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• ON "REVENGE BODY," KHLOE KARDASHIAN HELPS ONE GAY MAN COME OUT, KICKS ANOTHER OFF THE SHOW"THIS IS THE END OF THE ROAD FOR ."{FONT:NORMAL 800 1.2REM/1.2 "D BOLD",SANS-SERIF;TEXT-TRANSFORM:NORMAL;LOR:HER;DISPLAY:LE-BLOCK;PADDG-BOTTOM:6PX;POSN:RELATIVE;TEXT-TRANSFORM:UPPERSE;}{BACKGROUND:#89308A;BOTTOM:0;NTENT:'';DISPLAY:BLOCK;HEIGHT:2PX;LEFT:0;POSN:ABSOLUTE;RIGHT:0;-WEBK-TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;WIDTH:100%;}{LEFT:51%;RIGHT:51%;WIDTH:0;}{FONT:NORMAL 800 1.2REM/1.2 "D BOLD",SANS-SERIF;TEXT-TRANSFORM:NORMAL;LOR:HER;DISPLAY:LE-BLOCK;PADDG-BOTTOM:6PX;POSN:RELATIVE;TEXT-TRANSFORM:UPPERSE;}{BACKGROUND:#89308A;BOTTOM:0;NTENT:'';DISPLAY:BLOCK;HEIGHT:2PX;LEFT:0;POSN:ABSOLUTE;RIGHT:0;-WEBK-TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;WIDTH:100%;}{LEFT:51%;RIGHT:51%;WIDTH:0;}TVBY SAM MANZELLAJANUARY 17, 2018/1:30 {HEIGHT:HER;DISPLAY:-WEBK-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-FLEX;DISPLAY:-MS-FLEXBOX;DISPLAY:FLEX;POSN:RELATIVE;-WEBK-FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;-MS-FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;-WEBK-ALIGN-EMS:CENTER;-WEBK-BOX-ALIGN:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-ALIGN:CENTER;ALIGN-EMS:CENTER;-WEBK-BOX-PACK:CENTER;-WEBK-JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-PACK:CENTER;JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-WEBK-TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;-MS-TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;} IMG{HEIGHT:100%;WIDTH:100%;OBJECT-F:VER;}{HEIGHT:1338PX;WIDTH:2540PX;}E! ENTERTAMENT/YOUTUBEBY SAM MANZELLAJANUARY 17, 2018 / 1:30 PM{"@NTEXT":","@TYPE":"NEWSARTICLE","HEADLE":"ON \"REVENGE BODY,\" KHLOE KARDASHIAN HELPS ONE GAY MAN COME OUT, KICKS ANOTHER OFF THE SHOW","THUMBNAILURL":","DATEPUBLISHED":"2018-01-17T18:30:00.000+0000","DATEMODIFIED":"2018-01-17T18:30:00.000+0000","IMAGE":{"@NTEXT":","@TYPE":"IMAGEOBJECT","URL":","WIDTH":1920,"HEIGHT":1080},"URL":","THOR":{"@TYPE":"ORGANIZATN","NAME":"LOGO TV"},"MAENTYOFPAGE":{"@TYPE":"WEBPAGE","@ID":"},"PUBLISHER":{"@TYPE":"ORGANIZATN","@ID":","NAME":"LOGO TV","URL":","LOGO":{"@TYPE":"IMAGEOBJECT"}},"CREATOR":"SAM MANZELLA","ARTICLESECTN":"TV"}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}KHLOE KARDASHIAN IS BACK HELPG PEOPLE LIVE THEIR BT LIV ON SEASON 2 OF E!'S REVENGE BODY WH KHLOE KARDASHIAN. ON THE SHOW, THE 33-YEAR-OLD REALY STAR PAIRS WH TRAERS TO IMPROVE NTTANTS " MD, BODY AND SPIR."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ON SUNDAY'S EPISO, SHE HELPED MAYANK, A CLOSETED GAY MAN, SHED MORE THAN 40 POUNDS AND GA THE NFINCE TO E OUT.E! ENTERTAMENT/{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}MAYANK SAYS HE BEME AN "EMOTNAL EATER" TO AL WH HIDG HIS INTY OM HIS TRADNAL INDIAN FAY: "I STARTED EATG A LOT BEE I WAS EMOTNAL ABOUT ," HE TOLD THE NOW-PREGNANT STAR. THGS GOT WORSE WHEN HIS FATHER WAS DIAGNOSED WH A TERMAL ILLNS. "I JT FELT VERY UNFORTABLE AND VERY BAD, AND I JT TURNED TO FOOD."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}KARDASHIAN PAIRED MAYANK WH CELEBRY TRAER GUNNAR PETERSON, WHO HELPED HIM ULTIMATELY LOSE 44 POUNDS. SHE ALSO HELPED MAYANK FALLY TELL HIS FAY HE'S GAY AND A RELATNSHIP.E! ENTERTAMENT/{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}"THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE HAD MA ME REALLY UNRSTAND WHO I AM," MAYANK TELLS THEM. "THAT PERSON IS A GAY MAN WHO'S LOVE WH HIS BOYIEND."