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• DIE SLOWYOUNG THUGTRACK 1 ON PUNK FEATURGSTRICKPRODUCED BYCHARLIE HANDSOME“DIE SLOW” IS A SONG YOUNG THUG & STRICK RERD TOGETHER 2019 WHILE STAYG AT A HOTEL VENICE, ITALY. THE SONG WAS ORIGALLY PREMIERED AT ROLLG LOUD ON JULY 24… READ MORE OCT. 15, 20211 VIEWER201.6K VIEWS91 CONTRIBUTORSTRANSLATNSESPAñOLDIE SLOW LYRICS[REA: STRICK]I GOTTA TELL YOU THAT YOU'LL DIE TONIGHTYOU GO AGAST THE PEOPLE, YOU GON' DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW[INTRO: YOUNG THUG & STRICK]WE OUT ITALY ON THE WATER (SLIME, WHAT'S GOG ON? IT'S FEELG LIKE THEY WON)ME AND STRICK RERD' (GOTTA GET BACK UP, YOU A BLACK PANTHER'S SON)SMOK' WEED, SMOK' DOPE (I GOTTA TELL YOU THAT YOU'LL DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW)DRK' A LIL' LEANI ACTUALLY DID GOOD, I A'T DRK NOTH' BUT A PT THIS WHOLE TOURYEAH, ON TOUR, I DONE MISSED MY SON'S BIRTHDAYIT'S, UH, JULY THE 15THNAH, I— I LOWKEY, LIKE, REALLY SEE PEOPLE RID' PAST ON BOATS RIGHT NOW OUT THE WDOW (DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW)IT'S JT THE— JT THE PENTHOE SUE, 'S NOTH'— NOTH' MAJOR, YEAH[VERSE 1: YOUNG THUG]TOLD THE LAWYER THAT MY BROTHER A'T GO' BACK TO PRISONI DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF I GOTTA TURN THAT NIGGA JEHOVAH WNSI'M JT SEEK' FOR GOD'S SOUL 'E I KNOW SOMETHG'S MISS'COMME S GARçONS BOXERS AND I ME OM PENNY-PCH'CAME OUT THE STGGLE, NIGGA, I REALLY HAD LOST A BROTHER, NIGGAGOT TO FIGHT' WH THE PUTY SHERIFF, I ALMOST LOST MY MOTHER, NIGGA[INTERLU: YOUNG THUG]AND THAT'S FUNNY, THAT'S FUNNY, LIKEMY MAMA HAD BROKE UP WH MY DAD FOR HAVG ANOTHER KID ON HER, AND, UMHE HAD ME HOME ONE DAY AND HE SAW, UM, A R THE DRIVEWAYIT WAS AN OFF-DUTY SHERIFF— AHEMA PUTY SHERIFF THAT MY MOM WAS FUCK' WH, AND, UHTHEY HAD A FEW WORDS, AND END WH, UM, MY DAD SHOOTG AND END UP THE HOSPAL A A, AND, UH, YEAH, SOFAST FORWARD LIKE EIGHT YEARS LATER, SO MY SISTERS HAD GOT TO FIGHTG, AND, UHAND THEY— AND THEY— AND THEY HAD A FAY MEMBER THAT WAS A PUTY SHERIFF, AND, UMMY MOM ME OUTSI TO GODDAMN STOP THE FIGHTGTHE LADY HAD GOT THE R AND JT PULLED OFF DOG AT, LIKE, SIXTY PER HOUR, RAN MY MOM OVERSHE HAD A STROKE AND SH, BUT SHE ALRIGHTYEAHYOU MIGHT ALSO LIKE[VERSE 2: YOUNG THUG]I ALWAYS KNEW I WASN'T GON' BE GAYI HAD HER SEND' PICTUR TO MY MOM PHONE