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A backlash is growg over l that bar children of same-sex parents om baptisms and clar members gay unns apostat subject to exmunitn.

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NEW POLICY ON GAY COUPL AND THEIR CHILDREN ROILS MORMON CHURCH

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13, 2015The Church of J Christ of Latter-day Sats is facg a growg backlash om Mormons upset about a new policy that bars children livg wh same-sex upl om baby-namg ceremoni and baptisms and clar members gay marriag to be apostat subject to church, while standg by s new policy, issued a clarifitn on Friday, sayg that the l affected only children whose “primary rince” was wh a same-sex uple — not those who might have a gay parent livg elsewhere.

Some Mormon ngregatns have quietly weled gay upl and their Bowmer/Associated PrsUntil the clarifitn on Friday, the only official explanatn the church had offered was a 10-mute viotaped terview wh D. There is an onle petn askg artists to ncel their performanc wh the Mormon Tabernacle Choir at s Christmas were immediate objectns on Friday to the church’s clarifitn, wh some Mormons sayg that puts unfair prsure on the children of divorced parents to choose to live wh heterosexual parents over gay on if they hope to rema the church.

MORMONS SEEK GOLN MEAN BETWEEN GAY RIGHTS AND RELIG BELIEFS

Unr the policy, the children of gay upl also will now have to wa until they are 18 and out of the home until they n seek formal admissn to the church. * mormon gay 2015 *

Her father, Donald Braegger, recently me out as gay and cid to rign this year before a disciplary hearg that uld have rulted Braegger, 55, said his story was the same as that of many gay Mormons whose children would be affected by the new policy: Even though he knew as a young man that he was attracted to men, he married a woman bee his church tght that homosexualy was sful, and he was a fahful believer. After 26 years, he and his wife divorced about a year and a half his children were younger than 18, they would be barred om church membership unr the new policy if they were ridg primarily wh him and a gay partner. He rigned before he faced a disciplary hearg, he was not we handle rrectnsA versn of this article appears prt on, Sectn A, Page 14 of the New York edn wh the headle: New Rul on Gay Coupl and Their Children Roil the Mormon Church.

MORMON AND GAY: CHURCH SAYS YOU N BE BOTH

Mormon lears tried to stake out a middle ground the latg battle between gay rights and relig eedom on Tuday, mandg that both ias, together, be treated as a natnal prry. * mormon gay 2015 *

The new polici are an effort by the church, which has long opposed same-sex marriage, to rerce and even harn s doctral boundari for s members at a time when small but creasg numbers of Mormons are g out as gay or supportive of same-sex marriage.

Sce the Supreme Court tablished a right to same-sex marriage natnwi June, Mormon lears have parted pany wh the lears of evangelil and other nservative church by affirmg that spe their relig nvictns, even people of fah opposed to gay marriage mt follow the law.

”Mormons, while generally socially nservative, are creasgly acceptg of gay relatnships, reflectg broar trends Amerin life that affect even members of the most tradnal fahs.

CHURCH UPDAT OFFICIAL ‘MORMON AND GAY’ WEBSE

The Church of J Christ of Latter-day Sats, monly known as the Mormon church, unveiled a new webse – and new approach – to gay and lbian Mormons. * mormon gay 2015 *

A new study released this week by the Pew Rearch Center on Relign & Public Life found that 36 percent of Mormons agreed 2014 that homosexualy should be accepted by society, up om 24 percent 2007.

But, the study not, Mormons ntue to be among the least acceptg of homosexualy when pared wh other relig church has lobbied agast laws legalizg same-sex unns, but has also recent years supported laws tend to protect gay people om discrimatn.

In March, lears at the church’s headquarters Salt Lake Cy helped to pass a bill known as the “Utah promise, ” which bans discrimatn agast lbian, gay, bisexual and transgenr people hog and employment but protects relig stutns that do not ndone gay top Mormon official recently livered a major addrs sayg that public officials like Kim Davis, the Rowan County, Ky., clerk who went to jail after refg to issue marriage licens, mt follow the law spe their relig opposn to gay marriage.

RISG NUMBERS OF YOUNG ADULT MORMONS THE US ARE GAY, LBIAN OR BISEXUAL

is an official webse om The Church of J Christ of Latter-day Sats. The se’s purpose is to help everyone better unrstand same-sex attractn om a gospel perspective. * mormon gay 2015 *

The children may not be remend to serve as missnari, which is a re of passage for many Mormon the new l, a child of a same-sex uple may jo the church only after age 18 by meetg the ndns: ms “to live the teachgs and doctre of the church and specifilly disavows the practice of same-genr habatn and marriage”; not live wh a parent who is a same-sex relatnship; and receiv approval om lol church lears and the church’s First Princy — the uppermost learship of the Dehl, a gay rights advote who is straight and was exmunited earlier this year, said, “The cln of same-genr marriage as specific grounds for apostasy is surprisg only bee really pats the church to a rner, and leav them ls room to slowly fse a change over time. 27, 2015Mormon lears tried to stake out a middle ground the latg battle between gay rights and relig eedom on Tuday, mandg that both ias, together, be treated as a natnal a rare news nference at church headquarters Salt Lake Cy, lears of the Church of J Christ of Latter-day Sats forcefully nmned discrimatn agast gays and vowed to support nondiscrimatn laws — like one proposed Utah — to protect people om beg nied jobs or hog bee of their sexual they also lled for the same laws, or others, to protect the rights of people who say their beliefs pel them to oppose homosexualy or to refe service to gay upl. ”The church’s announcement, an attempt to plate all sis of a divisive issue, astonished some lawmakers the halls of Utah’s Capol, who lled a watershed moment that uld renfigure the bate over gay rights their socially nservative state.

Wh the church now backg nondiscrimatn laws, a bill offerg such protectns to those who are lbian, gay, bisexual and transgenr now appears more likely to pass after years of beg stalled the church had already supported such legislatn Salt Lake Cy and other lol Utah jurisdictns, but had held off endorsg statewi. ”The Mormon lears at the news nference, three of the church’s male apostl and one woman, ma clear that their church do not tend to change s doctre, which says that marriage n be only between a man and a woman, and that gay sexual relatnships are doctre “ om sacred Scripture, and we are not at liberty to change , ” said Sister Neill Marrtt, a lear church women’s church is now tryg to posn self as a champn of both gay rights and the nservative relig opposn to gay rights. Gay rights advot have long mataed that nyg service to gays on the basis of relig belief is no different om the discrimatn agast blacks that was outlawed durg the civil rights Human Rights Campaign, a leadg gay rights anizatn, said the Mormon lears’ endorsement of nondiscrimatn laws may be “eply meangful” to gay Mormons and their fai, but is “eply flawed” as a matter of public policy.

Mormon lears have recent years joed Roman Catholic bishops, Southern Baptist pastors and other nservative evangelils what they have amed as a “relig liberty” mpaign to fend their eedom of Tuday’s announcement aga shows that the Mormon Church has been tryg to change s tone on homosexualy sce 2008, when faced wispread nmnatn for mobilizg members and raisg money to help pass Proposn 8 California, which outlawed same-sex 2009, the church threw s support behd a lol law Salt Lake Cy protectg gay and transgenr people om job and hog discrimatn.

THIS GAY MORMON LOVE STORY WILL BREAK YOUR HEART: WATCH

Mormon lears do not speak of a gay or lbian sexual orientatn, though they now fully acknowledge that many people 'stggle wh same-genr attractn.' * mormon gay 2015 *

Conveng a rare prs nference on Tuday at church headquarters Salt Lake Cy, Mormon lears pledged to support anti-discrimatn laws for gays, lbians, bisexuals and transgenr people, as long the laws also protect the rights of relig groups. At the same time, Mormon lears have taken an creasgly civil tone towards gays and lbians recent years, and gay rights groups cheered the church for endorsg the Boy Suts’ cisn to allow gay suts 2013.

