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WHAT I LEARNED ABOUT MYSELF AFTER YEARS OF FALLG FOR GAY MEN
So you're the same crappy boat as all people (gay, straight, or bi) who love someone that don't love them back. I always thought that was my flt that I was gay and that I was gog to my iendship wh her nstantly.
Durg that time I jt felt like everythg was wrong wh me, if only I was a boy or if only she was gay or if only I didn't love her etc.. My persistence fallg love wh gay I don’t mean havg a csh on Neil Patrick Harris or dreamg about removg Anrson Cooper’s black-amed glass to share a th-lipped kiss.
" Luckily, I never learned to drive, as Matt’s current profile pic on Facebook featur him wrapped a rabow, my early 20s, I uldn’t rist the plump lips and bedroom ey of my Greek gay btie, Peter. I knew he was gay, but so was I, and I liked him, so I gus the whole gay thg was pretty flexible, right? “He’s gay, ” they’d say a you-know-that-right?