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He hadn't met a gay man before and his feelgs were totally alien to him, so much so that he sperately tried to supprs them. </p><p class="BVYCX">''I was fightg agast beg someone I didn't want to bee,'' Nigel told Lorrae. ''I didn't want to be a gay person.''</p><p class="BVYCX">Alongsi his battle wh prsn and anxiety, Owens veloped bulimia and beme hooked on steroids as he stggled to accept that he was gay. In a shockg bid to put an end to his sexual sir towards men and subsequently all his problems, Owens asked a doctor to chemilly strate him.</p><blockquote class="lLs7Z vr8OE" data-ttid="quote"><p class="ka64y">I didn't want to be a gay person </p><footer class="_2pxnR"><ce class="WTLsF">Nigel Owens stggled to e to terms wh his sexualy </ce></footer></blockquote><div class="_8xmX9 vr8OE" data-ttid="embed-twter"><blockquote class="twter-tweet"><a href="></a></blockquote></div><p class="BVYCX">Aged 24, Owens attempted to take his own life due to his self loathg over his sexual orientatn - a regret he says will plague him for the rt of his life. </p><p class="BVYCX">His parents' vastated reactn ma him realise that he need to 'grow up', e to terms wh his sexualy and accept who he was. </p><p class="BVYCX">''That was the biggt challenge of my life - acceptg who I was,'' Nigel said. </p><div class="_8xmX9 vr8OE" data-ttid="embed-sta"></div><blockquote class="lLs7Z vr8OE" data-ttid="quote"><p class="ka64y">I will owe more to gby than gby will ever owe to me </p><footer class="_2pxnR"><ce class="WTLsF">Nigel Owens has received huge support om the gby muny after g out publicly</ce></footer></blockquote><p class="BVYCX">Owens eventually me out to his parents, aged 34, before g out publicly 2007 shortly before the Rugby World Cup. </p><p class="BVYCX">Fally at peace wh who he is, Nigel has bee an spiratnal voice for the LGBT muny sport. He says the love, warmth and acceptance he has received om the gby muny sce g out has been overwhelmg.</p><p class="BVYCX">''I had huge support om the gby world. I wouldn't be who I am today if I wasn't very fortunate to be the great sport that is gby,'' Nigel said. 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Outgog Internatnal Gay Rugby (IGR) chairman Ben Owen talks to World Rugby about the anisatn’s work, the challeng fac, and his own experienc wh the game.

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NIGEL OWENS: 'I ULDN'T ACCEPT I WAS GAY'

English gby has been praised for clampg down on homophobia the sport, though a leadg gay referee warns there is still work to be done eraditg the problem. * owens rugby gay *

He hadn't met a gay man before and his feelgs were totally alien to him, so much so that he sperately tried to supprs them. ''I didn't want to be a gay person.

WHO IS GBY REF NIGEL OWENS? WELSHMAN BRAVELY ME OUT AS GAY, FOUGHT BULIMIA AND OVERME SUICI

* owens rugby gay *

''Alongsi his battle wh prsn and anxiety, Owens veloped bulimia and beme hooked on steroids as he stggled to accept that he was gay. I didn't want to be a gay person Aged 24, Owens attempted to take his own life due to his self loathg over his sexual orientatn - a regret he says will plague him for the rt of his life. When gby referee Nigel Owens me out as gay 2007, he said was “a big taboo” to be LGBT+ his le of work.

Welsh gby player Gareth Thomas later me out as gay, and other players have opened up about their inti too.

RUGBY’S TRAILBLAZG GAY REFEREE NIGEL OWENS REVEALS SUICI ATTEMPT AT AGE 11 DUE TO BULLYG — YEARS BEFORE TRYG TO KILL HIMSELF A BATTLE WH SEXUALY

Did you enunter much homophobia after g out as gay?

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He hadn't met a gay man before and his feelgs were totally alien to him, so much so that he sperately tried to supprs them. </p><p class="BVYCX">''I was fightg agast beg someone I didn't want to bee,'' Nigel told Lorrae. ''I didn't want to be a gay person.''</p><p class="BVYCX">Alongsi his battle wh prsn and anxiety, Owens veloped bulimia and beme hooked on steroids as he stggled to accept that he was gay. In a shockg bid to put an end to his sexual sir towards men and subsequently all his problems, Owens asked a doctor to chemilly strate him.</p><blockquote class="lLs7Z vr8OE" data-ttid="quote"><p class="ka64y">I didn't want to be a gay person </p><footer class="_2pxnR"><ce class="WTLsF">Nigel Owens stggled to e to terms wh his sexualy </ce></footer></blockquote><div class="_8xmX9 vr8OE" data-ttid="embed-twter"><blockquote class="twter-tweet"><a href="></a></blockquote></div><p class="BVYCX">Aged 24, Owens attempted to take his own life due to his self loathg over his sexual orientatn - a regret he says will plague him for the rt of his life. </p><p class="BVYCX">His parents' vastated reactn ma him realise that he need to 'grow up', e to terms wh his sexualy and accept who he was. </p><p class="BVYCX">''That was the biggt challenge of my life - acceptg who I was,'' Nigel said. </p><div class="_8xmX9 vr8OE" data-ttid="embed-sta"></div><blockquote class="lLs7Z vr8OE" data-ttid="quote"><p class="ka64y">I will owe more to gby than gby will ever owe to me </p><footer class="_2pxnR"><ce class="WTLsF">Nigel Owens has received huge support om the gby muny after g out publicly</ce></footer></blockquote><p class="BVYCX">Owens eventually me out to his parents, aged 34, before g out publicly 2007 shortly before the Rugby World Cup. </p><p class="BVYCX">Fally at peace wh who he is, Nigel has bee an spiratnal voice for the LGBT muny sport. He says the love, warmth and acceptance he has received om the gby muny sce g out has been overwhelmg.</p><p class="BVYCX">''I had huge support om the gby world. I wouldn't be who I am today if I wasn't very fortunate to be the great sport that is gby,'' Nigel said. 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