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Kev Maxen, an associate strength ach wh the Jacksonville Jaguars, has bee the first male ach a major U.S.-based profsnal league to e out as gay.

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BEG A GAY JEHOVAH'S WNS MA DANIEL FEEL LIKE HE 'DIDN'T BELONG ANYWHERE'

Growg up gay and wh the Jehovah's Wns muny, Daniel Tnton says his life has been filled wh isolatn, sadns and trma. * ex jw gay *

Growg up gay and wh the Jehovah's Wns muny, Daniel Tnton says his life has been filled wh isolatn, sadns and trma.

WHEN A HOMOPHOBIC EX-JEHOVAH'S WNS FELL FOR A GAY COWBOY

Knowg what I know today, and beg ee of even a smidge of self-hatred for beg gay, would I go back to my roo years, if I uld, and explore what Buck was offerg to me back then? Would I wrtle naked wh him? Hell yeah. * ex jw gay *

"He says members of the ngregatn would refer to homosexuals as "the vil" or "mons". "That was how homosexuals were always portrayed at the meetgs and bible discsns, so beg aware that you were gay, you really were odd. GROWING UP GAY.

EX-JEHOVAH’S WNS TO GAY COMMUNY: “EVERYTHG I LEARNED…IS A BIG PILE OF SH*T”

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Sce homosexuals ually e to that regnn as young teenagers, their youthfulns mak them pecially sensive to beg scribed by the Watchtower as disgtg perverts that need to ntrol their Satanic urg. M0nk3y Growg up as a Gay Jehovah's Wns Atralia. The Hardship of beg a Gay Jehovah's Wns.

I halfway expected them to say that they didn't approve of “homosexualy” and that they found disgtg, but what I didn't expect them to say was for them to tell me that “Gay do not exist. There is no such thg as homosexualy.

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Is a lk to a webse ntag a mmerisg story of a gay Jehovah's Wns that went to Bethel, wh tragic nsequenc. He provis special sight to the ner workgs of the Organizatn, the stggle Jehovah's Wns go through wh never feelg good enough, and his journey as a gay Jehovah's Wns.

paper Insi and Outst: Multifaceted Stigma and Remptn the Liv of Gay and Lbian Jehovah's Wns.

for a tailed look at growg up as a gay Jehovah's Wns.

JAGUARS ACH KEV MAXEN OUT AS GAY HISTORIC ANNOUNCEMENT

A few weeks later, our ngregatn’s pridg elr lled me on the phone and asked if I was “a homosexual” and planng to live as one, as if the two n be separated. I was as homophobic as they e.

Not only was I verbally homophobic, but my life was still absorbed by relig doctratn and guilt. In the privacy of my unspoken md, I characterized my secret homosexual sir as "gay, " a much gentler term for the sir that I didn't want, and a stark ntrast to the ephets I ed public discsns of other homosexuals. Everythg I believed about homosexualy had been learned om my father and my relig upbrgg wh the Jehovah's Wns, and none of was years prr to meetg Buck, I had n away om home and untentnally abandoned the Wns relign the procs.

At that time, I was nvced that all gay men, except for me, wore drag. Gay men often sported earrgs their left ears, I had been told. I knew I was a homosexual, but there was no chance I would ever act on those sir, even when nonted by another wboy named Buck who wanted to wrtle naked.

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Buck uldn't possibly be gay, I thought. My relign had assured me that God hated homosexuals. They know nothg about my years of prayer, when I believed that God would cure me if only I prayed a ltle harr, and they have nvced themselv that my homosexualy is an activy, not an inty.

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