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}IN A TOUCHG MOMENT, HIS PARENTS AFFIRMED THEIR LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE: "YOU'RE MY CHILD AND YOUR HAPPS IS MY HAPPS," HIS FATHER SAID. "SO I ACCEPT YOU. I ACCEPT YOU FOR WHAT YOU ARE, AND I WANT TO SEE YOU HAPPY."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-FLEX;DISPLAY:-MS-FLEXBOX;DISPLAY:FLEX;-WEBK-BOX-PACK:CENTER;-WEBK-JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-PACK:CENTER;JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;POSN:RELATIVE;PADDG-BOTTOM:56.49999999999999%;} .TWTER-TWEET-RENRED, {M-WIDTH:65%;WIDTH:TO !IMPORTANT;} {WIDTH:100%;} {MARG-LEFT:TO !IMPORTANT;MARG-RIGHT:TO !IMPORTANT;} IMG{MAX-WIDTH:100%;WIDTH:100%;} > IAME{BORR:NONE;MAX-WIDTH:100%;} > *{MAX-WIDTH:NONE !IMPORTANT;POSN:ABSOLUTE;HEIGHT:100% !IMPORTANT;WIDTH:100% !IMPORTANT;}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}REVENGE BODY ISN'T ALWAYS HEARTWARMG, THOUGH: KARDASHIAN SHOWED VIEWERS A TOUGHER SI WHEN SHE KICKED A DIFFERENT GAY MAN OFF THE SHOW FOR {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ON MONDAY, A NTTANT NAMED JOEL TOLD HE HE WANTED TO LOSE WEIGHT TO GET BACK AT THE "BCH-ASS" BOYIEND WHO DUMPED HIM. KHLOE WAS A LTLE PUT OFF, REMDG HIM THE SHOW ISN'T JT ABOUT "EXTERR." (THE FACT THAT HIS EX ALLEGEDLY HAD LKEMIA MIGHT'VE ALSO BEEN A RED FLAG.)REVENGE BODY WH KHLOE KARDASHIAN/E!{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}SHE CID TO GIVE JOEL A CHANCE, ANYWAY, PARG HIM WH TRAER ASHLEY BORN. BUT AFTER JOEL SHOWED UP LATE (AND HUNER) TO HIS FIRST WORKOUT, WAS CLEAR HE WASN'T TAKG THGS SERLY.REVENGE BODY WH KHLOE KARDASHIAN/E!{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}HE TURNED ON THE WATERWORKS, BUT KARDASHIAN LLED HIM OUT FOR "ACTG." AND THAT'S WHEN THE TTH ME OUT: HE MA UP THE STORY ABOUT HAVG A BOYIEND WH {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}"I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S TE OR NOT ANYMORE," KARDASHIAN TOLD JOEL AS SHE SHOWED HIM THE DOOR. "I JT DON'T THK THIS JOURNEY IS FOR YOU... THIS IS THE END OF THE ROAD FOR ."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ON TWTER, SHE WROTE, "SO DISRPECTFUL!! JOEL TOTALLY PLAYED ... AND WE HAVE NO TIME FOR FAKERS!"{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-FLEX;DISPLAY:-MS-FLEXBOX;DISPLAY:FLEX;-WEBK-BOX-PACK:CENTER;-WEBK-JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-PACK:CENTER;JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;} .TWTER-TWEET-RENRED, {M-WIDTH:65%;WIDTH:TO !IMPORTANT;} {WIDTH:100%;} {MARG-LEFT:TO !IMPORTANT;MARG-RIGHT:TO !IMPORTANT;} IMG{MAX-WIDTH:100%;WIDTH:100%;} > IAME{BORR:NONE;MAX-WIDTH:100%;} > *{MAX-WIDTH:NONE !IMPORTANT;}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}REVENGE BODY WH KHLOE KARDASHIAN AIRS SUNDAYS AT 10/9C ON E!{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;CLEAR:BOTH;}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;MARG:0 TO;WIDTH:90%;M-WIDTH:288PX;MAX-WIDTH:1440PX;M-HEIGHT:194PX;}LATT NEWS
• KHLOé KARDASHIAN HELPS GAY MAN COME OUT ON ‘REVENGE BODY’
• GAY MEN AND BODY PERFECTN
• THE BOLDNS OF ROXANE GAY’S HUNGER