WHEN I WAS LIKE EIGHT, TUHI ALWAYS KNEW THAT I'D BE GREAT'CSE MY ACH TOLD ME I WAS SLOW, BUT I WAS NN' AT A FAST PACE, HUHTHEY TRYNA DIVI AND NQUER THE WORLD WH THEY GOT A UPLE OF THE GUYS AND ALL OF THE GIRLS WH BUT I'M A MASTERMD, I SEE RIGHT THROUGH I SEE THAT YOU GOT UPLE DIAMONDS AND THE RT OF 'EM PEARLS THEY SAY YOU POOR 'E YOU BLACK RIGHT TO YOUR FACE (YEAH)THEY SAY WHERE YOU LIVE, YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO OWN THAT PLACEMY FATHER SAID YOU N CHANGE ALL WH YOUR PERFORMANCEAND BY THE WAY, YOUR LIFE IS A VV STONE CHARMTHEY TAKE THE LAND AND THEN TECT WHO ALL N EBUT I TELL YOU WH A LONG-SLEEVE, I BEAR ARMS, AYYI'M HIGH ENOUGH TO BE ON THE MILKY WAY 'TIL MORNGIF YOU WANT , YOU GON' GET UP EARLIER THAN ANY MORNGIF YOU WANT , YOU GON' GET UP EARLIER THAN ANYONEPUT ON MY SOCKS, GRAB MY GLOCK, THE STICK UNR THE UCHTIE OFF MY SHO, YOU FLIP-FLOPS, AND 'S TOP OF THE TOPR.I.P. NIPSEY, KNOW WHAT I'M SAY'?[BRIDGE: YOUNG THUG & STRICK]IF YOU WERE THE ONE MY SHO, WOULD YOU LOVE?WOULD YOU LOVE, WOULD YOU LOVE, WOULD YOU LOVE, WOULD YOU LOVE?IF YOU WERE THE ONE IF YOU WERE THE ONE THE PREJUDICE, SO WHY FOR HOSTILY? YEAHWOULD YOU N AWAY, OR WOULD YOU E BACK NIGHTLY? (WOO)[REA: STRICK]I GOTTA TELL YOU THAT YOU'LL DIE TONIGHTYOU GO AGAST THE PEOPLE, YOU GON' DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW[OUTRO: STRICK & YOUNG THUG]SLIME, WHAT'S GOG ON? IT'S FEELG LIKE THEY WONGOTTA GET BACK UP, YOU A BLACK PANTHER’S SONI GOTTA TELL YOU THAT YOU'LL DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW, DIE SLOWYOU GON' DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW, DIE SLOWMOM, WHAT'S GOG ON? IT'S FEELG LIKE THE DEVIL WONDIE SLOW, DIE SLOW3EMBEDCANCELHOW TO FORMAT LYRICS:TYPE OUT ALL LYRICS, EVEN REPEATG SONG PARTS LIKE THE CHOSLYRICS SHOULD BE BROKEN DOWN TO DIVIDUAL LUSE SECTN HEARS ABOVE DIFFERENT SONG PARTS LIKE [VERSE], [CHOS], ETC.USE ALICS (<I>LYRIC</I>) AND BOLD (<B>LYRIC</B>) TO DISTGUISH BETWEEN DIFFERENT VOLISTS THE SAME SONG PARTIF YOU DON’T UNRSTAND A LYRIC, E [?]TO LEARN MORE, CHECK OUT OUR TRANSCRIPTN GUI OR VIS OUR TRANSCRIBERS FOMABOUT
• DYG IS GAY
• DYG IS GAY, I'M OUT. -JUN
• AM I GAY?
• ‘IF THEY FD OUT I’M GAY, THEY WILL KILL ME ON THE SPOT’: LIFE UNR TALIBAN RULE
• I WAS A GAY BOY WHO TRIED TO KILL MYSELF. NOW I KNOW IT WASN'T MY FLT.