Jt two years ago, the church received much public praise for rcdg a 2015 policy, ntroversial among Mormons at the time, that clared the mor children of gay people uld not be baptized to or jo the church as members—at least not until they were 18 years old, and only then if they would nounce their parents’ marriage and nmn their sexualy. Given how ntent the qutn of gay rights has been among Mormons sce the church threw s whole weight behd California’s anti-gay-marriage Proposn 8 2008, the post-2019 perd has been one of wele relative quiet om the church. C., Holland’s speech was the first time I tly worried that my future kids might attend public school wh peers who would be tght about the evils of beg gay, week and week out at church.

Mormonism is now facg a world which not only the majory of outsirs, but also a signifint portn of their own membership—cludg s own universy’s faculty—seem to regnize that doctre for what is: a list of proposns phrased as irrefutable tths, issued by a group of men who grew up wh homophobia suffg every stutn their liv. The same day Holland issued his revanchist addrs to the faculty, BYU’s admistratn was openg and publicizg s new Office of Belongg, a long-sought-for refuge not only for BYU’s growg number of openly gay stunts, but also s relig and racial mori, who are reported to face wispread bias and prejudice on mp, acrdg to a report issued by an ternal Commtee on Race, Equy, and Belongg.

POLICY CHANG ANNOUNCED FOR MEMBERS GAY MARRIAG, CHILDREN OF LGBT PARENTS

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Still, today, the church funnels members who nfs to feelg “same-sex attractn” to support groups that enurage members to enter heterosexual marriag, wh promis that the gay feelgs will be overe after sufficient fahfulns, or at least, ath. Matt Easton has ced the wily publicized 2016 ath by suici of one of his classmat at BYU, Harry Fisher, as part of the reason for his cisn to e out as gay his valedictorian speech. Due to Mormon teachgs that there is no way to have romantic relatnships wh those of the same sex and be exalted the afterlife, gay Mormons face high rat of lonels, suicidaly, and prsn.

In March, lears at the church’s headquarters Salt Lake Cy helped to pass a bill known as the “Utah promise, ” which protects LGBT people om discrimatn, as well as opponents of gay rights who ce relign as a basis for their church, which has exprsed fears that gay rights uld tmp relig rights, received natnal backlash after  fought gay marriage California through Proposn 8 month, Dall Oaks, a member of the LDS Church’s Twelve Apostl, said Kentucky unty clerk Kim Davis erred her cisn to cle to sign same-sex marriage licens, and he urged more balance, tolerance and civily protectg relig January 2015, Dall H. Repeatedly actg agast the church and opposg s lears n make someone an apostate and would likely affect temple privileg and membership Lake Cy, where the LDS headquarters are based, jt elected Jackie Biskupski as the cy’s first openly gay mayor this relig groups, Jehovah’s Wns and Mormons are the most opposed to same-sex marriage. About 57 percent of Mormons say homosexualy should be disuraged by society, down om 68 percent new policy puts same-sex marriage to the same tegory as polygamo marriage.

GAY MORMON

The betiful and heartbreakg love story of a gay Mormon who went on a missn to Italy 1974 and fell love wh a man named Gianni. * mormon gay 2015 *

Thacker, who is gay and would like to be married and have children some day, said that LGBT Mormons feel phed out of the a fifth generatn Mormon who plays piano servic, Thacker said his ward was welg to him and his partner when he began attendg servic four years ago after ne years away om the church. " "[If] homosexual sex wh marriage is wrong and heterosexual sex wh marriage is great, we're not treatg 'immoral nduct heterosexual or homosexual the same way, ' " as one person noted on Twter.

The PoX got majorly walked back — which is FANTASTIC — although I’ll pot out that if homosexual sex wh marriage is wrong and heterosexual sex wh marriage is great, we’re not treatg “immoral nduct heterosexual or homosexual the same way” — jaclyn (@j_n_foster) April 4, 2019.

I believe & look forward to more wonrful surpris the futureI know there will e a pot my life when I will stand wh my fellow Sats & be able to say that I have not been nied any blsgs now or Eterny bee I am gay. Now he and his wife Elizabeth are featured promently on “Mormon and Gay, ” discsg how they have grown together as the new materials gave them the tools for “a healthy dialogue.

Children of parents who intify themselv as lbian, gay, bisexual, or transgenr may now be blsed as fants and baptized The Church of J Christ of Latter-day Sats whout First Princy approval, Print Dall H. Oaks announced Thursday morng, April 4. * mormon gay 2015 *

As public opn – and scientific unrstandg – on sexualy has shifted wh remarkable speed, many nomatns, cludg Mormon lears, have had to grapple wh a difficult qutn: How do they mata tradnal doctre that homosexual acts are sful, while acceptg and misterg to gay and lbian Mormons who scerely wish to rema part of their church? Fulmer, who self-intifi as a gay Mormon and is featured on the new webse, said the new materials “give a steppg stone to have more open munitn about this and to te others on how to help and how to rpond to somebody who is gay. Trevor Johnson, a gay man who was raised Mormon but rigned his membership after gettg engaged, said, “When I first me out, the most damagg thg was feelg like people didn’t believe me that I was attracted to men.

A valedictorian at Brigham Young Universy me out his addrs as a ‘gay son of God.’ And his admissn met wh loud applse. An expert explas how big a change this is for the Mormon Church. * mormon gay 2015 *

Keetch both say they have bee more ted on homosexualy through their volvement producg the materials — a two-year procs which volved the church learship, LGBT advocy groups and mental health profsnals. In a church found on the ncept of ntual revelatn, many members qutn what those “future updat” uld be — cludg whether the church will revoke s ntroversial policy on the children of gay parents.

