'Killg Eve' star Fna Shaw was full of 'self-hatred' when she realised she was gay - Attu

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• 'KILLG EVE' STAR FNA SHAW: IT WAS A SHOCK TO DISVER I AM GAY
• ‘KILLG EVE’ STAR FNA SHAW WAS FULL OF ‘SELF-HATRED’ WHEN SHE REALISED SHE WAS GAY
• "WHAT'S HARR THAN TELLG YOUR PARENTS THAT YOU'RE GAY? TELLG YOUR CHILDREN"
• IS FNA SHAW GAY?

'KILLG EVE' STAR FNA SHAW: IT WAS A SHOCK TO DISVER I AM GAY

(Photo by Richard Shotwell/Invisn/AP)Killg Eve star Fna Shaw has nfsed she was shocked and “full of self-hatred” when she first realised she was 60-year-old actrs - who is married to 56-year-old enomist Sonali Deraniyagala - revealed she dated men for several years before disverg her sexualy - which me as a surprise to told the Big Issue: “I wasn’t any way gay until I was. As a teenager, I was very most my romantic more: Fna Shaw: I n’t wa until a new generatn is charge“I had this wonrful boyiend, then another, then later I beme gay.

Shaw is openly gay. Killg Eve and Harry Potter star Fna Shaw was full of ‘self-hatred’ when she realised she was gay. While speakg to the Big Issue, Shaw – who is married to enomist Sonali Deraniyagala – said: “I wasn’t any way gay until I was.

“I had this wonrful boyiend, then another, then later I beme gay.

‘KILLG EVE’ STAR FNA SHAW WAS FULL OF ‘SELF-HATRED’ WHEN SHE REALISED SHE WAS GAY

Gay. Fna Shaw cut a sual figure as she went for an eveng stroll wh her enomist wife Sonali Deraniyagala  London this 60-year-old Killg Eve actrs sported a grey top and matchg tracksu bottoms along wh a pair of traers for her day out wh her spoe, sual outg as Fna reveals that was a ‘shock’ to disver that she was gay after years of happily datg men, which left her ‘full of self-hatred’. ‘I wasn’t any way gay until I was.

‘I had this wonrful boyiend, then another, then later I beme gay. After the birth of his dghter, he lived as a gay man for the rt of his was a passnate and voted father, and when I was growg up, I ed to wonr how he and she had navigated this terrory. 99)Jse, 19: Oddly, we were never directly told that our parents were movg to gay relatnships.

We were told that they were breakg up, but never explicly that they were gay.

"WHAT'S HARR THAN TELLG YOUR PARENTS THAT YOU'RE GAY? TELLG YOUR CHILDREN"

Not livg wh both of my parents was very hard, all the ual divorce drama, but Mum beg gay didn't upset me – tth be told, her sexualy was never an issue for I was a ltle nervo of makg my parents' suatn public knowledge at first. I thk one part of me was ashamed and terrified that I might be homophobic, and took time to realise that that wasn't – I was terrified of havg a fay whose shape there was no tegory to scribe.

I beme pafully closeted about my fay – somethg that Mum probably found hard at a time when she was jt g "out of the closet" took a long time for me to talk to my iends about my parents' homosexualy. As much as some voic the field of munitn and ter have speculated if Fna Shaw is gay, there is no kd of evince that n rroborate this. While folks still say Fna Shaw is gay, their ments hold no nsistency or accuracy of any kd.

Although Fna Shaw has refed on numero ocsns to beg homosexual, mors are nstantly found on-le. Regardls of what people may thk, is creasgly mon for people to openly adm to beg gay, even more beg such an sential such as artist Fna Shaw. Shaw, who ially felt shock and even self-loathg over realizg her sexualy and has sce fortably played a range of gay and straight characters, said she isn’t so much “navigatg” Hollywood here and overseas as a lbian.

IS FNA SHAW GAY?

“If thgs are easg for people the gay world, that is a very good thg.

SHAW ON HER SEXUALITYShaw was not gay om birth and has admted the past that she was straight her early years. She even had a boy toy at some pot, but she jt found she was gay as she got olr. She said:"I wasn't any way gay until I was.