This is the story of my first time and, as many first tim on anythg, didn't´t go well bee of my experience. Many say they knew they were gay their whole liv, not my se. I had no ia. If somebody would tell me I was gay before that day, I would have given them a middle fger. But I
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I'm sred that my iendship wh my btiend will fall apart after what happened. Up to this pot he did not know that I'm gay, and I have no... * experimenting gay *
If I fooled arounfld wh my iends when I was like 15 and now I'm 17 and still want to fool around do this mean I'm gay.
Up to this pot he did not know that I'm gay, and I have no reason to thk that he is anythg other than straight.
* experimenting gay *
him "Please tell me if you're gay or straight bee s really killg me". him "Okay but please be hont wh your self and go the way god tend, bee I don't thk I n handle havg a gay iend" (that basilly broke my heart). me " what do you mean you n't take havg a gay bt iend?
He's pretty relig and h been tght that beg gay is wrong. I also wanted to say that I unrstand this person is your bt iend, and that is a special bond, but a uple of his words are worrisome (he don't thk he n handle havg a gay bt iend, llg straight people 'normal'). He may be gay, he may be bi, he may be straight (and was jt experimentg, like many people do).