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We're at a drag-show chary event St. Gee, Utah, to raise money for the ncer treatment of the mother of a gay man the muny, and the Fire Hoe is one of the few venu town that hosts LGBT events.</p><style data-emotn="css 18vfmjb">{font-fay:Charter,Geia,Tim,Serif;font-size:1.1875rem;le-height:1.6;} em{font-fay:Charter,Geia,Tim,Serif;font-style:alic;} strong{font-fay:Charter,Geia,Tim,Serif;font-weight:bold;}</style><p data-no-id="1" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">"Put your hands together if you're Mormon," Drag Donald shouts. "Do we clap?" Garrett asks. Their letters of rignatn om the Mormon church had been submted five months earlier; soon after, they received nfirmatn om the Church that their nam had been removed om the membership rerds. Kyle shgs and they both put their hands together. </p><p data-no-id="2" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Lda Stay, their close iend and future weddg officiate, walks over and giv both men large hugs. She's a "mama dragon," a term the Mormon muny to scribe mothers who fiercely advote for gay rights. "I thk every gay Mormon child wish for a mom like that," Garett says wistfully.</p><p data-no-id="3" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Mut later, the lights dim and a belly dancer jumps onstage, slkg about wh a yellow snake around her neck while Brney Spears' "I'm a Slave 4 U" blasts the background. Kyle and Garett sip on hard cir, whisper each other's ears, and sneak quick kiss throughout the night. Kyle nearly los his voice om all of the supportive whoopg."There's no pri center or gay club or place that un ," Kyle says as he walks out to the night. "We don't see them a lot, but the people are our fay St. Gee." He timat that there are a few hundred LGBT people the area, wh about eight hundred alli who e to special events they anize. Kyle and Garett often fly to Salt Lake Cy to feel surround by a stronger LGBT muny.</p><style data-emotn="css d9wkvk">{--data-embed-display:flex;-webk-align-ems:center;-webk-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-ems:center;clear:both;display:-webk-box;display:-webk-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;marg-bottom:0.9375rem;marg-left:to;marg-right:to;width:100%;}@media(m-width: 20rem){{marg:to lc(50% - 50vw) 0.9375rem;width:100vw;}}@media(m-width: 30rem){{marg:to lc(50% - 50vw) 0.9375rem;width:100vw;}}@media(m-width: 40.625rem){{marg:to lc(50% - 50vw) 0.9375rem;width:100vw;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{marg:to lc(50% - 50vw) 0.9375rem;width:100vw;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{marg:to lc(50% - 50vw) 0.9375rem;width:100vw;}}@media(m-width: 73.75rem){{marg:to lc(50% - 50vw) 0.9375rem;width:100vw;}}@media(m-width: 75rem){{marg:to lc(50% - 50vw) 0.9375rem;width:100vw;}}@media(m-width: 90rem){{marg:to lc(50% - 50vw) 0.9375rem;width:100vw;}} a span{right:1rem;} img{width:to;height:85vh;} a{display:-webk-le-box;display:-webk-le-flex;display:-ms-le-flexbox;display:le-flex;posn:var(--posn, relative);} img:not(.ewcw41w1){display:block;width:100%;height:to;-webk-align-self:flex-start;-ms-flex-em-align:flex-start;align-self:flex-start;}</style><div size="large" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="4" class="align-center size-large embed css-d9wkvk e1xqj1sx4"><style data-emotn="css uwraif">{width:100%;display:-webk-le-box;display:-webk-le-flex;display:-ms-le-flexbox;display:le-flex;-webk-flex-directn:lumn;-ms-flex-directn:lumn;flex-directn:lumn;marg-left:to;marg-right:to;-webk-box-pack:center;-ms-flex-pack:center;-webk-jtify-ntent:center;jtify-ntent:center;}</style><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><style data-emotn="css p7qblm">{posn:relative;--posn:absolute;height:to;} img{max-width:100%;height:to;} a{posn:absolute;}</style><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="Entertament, Event, Performg arts, Party, Mic venue, Magenta, Dance, Public event, Audience, Dis, " tle="Entertament, Event, Performg arts, Party, Mic venue, Magenta, Dance, Public event, Audience, Dis, " loadg="lazy" width="2952" height="1968" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><style data-emotn="css 1i6sckr">{background:#c92228;bottom:0;paddg:.5rem;right:0;}@media(m-width: 64rem){{paddg:0.39rem;}}</style><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><style data-emotn="css 1l3i1cl">{display:block;height:1rem;width:1rem;}@media(m-width: 64rem){{width:1.063rem;height:1.063rem;}}</style><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><style data-emotn="css 1gccgwy">@media(m-width: 20rem){{paddg-left:1rem;}}@media(m-width: 30rem){{paddg-left:1rem;}}@media(m-width: 40.625rem){{paddg-left:1rem;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{paddg-left:1rem;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{paddg-left:1rem;}}@media(m-width: 73.75rem){{paddg-left:1rem;}}@media(m-width: 75rem){{paddg-left:1rem;}}@media(m-width: 90rem){{paddg-left:1rem;}}</style><div class="css-1gccgwy e1xqj1sx2"><style data-emotn="css 1am3yn9">{paddg-left:0rem;le-height:1;}</style><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><style data-emotn="css 1mcfn5x">{lor:#595959;font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;paddg-right:0.3125rem;}@media(max-width: 48rem){{font-size:0.70028rem;le-height:1.2;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{font-size:0.70028rem;le-height:1.2;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{font-size:0.75rem;le-height:1.3;}}</style><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">Lorena O'Neil</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="5" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0"><span data-redactor-tag="span" data-verified="redactor"></span>Garett pots to a postrd of J taped to the wdshield of a r parked at the venue. "This is where we live," Kyle adds wh a halfhearted chuckle. They don't even feel fortable holdg hands public—"unls 's Sunday, when most people who wouldn't like are at Church," says the drive home, they pass the lol Mormon temple. "People tell not to thk about the Church and leave alone," says Kyle. "But 's everywhere you look." He's visibly trated. Dejected. Garett plac his hand over Kyle's. They keep drivg.</p><style data-emotn="css qplj0i">{font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;font-weight:normal;marg-bottom:0.625rem;marg-top:0.625rem;}@media(max-width: 48rem){{font-size:2.125rem;le-height:1.2;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{font-size:2.25rem;le-height:1.3;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{font-size:2.5rem;le-height:1.1;}} b, strong{font-fay:her;font-weight:bold;} em, i{font-fay:her;font-style:alic;}</style><h2 data-no-id="6" class="article-sub-tle css-qplj0i et3p2gv0">THE APOSTATES</h2><p data-no-id="7" class="dropp css-1nhwtgm et3p2gv0">On November 5, 2015, Garett received a seri of distrght texts om his mother, Lda. She wanted her son to know that, for once, The Church of J Christ of Latter-day Sats did not reflect her views, and that her fah—until then unflappable—was beg tted.</p><p data-no-id="8" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">A policy change to the Handbook, the manual Mormon lears e to enforce doctral nsistency across the Church, had jt been ma public: Mormons "same-genr marriag or siar relatnships" would be emed apostat at risk of exmunitn. Children of same-sex parents uld not be blsed, baptized, or ordaed to the prithood until they were eighteen, and only if they first disavowed their parents' relatnship and all other same-sex marriag. (The policy was later clarified to apply only to children whose primary rince is wh same-sex parents.)</p><p data-no-id="9" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">This put children of LGBT upl at the same level as children of those who ascribe to a practice long ago abandoned by the Church: polygamy.