ON "REVENGE BODY," KHLOE KARDASHIAN HELPS ONE GAY MAN COME OUT, KICKS ANOTHER OFF THE SHOW"THIS IS THE END OF THE ROAD FOR ."{FONT:NORMAL 800 1.2REM/1.2 "D BOLD",SANS-SERIF;TEXT-TRANSFORM:NORMAL;LOR:HER;DISPLAY:LE-BLOCK;PADDG-BOTTOM:6PX;POSN:RELATIVE;TEXT-TRANSFORM:UPPERSE;}{BACKGROUND:#89308A;BOTTOM:0;NTENT:'';DISPLAY:BLOCK;HEIGHT:2PX;LEFT:0;POSN:ABSOLUTE;RIGHT:0;-WEBK-TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;WIDTH:100%;}{LEFT:51%;RIGHT:51%;WIDTH:0;}{FONT:NORMAL 800 1.2REM/1.2 "D BOLD",SANS-SERIF;TEXT-TRANSFORM:NORMAL;LOR:HER;DISPLAY:LE-BLOCK;PADDG-BOTTOM:6PX;POSN:RELATIVE;TEXT-TRANSFORM:UPPERSE;}{BACKGROUND:#89308A;BOTTOM:0;NTENT:'';DISPLAY:BLOCK;HEIGHT:2PX;LEFT:0;POSN:ABSOLUTE;RIGHT:0;-WEBK-TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;TRANSN:ALL 0.2S EASE;WIDTH:100%;}{LEFT:51%;RIGHT:51%;WIDTH:0;}TVBY SAM MANZELLAJANUARY 17, 2018/1:30 {HEIGHT:HER;DISPLAY:-WEBK-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-FLEX;DISPLAY:-MS-FLEXBOX;DISPLAY:FLEX;POSN:RELATIVE;-WEBK-FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;-MS-FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;FLEX-WRAP:WRAP;-WEBK-ALIGN-EMS:CENTER;-WEBK-BOX-ALIGN:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-ALIGN:CENTER;ALIGN-EMS:CENTER;-WEBK-BOX-PACK:CENTER;-WEBK-JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-PACK:CENTER;JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-WEBK-TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;-MS-TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;TRANSFORM-ORIG:CENTER;} IMG{HEIGHT:100%;WIDTH:100%;OBJECT-F:VER;}{HEIGHT:1338PX;WIDTH:2540PX;}E! 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"I JT FELT VERY UNFORTABLE AND VERY BAD, AND I JT TURNED TO FOOD."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}KARDASHIAN PAIRED MAYANK WH CELEBRY TRAER GUNNAR PETERSON, WHO HELPED HIM ULTIMATELY LOSE 44 POUNDS. SHE ALSO HELPED MAYANK FALLY TELL HIS FAY HE'S GAY AND A RELATNSHIP.E! ENTERTAMENT/{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}"THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE HAD MA ME REALLY UNRSTAND WHO I AM," MAYANK TELLS THEM. "THAT PERSON IS A GAY MAN WHO'S LOVE WH HIS BOYIEND."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}IN A TOUCHG MOMENT, HIS PARENTS AFFIRMED THEIR LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE: "YOU'RE MY CHILD AND YOUR HAPPS IS MY HAPPS," HIS FATHER SAID. "SO I ACCEPT YOU. I ACCEPT YOU FOR WHAT YOU ARE, AND I WANT TO SEE YOU HAPPY."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-FLEX;DISPLAY:-MS-FLEXBOX;DISPLAY:FLEX;-WEBK-BOX-PACK:CENTER;-WEBK-JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-PACK:CENTER;JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;POSN:RELATIVE;PADDG-BOTTOM:56.49999999999999%;} .TWTER-TWEET-RENRED, {M-WIDTH:65%;WIDTH:TO !IMPORTANT;} {WIDTH:100%;} {MARG-LEFT:TO !IMPORTANT;MARG-RIGHT:TO !IMPORTANT;} IMG{MAX-WIDTH:100%;WIDTH:100%;} > IAME{BORR:NONE;MAX-WIDTH:100%;} > *{MAX-WIDTH:NONE !IMPORTANT;POSN:ABSOLUTE;HEIGHT:100% !IMPORTANT;WIDTH:100% !IMPORTANT;}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}REVENGE BODY ISN'T ALWAYS HEARTWARMG, THOUGH: KARDASHIAN SHOWED VIEWERS A TOUGHER SI WHEN SHE KICKED A DIFFERENT GAY MAN OFF THE SHOW FOR {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ON MONDAY, A NTTANT NAMED JOEL TOLD HE HE WANTED TO LOSE WEIGHT TO GET BACK AT THE "BCH-ASS" BOYIEND WHO DUMPED HIM. KHLOE WAS A LTLE PUT OFF, REMDG HIM THE SHOW ISN'T JT ABOUT "EXTERR." (THE FACT THAT HIS EX ALLEGEDLY HAD LKEMIA MIGHT'VE ALSO BEEN A RED FLAG.)REVENGE BODY WH KHLOE KARDASHIAN/E!{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}SHE CID TO GIVE JOEL A CHANCE, ANYWAY, PARG HIM WH TRAER ASHLEY BORN. BUT AFTER JOEL SHOWED UP LATE (AND HUNER) TO HIS FIRST WORKOUT, WAS CLEAR HE WASN'T TAKG THGS SERLY.REVENGE BODY WH KHLOE KARDASHIAN/E!{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}HE TURNED ON THE WATERWORKS, BUT KARDASHIAN LLED HIM OUT FOR "ACTG." AND THAT'S WHEN THE TTH ME OUT: HE MA UP THE STORY ABOUT HAVG A BOYIEND WH {BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}"I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S TE OR NOT ANYMORE," KARDASHIAN TOLD JOEL AS SHE SHOWED HIM THE DOOR. "I JT DON'T THK THIS JOURNEY IS FOR YOU... THIS IS THE END OF THE ROAD FOR ."{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}ON TWTER, SHE WROTE, "SO DISRPECTFUL!! JOEL TOTALLY PLAYED ... AND WE HAVE NO TIME FOR FAKERS!"{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-BOX;DISPLAY:-WEBK-FLEX;DISPLAY:-MS-FLEXBOX;DISPLAY:FLEX;-WEBK-BOX-PACK:CENTER;-WEBK-JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;-MS-FLEX-PACK:CENTER;JTIFY-NTENT:CENTER;} .TWTER-TWEET-RENRED, {M-WIDTH:65%;WIDTH:TO !IMPORTANT;} {WIDTH:100%;} {MARG-LEFT:TO !IMPORTANT;MARG-RIGHT:TO !IMPORTANT;} IMG{MAX-WIDTH:100%;WIDTH:100%;} > IAME{BORR:NONE;MAX-WIDTH:100%;} > *{MAX-WIDTH:NONE !IMPORTANT;}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;PADDG:24PX 0;} A{LOR:#354A4E;-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;TEXT-RATN:UNRLE;} A:HOVER, A:FOC{-WEBK-TEXT-RATN:NONE;TEXT-RATN:NONE;} B, STRONG{FONT-WEIGHT:700;}REVENGE BODY WH KHLOE KARDASHIAN AIRS SUNDAYS AT 10/9C ON E!{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;CLEAR:BOTH;}{BOX-SIZG:BORR-BOX;MARG:0 TO;WIDTH:90%;M-WIDTH:288PX;MAX-WIDTH:1440PX;M-HEIGHT:194PX;}LATT NEWS