DIE SLOWYOUNG THUGTRACK 1 ON PUNK FEATURGSTRICKPRODUCED BYCHARLIE HANDSOME“DIE SLOW” IS A SONG YOUNG THUG & STRICK RERD TOGETHER 2019 WHILE STAYG AT A HOTEL VENICE, ITALY. THE SONG WAS ORIGALLY PREMIERED AT ROLLG LOUD ON JULY 24… READ MORE OCT. 15, 20211 VIEWER201.6K VIEWS91 CONTRIBUTORSTRANSLATNSESPAñOLDIE SLOW LYRICS[REA: STRICK]I GOTTA TELL YOU THAT YOU'LL DIE TONIGHTYOU GO AGAST THE PEOPLE, YOU GON' DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW[INTRO: YOUNG THUG & STRICK]WE OUT ITALY ON THE WATER (SLIME, WHAT'S GOG ON? IT'S FEELG LIKE THEY WON)ME AND STRICK RERD' (GOTTA GET BACK UP, YOU A BLACK PANTHER'S SON)SMOK' WEED, SMOK' DOPE (I GOTTA TELL YOU THAT YOU'LL DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW)DRK' A LIL' LEANI ACTUALLY DID GOOD, I A'T DRK NOTH' BUT A PT THIS WHOLE TOURYEAH, ON TOUR, I DONE MISSED MY SON'S BIRTHDAYIT'S, UH, JULY THE 15THNAH, I— I LOWKEY, LIKE, REALLY SEE PEOPLE RID' PAST ON BOATS RIGHT NOW OUT THE WDOW (DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW)IT'S JT THE— JT THE PENTHOE SUE, 'S NOTH'— NOTH' MAJOR, YEAH[VERSE 1: YOUNG THUG]TOLD THE LAWYER THAT MY BROTHER A'T GO' BACK TO PRISONI DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF I GOTTA TURN THAT NIGGA JEHOVAH WNSI'M JT SEEK' FOR GOD'S SOUL 'E I KNOW SOMETHG'S MISS'COMME S GARçONS BOXERS AND I ME OM PENNY-PCH'CAME OUT THE STGGLE, NIGGA, I REALLY HAD LOST A BROTHER, NIGGAGOT TO FIGHT' WH THE PUTY SHERIFF, I ALMOST LOST MY MOTHER, NIGGA[INTERLU: YOUNG THUG]AND THAT'S FUNNY, THAT'S FUNNY, LIKEMY MAMA HAD BROKE UP WH MY DAD FOR HAVG ANOTHER KID ON HER, AND, UMHE HAD ME HOME ONE DAY AND HE SAW, UM, A R THE DRIVEWAYIT WAS AN OFF-DUTY SHERIFF— AHEMA PUTY SHERIFF THAT MY MOM WAS FUCK' WH, AND, UHTHEY HAD A FEW WORDS, AND END WH, UM, MY DAD SHOOTG AND END UP THE HOSPAL A A, AND, UH, YEAH, SOFAST FORWARD LIKE EIGHT YEARS LATER, SO MY SISTERS HAD GOT TO FIGHTG, AND, UHAND THEY— AND THEY— AND THEY HAD A FAY MEMBER THAT WAS A PUTY SHERIFF, AND, UMMY MOM ME OUTSI TO GODDAMN STOP THE FIGHTGTHE LADY HAD GOT THE R AND JT PULLED OFF DOG AT, LIKE, SIXTY PER HOUR, RAN MY MOM OVERSHE HAD A STROKE AND SH, BUT SHE ALRIGHTYEAHYOU MIGHT ALSO LIKE[VERSE 2: YOUNG THUG]I ALWAYS KNEW I WASN'T GON' BE GAYI HAD HER SEND' PICTUR TO MY MOM PHONE WHEN I WAS LIKE EIGHT, TUHI ALWAYS KNEW THAT I'D BE GREAT'CSE MY ACH TOLD ME I WAS SLOW, BUT I WAS NN' AT A FAST PACE, HUHTHEY TRYNA DIVI AND NQUER THE WORLD WH THEY GOT A UPLE OF THE GUYS AND ALL OF THE GIRLS WH BUT I'M A MASTERMD, I SEE RIGHT THROUGH I SEE THAT YOU GOT UPLE DIAMONDS AND THE RT OF 'EM PEARLS THEY SAY YOU POOR 'E YOU BLACK RIGHT TO YOUR FACE (YEAH)THEY SAY WHERE YOU LIVE, YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO OWN THAT PLACEMY FATHER SAID YOU N CHANGE ALL WH YOUR PERFORMANCEAND BY THE WAY, YOUR LIFE IS A VV STONE CHARMTHEY TAKE THE LAND AND THEN TECT WHO ALL N EBUT I TELL YOU WH A LONG-SLEEVE, I BEAR ARMS, AYYI'M HIGH ENOUGH TO BE ON THE MILKY WAY 'TIL MORNGIF YOU WANT , YOU GON' GET UP EARLIER THAN ANY MORNGIF YOU WANT , YOU GON' GET UP EARLIER THAN ANYONEPUT ON MY SOCKS, GRAB MY GLOCK, THE STICK UNR THE UCHTIE OFF MY SHO, YOU FLIP-FLOPS, AND 'S TOP OF THE TOPR.I.P. NIPSEY, KNOW WHAT I'M SAY'?[BRIDGE: YOUNG THUG & STRICK]IF YOU WERE THE ONE MY SHO, WOULD YOU LOVE?WOULD YOU LOVE, WOULD YOU LOVE, WOULD YOU LOVE, WOULD YOU LOVE?IF YOU WERE THE ONE IF YOU WERE THE ONE THE PREJUDICE, SO WHY FOR HOSTILY? YEAHWOULD YOU N AWAY, OR WOULD YOU E BACK NIGHTLY? (WOO)[REA: STRICK]I GOTTA TELL YOU THAT YOU'LL DIE TONIGHTYOU GO AGAST THE PEOPLE, YOU GON' DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW[OUTRO: STRICK & YOUNG THUG]SLIME, WHAT'S GOG ON? IT'S FEELG LIKE THEY WONGOTTA GET BACK UP, YOU A BLACK PANTHER’S SONI GOTTA TELL YOU THAT YOU'LL DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW, DIE SLOWYOU GON' DIE SLOW, DIE SLOW, DIE SLOWMOM, WHAT'S GOG ON? IT'S FEELG LIKE THE DEVIL WONDIE SLOW, DIE SLOW3EMBEDCANCELHOW TO FORMAT LYRICS:TYPE OUT ALL LYRICS, EVEN REPEATG SONG PARTS LIKE THE CHOSLYRICS SHOULD BE BROKEN DOWN TO DIVIDUAL LUSE SECTN HEARS ABOVE DIFFERENT SONG PARTS LIKE [VERSE], [CHOS], ETC.USE ALICS (<I>LYRIC</I>) AND BOLD (<B>LYRIC</B>) TO DISTGUISH BETWEEN DIFFERENT VOLISTS THE SAME SONG PARTIF YOU DON’T UNRSTAND A LYRIC, E [?]TO LEARN MORE, CHECK OUT OUR TRANSCRIPTN GUI OR VIS OUR TRANSCRIBERS FOMABOUT