</p><p data-no-id="10" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0"><span data-redactor-tag="span" data-verified="redactor"></span></p><div supprsHydratnWarng data-no-id="11" data-embed="pullquote" class="embed css-0 e9hzx6g0"><style data-emotn="css 1eiql25">{text-align:center;marg:0rem;paddg-top:0.9375rem;paddg-bottom:0.9375rem;}</style><blockquote class="css-1eiql25 e1pe3zr91"><style data-emotn="css ow0dpz">{borr:0.3125rem solid #FF3A30;borr-radi:100%;ntent:'';display:block;height:2.1875rem;left:50%;marg:-0.99rem to 0 -1.33rem;posn:absolute;width:2.1875rem;}</style><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-ow0dpz eagam8p0"></span><style data-emotn="css la9czl">{font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:1.625rem;le-height:1.2;marg:0rem;}@media(max-width: 48rem){{font-size:1.75rem;le-height:1.2;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{font-size:2.375rem;le-height:1.2;}} b, strong{font-fay:her;font-weight:bold;} em, i{font-fay:her;font-style:alic;}{ntent:'"';display:block;font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:3.4375rem;le-height:0.72;font-style:alic;paddg:0.3125rem 0.875rem 0 0;}</style><blockquote class="css-la9czl e1pe3zr90">The new policy puts children of LGBT upl on the same level as children of those who ascribe to a practice long ago abandoned by the Church: polygamy.</blockquote><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></blockquote></div><p data-no-id="12" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0"><span data-redactor-tag="span" data-verified="redactor"></span>Garett was horrified. It had always been challengg to be gay and Mormon. The Church had often fought agast the risg ti of marriage equaly; s members were major fancial backers of 2008's Prop 8 California, which briefly banned same-sex marriage the state before beg overturned.</p><p data-no-id="13" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">After more progrsive Church members voiced strong disapproval, Garett, like many Mormons, believed the spirual lears were warmg to gay rights. The Church had been takg small but signifint steps forward, acknowledgg that beg gay isn't a choice and that fai should accept their LGBT loved on. </p><p data-no-id="14" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Their support for 2015's <style data-emotn="css umdwtv">{-webk-text-ratn:unrle;text-ratn:unrle;text-ratn-thickns:.0625rem;text-ratn-lor:#FF3A30;text-unrle-offset:0.25rem;lor:her;-webk-transn:background 0.4s;transn:background 0.4s;background:lear-gradient(#ffffff, #ffffff 50%, #d5dbe3 50%, #d5dbe3);-webk-background-size:100% 200%;background-size:100% 200%;}{lor:#000000;text-ratn-lor:borr-lk-body-hover;-webk-background-posn:100% 100%;background-posn:100% 100%;}</style><a href=" target="_blank" data-vars-ga-outbound-lk=" data-vars-ga-ux-element="Hyperlk" data-vars-ga-ll-to-actn=""fairns for all"" class="body-lk css-umdwtv et3p2gv0">"fairns for all"</a> legislatn Utah was praised by the LGBT muny both the state and across the untry. Church spokman Eric Hawks says, "the Church is on rerd repeatedly supportg rights for LGBT people, cludg the areas of hog and employment."This new policy, however, ed some ser existential whiplash.</p><style data-emotn="css 1736von">{--data-embed-display:flex;-webk-align-ems:center;-webk-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-ems:center;clear:both;display:-webk-box;display:-webk-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;marg-bottom:0.9375rem;marg-left:to;marg-right:to;width:100%;}@media(m-width: 20rem){{width:100%;marg:0 to 0.9375rem;}}@media(m-width: 30rem){{width:100%;marg:0 to 0.9375rem;}}@media(m-width: 40.625rem){{width:100%;marg:0 to 0.9375rem;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{width:100%;marg:0 to 0.9375rem;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{width:100%;marg:0 to 0.9375rem;}}@media(m-width: 73.75rem){{width:100%;marg:0 to 0.9375rem;}}@media(m-width: 75rem){{width:100%;marg:0 to 0.9375rem;}}@media(m-width: 90rem){{width:100%;marg:0 to 0.9375rem;}} a span{right:1rem;} img{width:to;height:85vh;} a{display:-webk-le-box;display:-webk-le-flex;display:-ms-le-flexbox;display:le-flex;posn:var(--posn, relative);} img:not(.ewcw41w1){display:block;width:100%;height:to;-webk-align-self:flex-start;-ms-flex-em-align:flex-start;align-self:flex-start;}</style><div size="medium" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="15" class="align-center size-medium embed css-1736von e1xqj1sx4"><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="Grass, Plant, Jeans, Shirt, Shb, Denim, People nature, Garn, Lawn, Groundver, " tle="Grass, Plant, Jeans, Shirt, Shb, Denim, People nature, Garn, Lawn, Groundver, " loadg="lazy" width="3000" height="2000" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><style data-emotn="css swqnqv">@media(m-width: 20rem){{paddg-left:0rem;}}@media(m-width: 30rem){{paddg-left:0rem;}}@media(m-width: 40.625rem){{paddg-left:0rem;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{paddg-left:0rem;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{paddg-left:0rem;}}@media(m-width: 73.75rem){{paddg-left:0rem;}}@media(m-width: 75rem){{paddg-left:0rem;}}@media(m-width: 90rem){{paddg-left:0rem;}}</style><div class="css-swqnqv e1xqj1sx2"><style data-emotn="css 8h7i7x">{width:0;m-width:100%;paddg-top:0.625rem;letter-spacg:0.02rem;font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:0.875rem;le-height:1.3;} em, i{font-fay:her;font-style:alic;}</style><div class="css-8h7i7x e1xqj1sx1">Kyle Cranney and Garett Smh s on a lawn near the Historic Mormon Temple Salt Lake Cy, Utah.</div><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">Ey Berl</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="16" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0"><span data-redactor-tag="span" data-verified="redactor"></span>Garett remembered the day the <em data-redactor-tag="em">Obergefell</em> cisn was announced. It was June 26, 2015—a crystalle morng St. Gee, Utah. He was at home, aware the Supreme Court was releasg the lg, rehg his Twter feed every few mut. Kyle, his partner of nearly three years, was dog the same at his sk the offic of SkyWt Airl, where he was a systems-support supervisor. (Cranney was simultaneoly workg on his master's munitns at Southern Utah Universy; his this was on the Church's opns on LGBT issu.)</p><p data-no-id="17" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">When the cisn me down, legalizg same-sex marriage all across the natn, Garett felt an emotn he didn't often feel as a gay Mormon man: vditn. He read Jtice Anthony Kennedy's majory opn over and over. Kyle remembered beg so overwhelmed that he took a fifteen-mute break to walk around the buildg—he referred to as his "equaly lap." He me home for lunch wh Garett, a daily rual, to fd their entire meal—the cupk, sure, but also the grilled chicken and spach—rated wh rabow sprkl.</p><p data-no-id="18" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">That so few fay members lled them that day was an emotnal blow, but they were able to rdon off that pa. Now, jt four months later, the Church emed them apostat and threatened their future children. How far would this go?</p><h2 data-no-id="19" class="article-sub-tle css-qplj0i et3p2gv0">LDS VS. LGBT</h2><style data-emotn="css 1mtk2uq">{--data-embed-display:flex;-webk-align-ems:center;-webk-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-ems:center;display:-webk-box;display:-webk-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;marg-bottom:0.9375rem;}@media(m-width: 20rem){{clear:both;marg-left:to;marg-right:to;width:100%;}}@media(m-width: 30rem){{clear:both;marg-left:to;marg-right:to;width:100%;}}@media(m-width: 40.625rem){{width:70%;marg-left:1rem;marg-right:0rem;float:right;clear:right;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{width:70%;marg-left:1rem;marg-right:0rem;float:right;clear:right;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{width:60%;marg-left:1rem;marg-right:0rem;float:right;clear:right;}}@media(m-width: 73.75rem){{width:60%;marg-left:1rem;marg-right:lc(-30% - 1rem);float:right;clear:right;}}@media(m-width: 75rem){{width:60%;marg-left:1rem;marg-right:lc(-30% - 1rem);float:right;clear:right;}}@media(m-width: 90rem){{width:60%;marg-left:1rem;marg-right:lc(-30% - 1rem);float:right;clear:right;}} a