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GREG MARTIN/CORNWALL LIVE" class="cp_picture__img" src="></picture><figptn class="Ya3u6 SilLI" data-ttid="ptned-picture-ptn">Simon Martyn Matthews has spoken out about hidg his sexualy for s. <span class="mjYl8"> Cred: <!-- -->Greg Mart/Cornwall Live</span></figptn></figure></hear><div class="_074l4 cp_grid__em" data-ttid="article-body"><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">A <a class="qNUzV q7LZa" data-ttid="next-lk-anchor" href="/news/wtuntry/topic/rnwall"><span class="n6NlI">Cornish</span></a> farmer has spoken out about spendg s hidg his sexualy bee he was aaid he wouldn't f . </p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">Simon Martyn Matthews, who liv and works on the Lizard pensula, said: "I never felt that I uld be gay and a farmer Cornwall. It never once felt like that was all gog to go together for me."</p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">Simon has worked on and off on dairy farms Cornwall his entire life. But the herdsman spent most of his life hidg a huge part of himself, before g out to his fay at the age of 30. </p><asi class="s0-6- A8Lwr" data-ttid="quote" aria-label="Quote om Simon Martyn Matthews: "When you are a ral environment ’s all about this macho farmer stereotype and I jt remember thkg how uld I ever be who I am and still be a farmer?""><p class="_623xg">When you are a ral environment ’s all about this macho farmer stereotype and I jt remember thkg how uld I ever be who I am and still be a farmer?</p><footer class="zD5PZ"><ce class="_3pG1n">Simon Martyn Matthews</ce></footer></asi><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">Now happily married to hband Ian Martyn Matthews who he has been wh for 18 years, he says he wish he uld have "been himself" sooner.</p><figure class="A8Lwr m-O"><div class="cp_placeholr"></div><figptn class="Ya3u6 SilLI" data-ttid="ptned-picture-ptn">Simon is now happily married and has been wh his hband for 18 years. <span class="mjYl8"> Cred: <!-- -->Greg Mart/Cornwall Live</span></figptn></figure><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">The 51-year-old relled beg a teenager and livg up to the expectatn that he was "mad about women" - when he was really dreamg about boys. He also spoke about his parents knowg he was gay the entire time, and later fdg out some of his farmer iends were actually gay too.</p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">Simon says he's been "lucky" wh the acceptance he's had om his fay, and whilst wonrg if he would've had the same acceptance had he e out sooner, he says his experience has ma him who he is today.</p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">The 1980s and 90s held huge challeng for the gay muny - both those livg openly and privately. </p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">Simon remembers well how different was today, havg "no gay role-mols" lolly when he was growg up, and havg never even seen or met another gay man. </p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">The AIDS crisis durg this time also had an impact on him.</p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">He said: “Durg my mid teens was also when AIDS had started and there was the tombstone advert and subnscly, that was the back of my md."</p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">"I thought that if I me out and had sex wh men that I was gog to get AIDS and that I was gog to die. So I jt kept tryg to shove to the back of my md.”</p><figure class="A8Lwr m-O"><div class="cp_placeholr"></div><figptn class="Ya3u6 SilLI" data-ttid="ptned-picture-ptn">Simon has worked on and off on dairy farms Cornwall his entire life.<span class="mjYl8"> Cred: <!-- -->Greg Mart/Cornwall Live</span></figptn></figure><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">Simon rells one time he was sat at home wh his parents, watchg the televisn, when Eastenrs aired the first gay kiss on a Brish soap 1989 and thkg that one day that would hopefully be him.</p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">Whilst his fay admted to knowg what was gog on, people around Simon say they had been fooled by his attempts to hi his sexualy. </p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">He said: "Years later, a farmer who ed to k wh me when I was younger also me out as gay and admted that he was mad after me but said I wouldn’t shut up about women.”<span class="LjyUJ"></span><span class="LjyUJ"></span>The talyst that lead Simon to feel he uld e out was when he went to Torquay to watch a show his female iend was takg part . <span class="LjyUJ"></span><span class="LjyUJ"></span>She had forewarned him that que a few of her iends were gay, but she had no ia Simon was at the time.<span class="LjyUJ"></span><span class="LjyUJ"></span>He said: “I remember thkg I was actually gog to meet a load of gay guys.<span class="LjyUJ"></span><span class="LjyUJ"></span>“The were jt ordary people. They jt had ordary jobs, they were plumbers or shop clerks and I realised they uld be jt like everyone else but gay at the same time. <span class="LjyUJ"></span><span class="LjyUJ"></span>"Until that pot, I never felt I uld be gay, and a farmer, and Cornwall. It never once felt like that was all gog to go together."</p><figure class="A8Lwr m-O"><div class="cp_placeholr"></div><figptn class="Ya3u6 SilLI" data-ttid="ptned-picture-ptn">Simon said he was bullied at school for preferrg sgg to sport. <span class="mjYl8"> Cred: <!-- -->Greg Mart/Cornwall Live</span></figptn></figure><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">Simon says hidg his sexualy was "very lonely" - but when he fally me out to his fay, they showed a lot of support.<span class="LjyUJ"></span><span class="LjyUJ"></span>He said: “They supported me all the way. A few months later I had even met a man who was havg problems g out wh his fay and my parents were so good they even let him move .”<span class="LjyUJ"></span><span class="LjyUJ"></span>He add: "A lot has changed sce then obvly. The biggt thg beg people's attus. </p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">"I nnot image how I would have e out when I was 20, or even if I did, I fely don't thk I would have been able to stay Cornwall at the time.</p><p class="A8Lwr BVYCX">"Luckily my mum and dad backed me and do take time. 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