، اگه بهت میگفتم که اینجا جای من نیست، چی؟ صبر کناگه بهت میگفتم که من گی (همجنس‌گرا) هستم، چی؟[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUH[VERSE 2: JOYNER LUS]آره، اگه بهت میگفتم که روبراه نیستم چی؟آخه، احساس مُرده بودن ندارم ولی زنده هم نیستمو اگه بهت میگفتم که "من شبیه تو نیستم" ، چی؟و سختی هایی که میکشم ، احتمالا شنیدنش تو رو به گریه بندازهو اگه بهت میگفتم که "این من نیستم" ، چی؟و آدمی که تو فکر میکنی میشناسی، وجود ندارهببین، من اونی که میشناسی نیستم... من اونی که میخوای نیستممن اونی که میخوای باشم، نیستم... چیزی که تو از من میخوای این نیستمن در کلیسا تعلیم دیدم و نمیتونستم اونجا خودم باشماحساس میکردم که یک زندانیم و نمیتونم سلولم رو ترک کنماونا بهم گفتن : "خداوند، زشتی‌ها را دوست ندارد" ولی این یک دنیای زشته"و میگفتن: "اگه من چیز (زشتی) رو متفاوت (زیبا) ببینم، در آتش جهنم میسوزمYOU MIGHT ALSO LIKE[PRE-CHOS: JOYNER LUS]و جدی بگم، این چیز جدیدی نیست... این یک فاز نیست که برداشته باشممن اونجوری که خانوادم میخواستن، بزرگ نشدماما بازم، اگه بهت میگفتم که جام اینجا نیست چی؟صبر کن...اگه بهت میگفتم که من گی (همجنس گرا) هستم، چی؟[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUH[VERSE 3: EMEM]اگه بهت میگفتم که من همجنس‌گراستیز هستم، چی؟و تو هم هیچ کنترلی روی هوس هات نداری چی؟و مشکل، اون نقص ژنتیکی توی کروموزوم هات هستاین یه چیزی هست که نمیتونم نادیده اش بگیرم و نگم : واقعاً منزجرکننده هستمن فکر میکردم ما از بچگی رفیق بودیماما فکر میکردم واقعا دارم اذیتت میکنمچونکه ما مینشستیم، لم میدادیم و در مورد دخترها حرف میزدیمحالا چطور میتونیم بعد همه این قضایا باهم دوست باشیم؟مگه اینکه متقاعدت کنم تا توبه کنیو از خدا بخوای تا تو رو به خاطر گناهانت ببخشهو شروع به التیام دادن وجدانت کنیو خودت رو از شر این بیماری که باعثش شده، خلاص کنیقسمتی از وجود من میگه که ای کاش این ماجرا (همجنس‌گرا بودن) رو واسه خودت نگه میداشتیمن سفیدپوستم ولی مثل "لاجیک" احساسات مختلفی نسبت به این قضیه دارمآره، من یک خرده اعصابم خُرده، این یک انتخابهما قرار بود مرد باشیمیه جوری رفتار میکنی که انگار این کار (همجنسگرا شدن) انتخابی نبودهاگه بگم که تو ضعیف بودی چی؟چونکه قدرت شکست دادن یک هیولای بیولوژیکی که جزوی از درونت هست رو نداریهیولایی که مسئول داشتن این افکار همجنس‌گرایانه ات هستاگه نمیخوای بهت پند و موعظه بدم، پاشو بروتصمیمت رو بگیر و پای تصمیمت بایست، ولی من نمیتونم کنارت باشم و ازت حمایت کنمچونکه واسه من انجام دادن این کار تقریباً غیرممکنهو یا یاد بگیر تمایلاتت رو کنترل کنیتو میگی که "این کار مثل کشیدن دندون سخت و دردناکه و اخلاقیات مثل جراح دندان میمونه"اما تو که باکره ای این رو از کجا میخوای بدونی؟چرا نمیتونی مثل یک آدم عادی باشی؟اگه سعی میکردم یک دوست دختری برات جور کنم چی؟جواب نمیداد. مگه نه؟ به نظر خیلی مطمئن و ثابت قدم هستیمن توی قضاوت کردن خیلی خوبم اما حقی (واسه اینکار) ندارممیدونم که خداحافظی کردن به نظر دردناکه . نه؟هیچ بارقه ی امیدی وجود نداره وقتی دارم میرمو قسم میخورم که تمام شب رو بیدار موندمو نه ! نمیدونستم که مستقیم میری خونه و جون خودت رو میگیریمن نمیخواستم این اتفاق بیفته، گفتم که گریه نمیکنمگذاشتم بهترین دوستی که تا به حال داشتم، تنها بمیرهمیخواستم روز بعدش بهت بگم که چقدر معذرت میخوامو اینکه من با شیاطین درون خودم در حال جنگ و کشمکش هستم، دروغ نمیگماونا منو تنها نمیذارن ... روحم رو از درون دارن میخورنتمام این مدت در ذهن خودم محبوس بودم و شکنجه شدممثل یک مسیحی از نو متولد شدم اما خدایا، اگه گوش میدی ، بدون کهاحتمالاً در مسیر قراره یک تصادف داشته باشیمچونکه وقتی به رفیقم گفتم که نمیتونم از تصمیمش حمایت کنم، انگار میخواستمیه جوری نشون بدم که این کارش (همجنسگرا شدن) مثل یک انتخاب میمونه، در حالیکه نیستبا دعا کردن به درگاه یهودای مقدس درمان نمیشهاگه بهت بگم که دعام هرگز تبدیل به واقعیت نشد چی؟اگه من یک منافق باشم که میترسه با حقیقت روبرو بشه، چی؟صبر کن! اگه بهت میگفتم که منم گی (همجنسگرا) هستم، چی؟[CHOS: JOYNER LUS]DUH NUH, DUH NUH NUH DUHEMBEDCANCELHOW TO FORMAT LYRICS:TYPE OUT ALL LYRICS, EVEN REPEATG SONG PARTS LIKE THE CHOSLYRICS SHOULD BE BROKEN DOWN TO DIVIDUAL LUSE SECTN HEARS ABOVE DIFFERENT SONG PARTS LIKE [VERSE], [CHOS], ETC.USE ALICS (<I>LYRIC</I>) AND BOLD (<B>LYRIC</B>) TO DISTGUISH BETWEEN DIFFERENT VOLISTS THE SAME SONG PARTIF YOU DON’T UNRSTAND A LYRIC, E [?]TO LEARN MORE, CHECK OUT OUR TRANSCRIPTN GUI OR VIS OUR TRANSCRIBERS FOMABOUT

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EMEM & JOYNER LUS TACKLE HOMOPHOBIA ON THEIR LEAKED COLLABORATN “WHAT IF I WAS GAY?”

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Vacc ma me gay. Fluori ma me gay. Ameri, Ameri, Ameri, gay, gay.

Gay. [Pre-Chos: Joyner Lus] Md your motherfuck' bs, a't noth' you gotta see (buck, buck, buck) How you all up my sh - Wish You Were Gay Lyrics[Verse 1]. More LyricsA Great Big World - Everyone Is Gay LyricsIf you're gay, then you're gay.

JOYNER LUS AND EMEM SONG "WHAT IF I WAS GAY?" SURFAC ONLE

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You, yeah you you're gay. LyricsAre you gay?

Are you gay? You know I'm 'bout to take you om your man though ( Hidn Cameras - Gay Goth Scene LyricsMe don't want no gay goth scene this ms.

FULL VERSN OF EMEM & JOYNER LUS SONG ‘WHAT IF I WAS GAY’ IS HERE

Me don't want no gay goth scene this ms.

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