span{right:1rem;} img{width:to;height:85vh;} a{display:-webk-le-box;display:-webk-le-flex;display:-ms-le-flexbox;display:le-flex;posn:var(--posn, relative);} img:not(.ewcw41w1){display:block;width:100%;height:to;-webk-align-self:flex-start;-ms-flex-em-align:flex-start;align-self:flex-start;}</style><div size="large" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="20" class="align-right size-large embed css-1mtk2uq e1xqj1sx4"><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="Drs shirt, Collar, Sleeve, Shoulr, Shirt, Denim, Standg, Jot, Jeans, Street fashn, " tle="Drs shirt, Collar, Sleeve, Shoulr, Shirt, Denim, Standg, Jot, Jeans, Street fashn, " loadg="lazy" width="2000" height="2500" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><style data-emotn="css 78jldq">{paddg-left:0rem;}</style><div class="css-78jldq e1xqj1sx2"><div class="css-8h7i7x e1xqj1sx1">Kyle Cranney</div><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">Ey Berl</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="21" class="dropp css-1nhwtgm et3p2gv0">Kyle wrote his first rignatn letter om the Church 2011 after watchg a documentary about s volvement Prop 8. Fur, he prted the letter on crisp paper, refully signed his name at the bottom, and put an envelope. But he uld not brg himself to mail 'd do so twice more, redatg the same letter, each time not sendg LDS Church, headquartered Salt Lake Cy, has 15.6 ln members globally, wh 6.5 ln ridg the Uned Stat. (Some crics say the numbers are flated sce rignatn is tentnally plex and many of s members are active.) Statistilly, that means that the Church has hundreds of thoands of gay followers. Its official policy toward homosexualy is that "actg" on one's sire is a s and that same-sex marriage is agast God's will.</p><p data-no-id="22" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Kyle, twenty-six, and Garett, twenty-four, have had a long, plited relatnship wh the relign to which they were born. Both of their Mormon herag trace back to the origal Utah pneers the mid-neteenth century. Growg up, they were extremely volved the Church, attendg three-hour servic every Sunday, participatg Church-related activi for two hours or more each week, unrgog many hours of extracurricular Church-tn class durg high school. They grew up Utah towns wh populatns of fewer than eight thoand—Kyle Vernal, Garett Wt Haven—and their ma teractns as children were wh the Mormon muny. Garett remembers pyg the non-Mormons his town, thkg they didn't know what they were missg out on. Neher of them associated wh or even knew any apostat.</p><div supprsHydratnWarng data-no-id="23" data-embed="pullquote" class="embed css-0 e9hzx6g0"><blockquote class="css-1eiql25 e1pe3zr91"><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-ow0dpz eagam8p0"></span><blockquote class="css-la9czl e1pe3zr90">The Church's official policy toward homosexualy is that "actg" on one's sire is a s and that same-sex marriage is agast God's will. </blockquote><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></blockquote></div><p data-no-id="24" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Kyle, the youngt of eight, started feelg disillned wh the Church at a young age as a reactn agast how pretermed his future seemed. A Mormon man's life, pecially Utah, often followed the same stctured path: baptism at eight, prithood at twelve, missnary work at eighteen or neteen, marriage upon returng home. As Kyle beme creasgly aware of his sexualy, he rejected this life plan more and more.</p><p data-no-id="25" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">At fourteen, he asked iends and fay to stop llg him by his first name, Matthew, and sisted on gog by his middle name, Kyle. "Matthew had all of the expectatns," says Kyle. "Matthew was gog to go on a missn and marry his bt iend, Hanah, who lived up the street." In beg Kyle, he took the first step toward sheddg such unwanted expectatns.</p><style data-emotn="css gv3b6u">{--data-embed-display:flex;-webk-align-ems:center;-webk-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-ems:center;display:-webk-box;display:-webk-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;marg-bottom:0.9375rem;}@media(m-width: 20rem){{clear:both;marg-left:to;marg-right:to;width:100%;}}@media(m-width: 30rem){{clear:both;marg-left:to;marg-right:to;width:100%;}}@media(m-width: 40.625rem){{width:70%;marg-right:1rem;marg-left:0rem;float:left;clear:left;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{width:70%;marg-right:1rem;marg-left:0rem;float:left;clear:left;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{width:60%;marg-right:1rem;marg-left:0rem;float:left;clear:left;}}@media(m-width: 73.75rem){{width:60%;marg-right:1rem;marg-left:lc(-30% - 1rem);float:left;clear:left;}}@media(m-width: 75rem){{width:60%;marg-right:1rem;marg-left:lc(-30% - 1rem);float:left;clear:left;}}@media(m-width: 90rem){{width:60%;marg-right:1rem;marg-left:lc(-30% - 1rem);float:left;clear:left;}} a span{right:1rem;} img{width:to;height:85vh;} a{display:-webk-le-box;display:-webk-le-flex;display:-ms-le-flexbox;display:le-flex;posn:var(--posn, relative);} img:not(.ewcw41w1){display:block;width:100%;height:to;-webk-align-self:flex-start;-ms-flex-em-align:flex-start;align-self:flex-start;}</style><div size="large" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="26" class="align-left size-large embed css-gv3b6u e1xqj1sx4"><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="Ear, Drs shirt, Hairstyle, Collar, Sleeve, Forehead, Eyebrow, Shirt, Jaw, Crew cut, " tle="Ear, Drs shirt, Hairstyle, Collar, Sleeve, Forehead, Eyebrow, Shirt, Jaw, Crew cut, " loadg="lazy" width="2000" height="2500" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><div class="css-78jldq e1xqj1sx2"><div class="css-8h7i7x e1xqj1sx1">Garett Smh</div><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">Ey Berl</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="27" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">For years he ntued actg as a dutiful, vout Mormon son. When his fay moved to Bolivia so his parents uld serve as missnari, Kyle helped baptize new members. All the while, he silently disassociated om the relign. A year after returng to the U.S. and jt before his neteenth birthday, he moved out of his parents' home and stopped gog to servic. It took him years to shake the feelg that he had sned agast the God his fay believed but whom he no longer uld.</p><p data-no-id="28" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Garett also was weighed down by the burn of faial and munal expectatns. He's one of six, and the son of a bishop. He stggled wh his sexualy and his relign when he was younger, even ntemplatg suici. "I would pray that God would lete me," he says.</p><p data-no-id="29" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Garett felt like two of his intifyg quali—relign and sexualy—were at odds, engaged a tug-of-war that left him ltle choice but to lead a double life. He beme closer wh iends outsi of the Church, fdg mon ground wh non-Mormons.</p><p data-no-id="30" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">At seventeen, he told his parents he had "same-genr attractn." Before dog so, he asked his mother to wre a letter tailg how much she red about him. He wanted tangible proof of her love, should relign ever e her to change her md.</p><p data-no-id="31" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">While servg on his missn the Philipp 2012 and still the closet to all but a few people, Garett felt exhsted by his double life. He asked to be sent home om his missn, and when Church lears risted, he revealed that he had had a physil relatnship wh a boy back home. He was brought back right away.</p><p data-no-id="32" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Upon his return to Utah, Garett was summoned to appear at a Church disciplary uncil, lloquially referred to as the Court of Love. He faced four Church lears, many of whom he'd known for years, who asked Garett to disclose timate tails about his former relatnship. Garett felt huiated, tellg the men thgs he wasn't fortable sharg wh even his clost iends. Dpe their prsure, he refed to repent and would not apologize.</p><p data-no-id="33" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Garett was told the spir had moved the lears to le favor of disfellowshipment—jt one step below exmunitn.