MenuWatchlistENFully supportedEnglish (Uned Stat)Partially supportedFrançais (Canada)Français (France)Dtsch (Dtschland)हिंदी (भारत)Italiano (Italia)Português (Brasil)Español (España)Español (Méxi)PhotosDirectorThomas SanrsWrerThomas SanrsAll st & crewProductn, box office & more at IMDbProTriviaFirst time Thomas Sanrs explicly said on mera that he was gay, even though this time was on character, a year and a half before he me out real life for the dience Havg Pri (2017)[both sgg to "Baby, It's Cold Outsi", om "Neptune's Dghter"] Brtney: [sassy attu] I really n't [sg] Baby, 's ld outsi. Brtney: [same sassy attu] I have to go [owng, openg the door, a snowstorm is seen outsi and thunrs are heard] I'm gay, and you'll die outsi! It's feelg like they won)Me and Strick rerd' (Gotta get back up, you a Black Panther's son)Smok' weed, smok' dope (I gotta tell you that you'll die slow, die slow, die slow)Drk' a lil' leanI actually did good, I a't drk noth' but a pt this whole tourYeah, on tour, I done missed my son's birthdayIt's, uh, July the 15thNah, I— I lowkey, like, really see people rid' past on boats right now out the wdow (Die slow, die slow)It's jt the— jt the penthoe sue, 's noth'— noth' major, yeah[Verse 1: Young Thug]Told the lawyer that my brother a't go' back to prisonI don't give a fuck if I gotta turn that nigga Jehovah WnsI'm jt seek' for God's soul 'e I know somethg's miss'Comme s Garçons boxers and I me om penny-pch'Came out the stggle, nigga, I really had lost a brother, niggaGot to fight' wh the puty sheriff, I almost lost my mother, nigga[Interlu: Young Thug]And that's funny, that's funny, likeMy mama had broke up wh my dad for havg another kid on her, and, umHe had me home one day and he saw, um, a r the drivewayIt was an off-duty sheriff— ahemA puty sheriff that my mom was fuck' wh, and, uhThey had a few words, and end wh, um, my dad shootg and end up the hospal a a, and, uh, yeah, soFast forward like eight years later, so my sisters had got to fightg, and, uhAnd they— and they— and they had a fay member that was a puty sheriff, and, umMy mom me outsi to goddamn stop the fightgThe lady had got the r and jt pulled off dog at, like, sixty per hour, ran my mom overShe had a stroke and sh, but she alrightYeah[Verse 2: Young Thug]I always knew I wasn't gon' be gayI had her send' pictur to my mom phone when I was like eight, tuhI always knew that I'd be great'Cse my ach told me I was slow, but I was nn' at a fast pace, huhThey tryna divi and nquer the world wh They got a uple of the guys and all of the girls wh But I'm a mastermd, I see right through I see that you got uple diamonds and the rt of 'em pearls They say you poor 'e you Black right to your face (Yeah)They say where you live, you'll never be able to own that placeMy father said you n change all wh your performanceAnd by the way, your life is a VV stone charmThey take the land and then tect who all n eBut I tell you wh a long-sleeve, I bear arms, ayyI'm high enough to be on the Milky Way 'til morngIf you want , you gon' get up earlier than any morngIf you want , you gon' get up earlier than anyonePut on my socks, grab my Glock, the stick unr the uchTie off my sho, you flip-flops, and 's top of the topR.

