This is the story of my first time and, as many first tim on anythg, didn't´t go well bee of my experience. Many say they knew they were gay their whole liv, not my se. I had no ia. If somebody would tell me I was gay before that day, I would have given them a middle fger. But I
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I'm sred that my iendship wh my btiend will fall apart after what happened. Up to this pot he did not know that I'm gay, and I have no... * experimenting gay *
If I fooled arounfld wh my iends when I was like 15 and now I'm 17 and still want to fool around do this mean I'm gay. Up to this pot he did not know that I'm gay, and I have no reason to thk that he is anythg other than straight. him "Please tell me if you're gay or straight bee s really killg me".
him "Okay but please be hont wh your self and go the way god tend, bee I don't thk I n handle havg a gay iend" (that basilly broke my heart). me " what do you mean you n't take havg a gay bt iend? He's pretty relig and h been tght that beg gay is wrong.
I also wanted to say that I unrstand this person is your bt iend, and that is a special bond, but a uple of his words are worrisome (he don't thk he n handle havg a gay bt iend, llg straight people 'normal'). He may be gay, he may be bi, he may be straight (and was jt experimentg, like many people do).
* experimenting gay *
Gay. If he nnot accept you as gay after what you guys did, then at that pot he is alg wh his own issu of not beg entirely straight.
As you know, there is nothg wrong wh beg gay, or LGBT for that matter. It n be a long journey to e to terms wh beg gay. He told me that my bt iend stggle wh gay feelgs for a long time, but he claims that god "fixed him".
If he really is gay or bi, he's ep nial. If you ever get a chance, talk to him about beg gay and Christian, 's pletely okay!!!!