</p><p data-no-id="34" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Some months later he returned to St. Gee—before his missn he was studyg for an associate's gree—to go back to llege. He got a job as a surgil technologist, and he is currently applyg to medil months after movg, he met Kyle on Twter through a mutual iend.</p><div supprsHydratnWarng data-no-id="35" data-embed="pullquote" class="embed css-0 e9hzx6g0"><blockquote class="css-1eiql25 e1pe3zr91"><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-ow0dpz eagam8p0"></span><blockquote class="css-la9czl e1pe3zr90">Garett stggled wh his sexualy and his relign. "I would pray that God would lete me," he says.</blockquote><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></blockquote></div><h2 data-no-id="36" class="article-sub-tle css-qplj0i et3p2gv0">A FADING FAITH</h2><p data-no-id="37" class="dropp css-1nhwtgm et3p2gv0">Before the apostate policy, was easy for Garett and Kyle to play down the threat of the Church's views on LGBT rights. But they have always wanted to start a fay, and this was too much. After many late nights and long nversatns, they cid to rign om the Church of J Christ of Latter-day Sats met Mark Ngle, a Salt Lake Cy lawyer who assists clients wh this plex and often paful procs, through an ex-Mormon support group on Redd. Ngle's approach—as middleman between his clients and the Church—helps prevent Church lears om reachg out an attempt to change his clients' mds. Prr to the apostate-policy release, Ngle says he procsed around three hundred rignatns five years.</p><p data-no-id="38" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">He received almost two thoand emails the first seventy-two hours after the new policy beme public.</p><div size="medium" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="39" class="align-center size-medium embed css-1736von e1xqj1sx4"><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="People, Event, Jeans, Denim, Prott, Public event, Jacket, Rebelln, Banner, Poster, " tle="People, Event, Jeans, Denim, Prott, Public event, Jacket, Rebelln, Banner, Poster, " loadg="lazy" width="1483" height="1042" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><div class="css-swqnqv e1xqj1sx2"><div class="css-8h7i7x e1xqj1sx1">Prottors gather on the day of the mass Church rignatn Salt Lake Cy, Utah.</div><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">David McNew/Getty</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="40" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Sce then, he has facilated nearly ne thoand requts to leave the Church. A mass rignatn was staged Salt Lake Cy on November 14, 2015, durg which fifteen hundred Mormons submted paperwork to Ngle. He and other anizers helped protters fill out rignatn documents. Some people stood le for an hour and a half, holdg rabow flags and signs wh msag like "LDS: Love Don't Separate." Many people walked over to the nearby temple and posed the letters a public mailbox outsi the temple's office.</p><p data-no-id="41" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Neher Kyle nor Garett wanted to hurt their fai wh their actns, but they also wanted to leave wh a higher purpose. "We wanted to make sure our rignatn was unted the number of people leavg so they would know was related to this policy," says Garett, lookg at Kyle as he speaks. "I felt a strong obligatn to be out there for other gay Mormons to see."</p><p data-no-id="42" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">"It was an act of prott," adds Kyle, lockg ey wh Garett and noddg cisn did not e easily, but once they submted the paperwork—on November 10—they felt relief. That night, they met another gay Mormon uple at Olive Garn for a celebratn over pasta and a bottle of whe for Kyle's brother and sister--law, they did not tell their fai. They still haven't to this day.</p><h2 data-no-id="43" class="article-sub-tle css-qplj0i et3p2gv0">COGNITIVE DISSONANCE</h2><p data-no-id="44" class="dropp css-1nhwtgm et3p2gv0">Kyle's and Garett's relatnships wh their fai are fed om lite balanc, unspoken arguments, quiet tensns, and ep faial morng April, Kyle and Garett vis the Smhs at the Wt Haven hoe which Garett grew up, 350 northeast of St. Gee. It's Sunday, and Garett's parents and four of his siblgs have jt gotten back om church. They're wag for Garett and Kyle to arrive before diggg to the enormo meal Garett's mother has prepared, which clus a dish lled "funeral potato"—potato, chee, cream chee, and onns— she ma pecially for Kyle.</p><div size="large" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="45" class="align-right size-large embed css-1mtk2uq e1xqj1sx4"><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="Dock, Bridge, Lumber, Pier, " tle="Dock, Bridge, Lumber, Pier, " loadg="lazy" width="780" height="975" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><div class="css-78jldq e1xqj1sx2"><div class="css-8h7i7x e1xqj1sx1">Garett and his brother Logan as children.</div><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">Courty of The Smh Fay</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="46" class="dropp css-1nhwtgm et3p2gv0"><span data-redactor-tag="span" data-verified="redactor"></span><span data-redactor-tag="span" data-verified="redactor"></span>The only siblg not prent is Logan, who is Geia—the untry, not the state—as a Peace Corps volunteer. He is also openly gay, but unlike Garett, he is celibate. His relign and his homosexualy are equal parts of him, and he says he don't want to put "eher inty the closet." He don't le out eventually datg, should he meet the right person—man or woman (he's dated both). If he's exmunited as a rult, he will ntue on wh his personal Mormon fah practic.</p><p data-no-id="47" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">After g out to his fay 2012, one of his biggt fears was how Garett would react to his cisn to rema active the Church. Sure enough, Garett was vastated. In Garett's md, Logan's cisn to rema relig valued the work he'd done to get his parents to accept him. Garett uld only assume that his parents believed they had one gay son who stayed celibate orr to bt serve his fah, and another who abandoned relign to have a meangful relatnship.</p><p data-no-id="48" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0"><span data-redactor-tag="span" data-verified="redactor"></span>Logan has never wished to be seen as the good gay son. And no one, cludg his parents, Lda and Shawn, has ever said that's the se. They ed to thk of Garett as gay and Logan as havg "same-genr attractn," as if one is a more ser form of the same medil ndn. But now "I've learned that beg gay is not somethg that they choose," says Shawn. "I'm so glad my ey have been opened," says Lda."Garett really began to live when he found Kyle," says Shawn, fifty-three. He and Lda, fifty-one, huddle together on the uch to and his fay rema active the LDS muny. They all hold posns the Church, pay thg, and wear Mormon garments.</p><p data-no-id="49" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Shawn was disappoted by the November policy, which affected not only Garett but Logan, too. At 5 a.m. after the policy was released, Shawn, unable to sleep, sent his thoughts to his wife and two gay children: "How do I rencile wh my fah or Church when is distancg self om my sons and me? I believe cln, not excln. You say, 'That's easy, jt leave your Church.' Is ? What about the other children I have that have the same beliefs and practic as I? How will not rip apart?"</p><div supprsHydratnWarng data-no-id="50" data-embed="pullquote" class="embed css-0 e9hzx6g0"><blockquote class="css-1eiql25 e1pe3zr91"><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-ow0dpz eagam8p0"></span><blockquote class="css-la9czl e1pe3zr90">Logan has never wished to be seen as the good gay son.