The Myth of the Vlent, Self-Hatg Gay Homophobe -- Science of Us

Contents:

• SELF-LOATHG AMONG GAY PEOPLE IS NOTHG NEW. WE’RE OVERWHELMED BY
• SELF-HATRED AND THE STGGL OF BEG GAY
• THE MYTH OF THE VLENT, SELF-HATG GAY HOMOPHOBE
• WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A GAY PERSON GROWS UP AN ANTI-GAY HOME

SELF-LOATHG AMONG GAY PEOPLE IS NOTHG NEW. WE’RE OVERWHELMED BY

” Lookg back, I'd squirm my seat when this topic would e up; I myself was unfortable nontg their homophobia bee I had yet to nont my own ternalized homophobia. As I’ve grown to unrstand om my iends, fellow LGBTQ muny members, lleagu, and clicians, ternalized homophobia is what happens when we take the bias, prejudic, and hatred towards gay folks rerced by society (aka societal homophobia) and turn the bias ward back on ourselv. Internalized homophobia n show up the form of self-hatred, shame, fear, anxiety, and prsn for many gay clients, whether we are out of the closet or not.

SELF-HATRED AND THE STGGL OF BEG GAY

I should also acknowledge there is bate wh the psychologil and scientific muny as to the extent that this impacts gay and lbian dividuals and if we should e the term "ternalized homophobia" or stead nstct and redirect our attentn stead towards "more salient issu of cultural and stutnalized heterosexism. Alan Downs scrib the ternalizatn of homophobia his book, The Velvet Rage: Overg the pa of growg up gay a straight man's world. Colloquially, ternalized homophobia is a topic I've seen performed on stage a number of tim recently Los Angel, where wrers and edians alike scribe the pa of livg the closet as young teens.

Jt this weekend I attend a theatril performance lled Margalized, where a queer wrg group told stori of the ternalized shame of their childhoods as gay folks. Many queer folks I know have gone through perds before g out where we ourselv participated homophobia or belonged to homophobic spac.

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THE MYTH OF THE VLENT, SELF-HATG GAY HOMOPHOBE

Here’s what I want to get across about ternalized homophobia: touch all of one way or another, whether or not we’re nsc of .

Dismantlg eply entrenched systemic homophobia is a plited unrtakg, one I n’t pretend to break down and eradite through one post alone. But dismantlg systemilly starts wh , beg aware of ourselv, by acknowledgg homophobia exists all of , to one extent or another, gay or straight and across racial and socenomic l. I had a ar gay iend who is very much an outspoken champn of gay rights say to me once, “No one lik lbians” and then chuckle, “You know what I mean, Wh.

) It's hard to enurage our clients to let go of self-hatred, self-loathg, ternalized rage, and shame if we don't unrstand the role homophobia plays s velopment. Revis the mdful exercise we began wh and pse and take a few moments, wre down some reflectns, or strike up a nversatn wh your lleagu about homophobia our muni, our fai, and our own hearts and mds.

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A GAY PERSON GROWS UP AN ANTI-GAY HOME

If Ethan Stabl, the 20-year-old man nvicted on Monday of planng to kill atten of a lol gay pri event Cumbria, was really bisexual as he claimed urt, why would he want to hurt other LGBT people?

Sadly he wouldn’t be the gay people know the most homophobic school bully often pops up the lol gay bar a few years later, but there are wir exampl: Hollywood agents who bar clients om g out, historil figur such as Senator McCarthy’s anti-gay lawyer Roy Cohn, who mataed till the end that the Aids-related illns that killed him was liver ncer, the untls homophobic policians ught wh male rts. Omar Mateen, who mted Ameri’s most adly homophobic attack at the Pulse nightclub Orlando, Florida 2016, pledged his allegiance to Isis but was also alleged to have ma sexual advanc towards men.