I'm gay and I feel ath is my only optn. Disverg I'm gay my late 20s, beg born Mlim then leavg whout anyone knowg, hearg how my fay and iends talk about gay people, gettg told by people around me that they thought I'm gay for var reasons, stgglg wh the ia of nng away om my fay / untry who will kill me if the news was out. Gettg almost outed and threatened to be shot if I was gay.

No, the Bible NEVER says all homosexuals will go to hell.

DYG IS GAY

Those are the most often ed vers to teach that homosexuals will go to hell.

Fortunately for saved homosexuals and unfortunately for those who e those vers agast , the vers do not teach or imply that homosexuals will go to homosexual - gays, lbians, bisexuals and transgenr people - will go to heaven IF they tst J Christ as their Savr om s and hell and the wrath of God.

DYG IS GAY, I'M OUT. -JUN

I Cor 6:9 and Rev 22:15 scribe pagan worshipers of the fertily godss, not born aga gay men or lbian women or bisexuals or transsexuals.

Teachg that homosexuals will go to hell based on 1 Corthians 6:9 occurs bee many Christians misunrstand the Greek word, arsenokoai. Do not be ceived: Neher the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostut nor homosexual offenrs (arsenokoai)" 1 Cor 6:9, NIVBee the NIV did such a loy job and mistranslated the Greek word, arsenokoai, many people nclud that homosexuals will not her the kgdom of the NIV translators had bothered to study stead of jt gog by what the Greek lexins say, the gay muny uld have avoid a lot of pa and heartache.

Arsenokoai has never been a reference to a lbian uple or a gay male uple. Some Christians terpret Rev 22:15 to mean that all homosexuals are dogs and will not be heaven. Even one of the most anti-gay Christians, Dr.

AM I GAY?

” Robert Gagnon, The Bible and Homosexual Practice, p. The most likely explanatn is that the term "dogs" Rev 22:15 primarily has view emasculated male cult prostut whout excludg a wir reference to any who engage homosexual practice.

" Gagnon, The Bible and Homosexual Practice, p.

‘IF THEY FD OUT I’M GAY, THEY WILL KILL ME ON THE SPOT’: LIFE UNR TALIBAN RULE

” Gagnon, The Bible and Homosexual Practice, p. 106 How to get saved todayDo God five homosexuals if they repent but ntue to be gay?

I WAS A GAY BOY WHO TRIED TO KILL MYSELF. NOW I KNOW IT WASN'T MY FLT.

The Bible never rerds that God or an apostle healed anyone of beg gay or lbian. The belief that gays and lbians mt change their sexual orientatn when they get saved is a personal belief of many Christians, based on nothg but their own opn stead of on anythg the Bible actually, their opn that homosexuals go to hell is partially based on the NIV's mis-translatn of 1 Cor to related InfoGod sav gays but do you thk He wants them to stay gay? Why do homosexuals believe that homosexualy is not a s?

What do God really say about gay relatnships? I'm a gay Christian and I have some here to return to Gay Christian FAQ 've answered the qutn: Do the Bible say homosexuals will go to hell? Click here to return to Gay Christian 101 Home Page.

"Dyg Is Gay" refers to a memorable quote om a Team Fortrs 2 fan animatn "Endls Unual Troubl" by YouTuber STBlackST. Startg September 2019, an image macro which old Soldier tells baby Soldier that "dyg is gay" has been circulated meme muni on Redd, particularly mem about long-livg cultural phenomena, as a part of Mods Are Gay mem and for var other jok. In one scene of the vio, Soldier experienc a flashback and remembers his father teachg him that "dyg is gay.