</blockquote><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></blockquote></div><p data-no-id="51" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Lda, like Shawn, was vastated by the policy, seeg as yet another door beg shut her sons' fac. Over time, they've renciled their fay wh their fah by viewg the policy as a clarifitn of a posn on homosexualy the Church already says sometim people ask her how she n be part of a Church that don't accept her sons. "I say, 'How uld I not?' I need to have that to get through the hard tim." She tears up when asked about Garett's and Kyle's spirual futur. Apostat, after all, do not ascend to the hight level of heaven. Shawn puts an arm around her as she stggl to rega her posure, but her voice still breaks. "That's really what keeps my fah. I jt hope that the next life will all make sense. I have to have fah that my God is a lovg God."</p><div supprsHydratnWarng data-no-id="52" data-embed="edorial-lk" class="embed css-0 e9hzx6g0"><style data-emotn="css 1643r8a">{borr:none;marg-top:1.875rem;marg-bottom:1.875rem;paddg:0rem;}</style><asi class="css-1643r8a e6pr2lz5"><style data-emotn="css l3w2xc">{display:le-block;font-weight:normal;marg:0rem;borr-top:0.25rem solid #15263D;paddg-right:1.1rem;paddg-top:0.4375rem;text-transform:lowerse;font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:0.875rem;le-height:1.3;}</style><h6 class="css-l3w2xc e6pr2lz3"><style data-emotn="css 156fvc1">{borr-bottom:0.4375rem solid #FF3A30;borr-right:0.4375rem solid transparent;ntent:'';display:le-block;height:0;marg-right:0.5rem;width:0;}</style><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-156fvc1 eagam8p0"></span><style data-emotn="css 8lle59">{max-width:lc(100% - 120px - .625rem);}</style><span class="css-8lle59 e6pr2lz1">Esquire\'s One Year Out</span><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></h6><style data-emotn="css c4s2gi">{paddg:0rem;marg:0rem;list-style:none;}</style><ul class="css-c4s2gi e6pr2lz4"><style data-emotn="css 79zw4t">{font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:1rem;le-height:2rem;paddg-top:0.625rem;}@media(max-width: 48rem){{font-size:0.9375rem;le-height:1.3;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{le-height:1.4;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{le-height:1.4;}} a{-webk-text-ratn:none;text-ratn:none;lor:her;-webk-transn:all 0.3s ease--out;transn:all 0.3s ease--out;} a:hover{lor:#595959;}</style><li class="css-79zw4t e6pr2lz2"><style data-emotn="css 1bn7a5e">{-webk-text-ratn:none;text-ratn:none;display:-webk-box;display:-webk-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webk-box-flex-wrap:wrap;-webk-flex-wrap:wrap;-ms-flex-wrap:wrap;flex-wrap:wrap;-webk-flex-directn:row;-ms-flex-directn:row;flex-directn:row;-webk-box-pack:start;-ms-flex-pack:start;-webk-jtify-ntent:flex-start;jtify-ntent:flex-start;-webk-align-ems:center;-webk-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-ems:center;}</style><a href="/news-polics/a44938/one-year-out-marriage-equaly/" data-vars-ga-ll-to-actn="A Massive Celebratn of Marriage Equaly" data-vars-ga-ux-element="Edorial Lks" data-vars-ga-outbound-lk=" class="css-1bn7a5e e1c1bym14"><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p0"></span><style data-emotn="css 1l0u1">{marg-right:0.625rem;height:to;}</style><img src="" alt="OYO" tle="OYO" width="120" height="100%" dg="async" loadg="lazy" image-align="left" class="css-1l0u1 e6pr2lz0" /><span class="css-8lle59 e6pr2lz1">A Massive Celebratn of Marriage Equaly</span><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></a></li></ul></asi></div><p data-no-id="53" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Over Skype a few days later, Kyle's parents say they feel siarly. They are servg an eighteen-month stt as missnari Colombia. Steve Cranney says he's hurt when he logs to Facebook and se Kyle or Garett wrg negative ments about the Church, so he his those posts om his feed. He says he and his wife, Lrel, pray that Kyle's and Garett's hearts will soften and their animosy toward the Church will 's fay prefers to avoid nflict and nontatn. "I don't image the emotns or thgs they al wh are easy for them," says Kyle. "I still rpect the relatnship I have wh them. We are still a tight-kn fay, even though we have this wedge between ."</p><div size="large" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="54" class="align-center size-large embed css-d9wkvk e1xqj1sx4"><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="Archecture, Fa, Spire, Metropolan area, Landmark, Steeple, Church, Urban area, Chapel, Place of worship, " tle="Archecture, Fa, Spire, Metropolan area, Landmark, Steeple, Church, Urban area, Chapel, Place of worship, " loadg="lazy" width="3000" height="2000" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><div class="css-1gccgwy e1xqj1sx2"><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">Ey Berl</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="55" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Steve, seventy-one, and Lrel, sixty-eight, are matter-of-fact when speakg about the Church and homosexualy, which they nsir to be sometim at odds wh each other whout terferg wh the profound love they have for their son."We love the Church; the Church is our life," says Steve."We love our kids," adds Lrel."And we do the bt we n do wh both," says Steve.</p><div supprsHydratnWarng data-no-id="56" data-embed="pullquote" class="embed css-0 e9hzx6g0"><blockquote class="css-1eiql25 e1pe3zr91"><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-ow0dpz eagam8p0"></span><blockquote class="css-la9czl e1pe3zr90">Kyle and Garett's relatnship wh their fai is one fed om lite balanc, unspoken arguments, quiet tensns, and ep faial love.</blockquote><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></blockquote></div><h2 data-no-id="57" class="article-sub-tle css-qplj0i et3p2gv0">DOUBLING DOWN</h2><p data-no-id="58" class="dropp css-1nhwtgm et3p2gv0">This past January, LDS Church Elr Rsell M. Nelson announced that the apostate policy was termed to be a "revelatn" om God. The tent of the change was to protect the children: If a child raised by same-sex parents wants to be baptized to the Church, which teach that their parents' relatnship is ntrary to God's laws, there will evably be nflict. To many gay Mormons, this was spirually cshg: Polici are guil, but revelatns are dive.</p><div size="large" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="59" class="align-right size-large embed css-1mtk2uq e1xqj1sx4"><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="Drs shirt, Coat, Collar, Outerwear, Su, Formal wear, Stg, Blazer, Tie, Su troers, " tle="Drs shirt, Coat, Collar, Outerwear, Su, Formal wear, Stg, Blazer, Tie, Su troers, " loadg="lazy" width="1308" height="1569" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><div class="css-78jldq e1xqj1sx2"><div class="css-8h7i7x e1xqj1sx1">LDS Church Elr Rsell Nelson</div><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">Gee Frey/Getty</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="60" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Mormons believe fai are eternal, and when someone leav the Church by personal rignatn or through Church disciple, the future of their relatnships is lled to qutn, here on earth and otherwise. "The Church has given LGBT youth a very bleak choice," says Mch Mayne, an openly gay Mormon and former lear a California ngregatn, rponse to the recent revelatn. "Eher choose a life of lonels and celibacy and quiet speratn or be expelled om your fay, your culture, and your church, not jt for now but for all of eterny." Mayne explas that by sayg the policy was "revelatn om God," Elr Nelson elevated to near-doctral stat. "It's the ultimate way of sayg that God hat gay people." (The Church's official stance, acrdg to the se , is "God lov all his children alike, much more than any of n prehend, and expects to follow.")</p><p data-no-id="61" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Addg to the heartache was the fact that for years LGBT Mormons had hoped that Church elrs would e precisely this revelatn procs to reem and accept their sexualy, jt as they had 1978 wh a revelatn that extend membership rights to "all worthy Church members," says Church spokperson Eric Hawks, thereby reversg a policy that exclud black men om the prithood. (Women ntue to be banned.)