"On Sunday's episo, she helped Mayank, a closeted gay man, shed more than 40 pounds and ga the nfince to e says he beme an "emotnal eater" to al wh hidg his inty om his tradnal Indian fay: "I started eatg a lot bee I was emotnal about , " he told the now-pregnant star.

She also helped Mayank fally tell his fay he's gay and a relatnship. "That person is a gay man who's love wh his boyiend. "Revenge Body isn't always heartwarmg, though: Kardashian showed viewers a tougher si when she kicked a different gay man off the show for Monday, a nttant named Joel told he he wanted to lose weight to get back at the "bch-ass" boyiend who dumped him.

But to get to the root of Mayank’s issue wh eatg, she learned that ’s been a pg mechanism for livg his life as a closeted gay man. Any gay kid would be lucky to have a mom like her. But is also leavg many gay men feelg anx about their bodi.

KHLOé KARDASHIAN HELPS GAY MAN COME OUT ON ‘REVENGE BODY’

The gay media reprents bety and sirabily the form of youth and gym-toned bodi, makg the gay scene a harsh place for people who do not nform to such ials.

GAY MEN AND BODY PERFECTN

There is a high prevalence of psychologil distrs related to body image amongst gay men. Many gay men go to the gym every day.

THE BOLDNS OF ROXANE GAY’S HUNGER

We ually associate eatg disorrs wh women but is mon wh gay men too (and creasgly wh heterosexual men). Some gay men suffer om what we ll "mcle distrs.

This distrs go unnoticed bee is socially sirable to have the perfect body the gay scene. Many gay men velop harsh and cril thoughts about how they look, and n seem like an impossible battle to w. I see gay men whose strict liftyle has ma them miserable and they n’t fd a way towards ntentment for themselv.

Whilst the gay media perpetuat body perfectn and helps mata the distrs, the unrlyg disturbance that mak so many gay men predisposed to the stggl is homophobia. In my practice, I see many gay men whose real stggle is the fear of rejectn, the hypervigilance of threats makg vulnerabily tolerable for them. Gay men may not be able to intify the unrlyg pa by themselv but gay-affirmative therapy, they n have a space to unpack the var layers of their disturbanc.