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I'm sred that my iendship wh my btiend will fall apart after what happened. Up to this pot he did not know that I'm gay, and I have no... * gay experimenting *
If I fooled arounfld wh my iends when I was like 15 and now I'm 17 and still want to fool around do this mean I'm gay. Up to this pot he did not know that I'm gay, and I have no reason to thk that he is anythg other than straight.
him "Please tell me if you're gay or straight bee s really killg me".
There's a way to burst through the shame gay men are ma to feel about homosexualy. * gay experimenting *
him "Okay but please be hont wh your self and go the way god tend, bee I don't thk I n handle havg a gay iend" (that basilly broke my heart). me " what do you mean you n't take havg a gay bt iend? He's pretty relig and h been tght that beg gay is wrong.
I also wanted to say that I unrstand this person is your bt iend, and that is a special bond, but a uple of his words are worrisome (he don't thk he n handle havg a gay bt iend, llg straight people 'normal'). He may be gay, he may be bi, he may be straight (and was jt experimentg, like many people do). Gay.
* gay experimenting *
If he nnot accept you as gay after what you guys did, then at that pot he is alg wh his own issu of not beg entirely straight. As you know, there is nothg wrong wh beg gay, or LGBT for that matter. It n be a long journey to e to terms wh beg gay.
He told me that my bt iend stggle wh gay feelgs for a long time, but he claims that god "fixed him". If he really is gay or bi, he's ep nial.
If you ever get a chance, talk to him about beg gay and Christian, 's pletely okay!!!! From what your mutual iend dited about his fah and stggle wh gay feelgs, seems to clarify some fairly nfg signs he was givg you, and seems to dite that he is stgglg to accept himself wh the ntext of his relig beliefs. I believe sexualy is one of the areas - a great number of guys are kd of bi, rather than totally straight or even totally gay!