</p><p data-no-id="62" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Meanwhile, Kyle proposed to Garett Febary at the Mystery Espe Room St. Gee. He set up brilliantly, tellg Garett they were for a fun eveng wh their iends. Kyle then pretend he had to leave for a work emergency. Garett and their iends head to the event, durg which they were locked a room filled wh puzzl they had to solve wh sixty mut to pe. Garett opened the last puzzle box and found a rg si. "What's this?" he asked his iends. "Is that the way to unlock the door?"</p><p data-no-id="63" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">His iends urged him to answer a knock at the door, but stead he sisted on tryg to fd a place to put the rg. Fally, one of their iends let Kyle . Becked a tuxedo, he got down on one knee, took the rg out of Garett's hand, and proposed."Of urse," said Garett, who pulled his now-fiancé up, kissed him, and embraced him tightly.</p><h2 data-no-id="64" class="article-sub-tle css-qplj0i et3p2gv0">A HEAVENLY WEDDING</h2><p data-no-id="65" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0"><span data-redactor-tag="span" data-verified="redactor"></span></p><p data-no-id="66" class="dropp css-1nhwtgm et3p2gv0">The morng before the drag show, Kyle and Garett vis the amphheater Zn Natnal Park where they'll be married October, surround by views of dty red mountas abuttg the expansive blue sky.</p><p data-no-id="67" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0"><em data-redactor-tag="em">Zn</em> is a term lan wh meang Mormon culture, a momento ial for the early Mormon pneers, who head wt to seek a place of refuge. It is a unified state of beg where "the Lord's people" n fd peace. The irony is not lost on Kyle and Garett. "We might have a ltle different Zn than everyone else's Zn," says Kyle. "In a way, we're g Zn as a refuge for our marriage."</p><div supprsHydratnWarng data-no-id="68" data-embed="pullquote" class="embed css-0 e9hzx6g0"><blockquote class="css-1eiql25 e1pe3zr91"><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-ow0dpz eagam8p0"></span><blockquote class="css-la9czl e1pe3zr90">"People tell not to thk about the Church and leave alone," says Kyle. "But 's everywhere you look." </blockquote><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></blockquote></div><p data-no-id="69" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">They are unsure which of their fay members will e. Garett says some of his extend fay may tentnally leave behd their children. Kyle's parents will vis om Colombia, and he thks all of his siblgs will e, but 's unclear if they will brg their are worried about ra, but not for the reason you would expect—Kyle says he don't want anyone thkg means God's cryg on their weddg day, a sign of dive thg is fe: "It's gog to be a lot of people's first gay weddg," says Garett.</p><div size="large" data-embed="body-image" data-no-id="70" class="align-center size-large embed css-d9wkvk e1xqj1sx4"><div class="css-uwraif e1xqj1sx3"><div class="css-p7qblm ewcw41w0"><img alt="Ear, Fun, Kiss, Red, Wrist, Interactn, Romance, Orange, Love, Friendship, " tle="Ear, Fun, Kiss, Red, Wrist, Interactn, Romance, Orange, Love, Friendship, " loadg="lazy" width="3000" height="2000" dg="async" data-nimg="1" style="lor: transparent; width: 100%; height: to;" siz="100vw" srcSet=" 640w, 980w, 1120w, 1200w, 1920w" src="" class="css-0 exi4f7p0" /><a target="_blank" rel="noopener" href="//" class="ptert css-1i6sckr e1c1bym14"><img data-dynamic-svg src="/_assets/sign-tokens/e/static/ins/social/" loadg="lazy" alt="ptert in" height="to" width="to" class="css-1l3i1cl ewcw41w1" /></a></div><div class="css-1gccgwy e1xqj1sx2"><figptn class="css-1am3yn9 enfs9c50"><span class="css-1mcfn5x e6iqd2">Ey Berl</span></figptn></div></div></div><p data-no-id="71" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">Kyle and Garett now both intify as agnostic and are uncerta whether an afterlife exists, but they say they will work the Mormon ncept of "for time and eterny" to their marriage vows.</p><p data-no-id="72" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">"It's a Mormon doctre: If you get married a temple, you are married for time and eterny. If you get married a secular way, you are married until ath," says Garett.</p><p data-no-id="73" class="css-18vfmjb et3p2gv0">No matter what the Church says, Kyle and Garett are termed to be married for eterny.</p><style data-emotn="css ciejky">{clear:both;marg-top:1.25rem;}</style><div id="journey-le" class="css-ciejky e1cslvxz0"></div></div></div><div></div><div data-teractive="WatchNext-1" class="css-0 e10xr3vp6"><style data-emotn="css 1pqv15d">{marg-bottom:1.875rem;marg-top:1.875rem;paddg:0 0.938rem;}@media(m-width: 40.625rem){{paddg:0 2.5rem;}}</style><div data-embed="watch-next" class="css-1pqv15d e10xr3vp5"><style data-emotn="css 604vx7">{text-align:center;marg:0 to;max-width:60rem;borr-top:0.125rem solid #15263D;}</style><div class="css-604vx7 e10xr3vp4"><style data-emotn="css 1sowyjy">{marg-bottom:1.25rem;}</style><div class="css-1sowyjy e10xr3vp3"><style data-emotn="css ju94x7">{marg:0rem;font-weight:normal;background-lor:#ffffff;lor:#000;borr:0.125rem solid #15263D;text-align:left;width:-webk-f-ntent;width:-moz-f-ntent;width:f-ntent;borr-radi:2rem;display:block;font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;font-size:0.70028rem;le-height:1.2;letter-spacg:0.04rem;marg-top:-1rem;paddg:0.5rem 0.9375rem 0.25rem;text-transform:upperse;}</style><h6 class="css-ju94x7 e10xr3vp2"><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p0"></span><span class="css-0 e10xr3vp1">Watch Next</span><span aria-hidn="te" class="css-0 eagam8p1"></span></h6><style data-emotn="css un61">{-webk-align-ems:center;-webk-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-ems:center;display:-webk-box;display:-webk-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;font-fay:Lsanne,Lsanne-fallback,Arial,sans-serif;font-weight:normal;-webk-box-pack:center;-ms-flex-pack:center;-webk-jtify-ntent:center;jtify-ntent:center;marg:0rem;m-height:to;paddg-top:1rem;text-align:left;}@media(max-width: 48rem){{font-size:1.5rem;le-height:1.1;}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{font-size:1.875rem;le-height:1.3;}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{font-size:2.125rem;le-height:1.2;}}</style><h6 class="css-un61 e10xr3vp0"> </h6></div><style data-emotn="css b3y6x">{marg-bottom:0.9375rem;--aspect-rat:56.25%;} {posn:absolute;marg:0rem;}{ntent:"";display:block;height:0rem;width:100%;}@media(max-width: 30rem){{paddg-bottom:lc((45% / 1.16) + 20px + 1.66em);}}@media(m-width: 30rem) and (max-width: 48rem){{paddg-bottom:lc((45% / 1.43) + 20px + 1.66em);}}@media(m-width: 40.625rem) and (max-width: 64rem){{paddg-bottom:lc((33% / 1.40) + 20px + 1.66em);}}@media(m-width: 48rem){{paddg-bottom:lc((25% / 1.36) + 20px + 1.66em);}}@media(m-width: 64rem){{paddg-bottom:lc((25% / 1.46) + 20px + 1.66em);}}</style><div class="__rp-ntaer css-b3y6x e6l0f0"><style data-emotn="css 1yu8e3d">{marg-bottom:0.9375rem;width:100%;height:100%;} .__rp-ntaer{height:to;}</style><div data-embed="embed-vio" class="vio-player css-1yu8e3d e1ou1fny0"><style data-emotn="css 1uds6oo">{height:100%;width:100%;posn:relative;}</style><div class="css-1uds6oo e1f7ylgd6"><style data-emotn="css 1iiivv4">{background-lor:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.4);borr:.1875rem solid whe;borr-radi:50%;lor:#fff;cursor:poter;height:3.75rem;left:50%;posn:absolute;top:50%;-webk-transform:translate(-50%,-50%);-moz-transform:translate(-50%,-50%);-ms-transform:translate(-50%,-50%);transform:translate(-50%,-50%);-webk-transn:all 0.4s;transn:all 0.4s;width:3.75rem;z-x:1;}.e1f7ylgd6:hover {background-lor:rgba(33, 150, 245, 0.8);lor:#ffffff;}@media(m-width: 48rem){{height:5.625rem;width:5.625rem;borr:.28125rem solid whe;}}</style><button aria-label="Play Vio" class="css-1iiivv4 e1f7ylgd1"><style data-emotn="css 1lhf7lq">{fill:#ffffff;height:1.4rem;vertil-align:middle;width:1.45rem;}@media(m-width: 48rem){{width:2.3125rem;height:3rem;}}</style><svg xmlns=" width="24" height="24" viewBox="0 0 24 24" style="fill: var(--primary, #000);" role="img" tle="Play" class="css-1lhf7lq e1f7ylgd2"><tle>play in .

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