I am a straight girl, but wish I uld be wh a gay guy. | Srleteen

Contents:

• HER BOYIEND ISN'T GAY OR BI BUT HE IS SUCKG DICKS GLORY HOL
• I AM A STRAIGHT GIRL, BUT WISH I ULD BE WH A GAY GUY.
• WHY STRAIGHT MEN GAZE AT GAY WOMEN
• WHY ARE SO MANY WOMEN WATCHG MALE GAY PORN?

HER BOYIEND ISN'T GAY OR BI BUT HE IS SUCKG DICKS GLORY HOL

Personally, BI, I’ve been pecially attracted to homosexual men*** for as long as I n remember—I fd gayns mal very appealg—and 's no cince my hband is a homosexual. But I wouldn't have a hband now if I'd sat around my twenti stg wonrg whether my attractn to gay men was homophobic, fetishizg, objectifyg, etc., stead of actg on that attractn. "Male gays the female gaze: Women who watch m/m pornography, " by rearcher Lucy Neville, drew rearch om a recent survey om adult film se PornHub.

Women appear at a physlogil level to fd gay male sex jt as arog as heterosexual sex, acrdg to Neville's rearch.

I AM A STRAIGHT GIRL, BUT WISH I ULD BE WH A GAY GUY.

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However, 82 percent of participants preferred gay male pornography over other overwhelmg reason the women watched gay male porn was that they felt was more thentic than other genr.

WHY STRAIGHT MEN GAZE AT GAY WOMEN

"The women also said that they felt they shared a more mon gaze wh the target dience as opposed to heterosexual and lbian porn, which is predomantly ma for heterosexual men, and they felt gay men's pot of view was more le wh their personal preferenc and sir. They perceived the rough sex gay porn as more tasteful than behavrs displayed heterosexual and lbian porn, whout feelg "non-nsensual.

"Other participants simply enjoyed the taboo of gay sex and the ia they would never experience what was happeng on their laptops. He says he's not bisexual or gay. However, the amount that he jok about beg gay, givg blowjobs, etc., mak me thk he might be gay or bisexual and is g to terms wh his sexualy.

WHY ARE SO MANY WOMEN WATCHG MALE GAY PORN?

I wouldn't have any problems wh this—I dated women for ten years prr to him—but he emphatilly swears he's straight and often pots out that he don't like gay porn, he don't like to see gay men beg affectnate, etc. But sure, GLORY, this may be a fetishistic sire on your boyiend's part or he uld be the tit b bisexual and this is how your boyiend exprs his ty b of bisexualy and only his unrolved homophobia/biphobia prevents him om nceivg of himself as bisexual.

Or he uld be secretly be a whole lotta gay but suckg dicks glory hol is all the gay he'll allow himself. Or he uld be one of those non-gay/non-bi guys who lov to suck the ocsnal dick. But the fact your boyiend don't like to see gay men beg affectnate smacks ls of, "Not gay or bi, not at all gay or bi, nothg to see here, " and more of, "Internalized homophobia and other issu and possibly bi or maybe even gay.

So while I want to acknowledge the existence, the lived experience, and the validy of straight boys who like to suck ck but who are no other way attracted to men, this tail—your boyiend's disfort around gay men—uld be a sign that somethg else is gog on wh him. That don't have to mean he's gay or bi. It was a shty, selfish thg to do and you have a right to be angry about , GLORY, and you aren't obligated to put up wh this sh jt bee he's explorg his sexualy or stgglg wh ternalized homophobia/biphobia.