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I was talkg to my two iends about this and we discsed that we all had had gay thoughts and 2 of had even acted on you ever had gay thoughts? Have you ever acted out on homosexual relatns? We thk everybody has some kd of gay si but society has always looked agast due to social nventn.

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24, 2014 -- Steven Brodsky, a psychologist who specializ obssive-pulsive disorr, says that at any one time he has a "handful" of clients who are straight and spect that they are gay. J., said he had one adult patient who was so crippled by obssive thoughts about beg gay that he was unable to live penntly and had to move back wh his parents to pe.

Brodsky said he termed his patient had OCD associated wh homosexualy. Brodsky said a prev therapist had misdiagnosed his patient as gay, and at the patient's requt, sent him off to reparative therapy, a ntroversial method that has not been proven to be effective and n be harmful.

"I have many gay clients and phobia is my bs, " he said.

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Even though they know that they are 100 percent straight, not gay, they send gus . Ocsnally, a person learns they are gay.

"I say, oh, that's tertg, how do you feel about beg gay and what n we do about that? "Brodsky argu that today's open acceptance of homosexualy and gay liftyl n bld therapists to this kd of anxiety disorr straight men. Jack Drcher, a noted New York Cy psychiatrist who is nsired an expert gay and lbian mental health and treats patients for OCD, agreed that "beg worried that one might be gay is not the same thg as beg gay.

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""A person wh OCD who has is havg tsive thoughts about whether or not he is gay, is not gay, the sense that he has not rporated a homosexual orientatn any mimally affirmg way to his inty, " said Drcher.

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"Also, if he is not actually attracted to people of the same sex, do not masturbate to fantasi of people of the same sex, is not really aroed by same sex pornography, then is hard to make the se that he has a homosexual orientatn.

Another was heterosexual and feared he had agreed wh Brodsky that some therapists may miss an OCD diagnosis, but "the most likely e of that is not that they are too gay-affirmg but that they lack trag regnizg the symptoms of OCD.

Brodsky said that a gay person has "pleasant associatn" wh same-sex attractn and a person wh OCD do not.

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"Repeatedly, anxly, reviewg past suatns, ttg themselv, askg for reassurance, pulsively rearchg the Inter for gay tts, ttg themselv wh gay porn or gay people. A gay person don't go through this battle.

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""Someone who is gay, but the closet, is not spendg time rearchg and ttg themselv, " he said.

Gay people are not lookg for any kd of external validatn. "Havg an obssn about beg gay is no different om any other mental obssn, said Brodsky. "A iend might say somethg and they thk, 'Gee, I uld be gay or I am dog somethg a gay person would do.

"Certaly that do not make them gay, " he said. "The obssive thoughts are not rooted homophobia, acrdg to Brodsky.

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LONGEST GAY TEST!

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HAVE YOU EVER HAD GAY THOUGHTS?

'HOMOSEXUAL OCD': STRAIGHT MEN WHO SPECT THEY ARE GAY

FEELG GUILTY ABOUT "GAY THOUGHTS"

HOW DO I KNOW I’M NOT REALLY GAY/STRAIGHT?

LONGEST GAY TEST!

MEET THE STRAIGHT MEN WHO ARE TERRIFIED THEY ARE GAY

YOU’RE NOT GAY: HOMOSEXUALY ANXIETY OCD

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